16.01.04, Friday Hyped factor:4/10

Haiz... what a day to start by having to see mr lim... Though he didnt scream at me but his tone was very serious. I was a little late and he was unhappy abt it. In th end, i have to see him mon-wed 7.15am next week. I immediately sian diao... it means waking up even earlier. haiz... It hurts to see i bring such trouble to myself. Then when i reached the parade sq, my PD tutor handed me a piece of paper, i knew something wasnt gd... i had to see the principal at 2pm. I roughly had the idea wat is it but only know it was kinda serious later in the day. Then came the morning assembly of my CCA members having to meet after morning assembly. After morning assembly, my PD tutor held me and my friend, ans told us that our chem tutor was angry with us for not going to her prac session. As u noe, yesterday we went to see the P regarding our proposal, then some of them cried so we had to do our part as friends to console them. Also since, we only left less than a period to finish which is not enough so we thot of doing make-up prac instead. Then the CCA meeting was about our performance in Fusion`04, a inter-jc charity concert. We were told that the event is run under no supervision of a teacher. Hence, the money collected which were said to be for charity is questionable. Therefore, we werent allowed to perform. The councillor suggested that we still perform but not under name of AJC which provoked some of my members as they thot the school dun view us as impt as other cca. had to do some peace-talk.... So now we can just hope that there will be a teacher overseeing the whole event. That was the 4 things tt hit me in the morning. I was super upset, nvr had such things happen to me. As for the P talk, it was changed to a teacher. After the talk with the teacher abt some serious stuff, i was at my lowest. cos that stuff ccould ruin my reputation and how pple view me, which i dun feel like saying... But still, i nid to keep up a smiling face to my CCA members, be sure i jept my mood apart from my CCA training. I was qiuite surprised i could succeed. What gave me that boost of joy was the chalet at night. Even though i was welcomed by criticism frm ws and boss. They kept suaning me and saying i was not involved in their conversation... and boss ar, u told us not to say or joke wif personal stuff in front of cadets. Then last time u made fun of me and melvin in front of pr. she's also a cadet, u bias sia. but that was a trival matter. ws kept making fun of his friend which lighten up my day at least. The chalet doesnt look like one more like a hotel. Had fun la playing PS 2, too bad no nice tv shows if not we could watch together. Managed to do some work. Boss as usual kept msging and he looked rather sian. cos not much thing to do, only either two controller or the bed. then when Diana came ard 4am, i was awaken from my slumber. She started blasting the music and i found myself the only one sleeping in the room. haiz but i cld have enjoyed myself better as i kept thinking of wat happened in the morning and accepting the fact that i may haf to seen the P one day. Haiz haiz, y am i so screwed this year? hope after chn new yr, everything will start fresh. I am willing to change but does fate allow me to? we shall see...