Tuesday, November 30, 2004

[ 271. The One With Slacking Day ]

today's the first time i used up the 4 rides/per day of my concession pass... went to PS but the shop haven open due to stock taking... so i headed to lavender to buy some army tee, short and towel. they're comfortable to wear and cheaper than my sch PE attire! but then if drenched in sweat, its a different story.

then shop at PS before slacking at HQ to see what i could help...

early afternoon went to make my ATM card... lol. and today my first time drawing $. really can get addicted... many pple will think its weird not to have an ATM card, but for me when i need $, i wld ask my parents for it, so there wasnt a need for the card. now its different, i gg army to be a grown man. Image wise, i also morphed from a billabong wallet to a leather wallet :] all thanks to dennis laughing at me say i 18 already still carry tt kind of wallet. hey got sentimental value one ok...

then at PS had a shopping spree. bought lots of stuff... haiz every1 so busy, msg so many pple to watch movie with me but cant find. i saw my hc senior, chek wun and one of the j2 dance society member. bought some stuff for my friend also...

went to HQ saw a few familiar faces... annie the grumpy receptionist. rita, khai, angeline, doreen, cynthia, jorin, mizael, edwin, poh boon, ching huey, ambrose and i also helping out for SouthQuest, a heritage trail game... yeah. cant wait to roam abt under the sun. better be hot sun...

It's time to get down to serious business...
hee... punggol red cross camp, here i come...
thur watching shutter again with my National Camp cadets.

Now SpinninG: Rumors by Lindsay Lohan
[ 270. The One With Flute ]

well didnt know flute sound so nice until my friend played a few pieces for me... so zai until can play without scores... juz hear the song for a few times and can start playing... *jaw-dropping* well wat can i say, talented lo. :X

Monday, November 29, 2004

[ 269. The One With A Bad Gym Day ]

went to gym today but so crowded and most machines broke down. sianz... but had a great dinner @ the hawker centre... noodles, chiu kuay, stingray... yeah, today america's next top model. juz found out an interesting idea my friend had for stay- over... mmm...

Sunday, November 28, 2004

[ 268. The One With Home-made Dinner ]

Sentosa was fun when we managed to thrash 5 army guys... but it rained most of the time...

then had a special home-made dinner... did shopping in the supermarkets... baked some cookies :]

what a way to start a semester...
[ 267. The One With Well-Wishings ]

lol. forgot to blog abt it. haha a few frenz shared my joy after exams... first two on my list were my dear friend, then its my dear BP, shanz

then there's warren with 'Congrats lo. Can go hiao liao'
Shannen with her clubbing tips. lol.
Zach with 'Yah... 2 yrs worth of work finish in a matter of days. Go n let loose n hv fun lor. hehe. Njoy!'
Xuan with 'Haha... good for u...Take care k'
Wilson with 'Congrats and many celebration :}'
Angeline with 'Oh congrats! happy gallivating before you get enlisted. ______ sure miss you! haha' Disclaimer: Name shall not be revealed.

Juz a curious question: Any1 interested to go with me for a workshop on Schizophrenia? Its on 4 dec from 1-5pm. free entry. haha. i'm intrigued by such mental disorders.

Recommended Song: Love's Divine by Seal

Saturday, November 27, 2004

[ 266. The One With An Interesting Saturday ]

Today wanted a traditional breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya Toast... The company... the food... *sweet* Then went to Novena to explore Novena Square and United Square. So engrossed in talking that we missed a stop. Saw my classmate Reena at Novena Square and one of the PE teachers, Mr Arthur Lim at United Square, what are the chances?

Time flies and the next minute i was at the swimming pool. the sun was gd today... but sad that the sun tml at sentosa wont be as good... felt kinda bad couldnt go for the briefing but i guess i nid to enjoy some civilian life... only 2 pathetic weeks left.

juz received a letter from NUS and saw an array of talks scheduled... still thinking whether i should go... if i go, who should i find to go with me... i hope my maths wont disappoint me... *prays*

juz got to know i was freed from one of my red cross activities cos my help was not needed... *puzzled* i thot for help, its the more the merrier? oh well, nvm then i can have more time for punggol camp.

get well soon

my sore throat's killing me...

Friday, November 26, 2004

[ 265. The One With Sleeping Beauty ]

Yesterday lie on bed for more than 12 hours and i still feel a bit tired... muz be the vodka yesterday night... having sore throat. arghz... but it was a super cosy sleep... :]

when will i hear the 3 magical words?

how many times can u find surprises over the bridge? I managed one.

back to slumber again...

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

[ 264. The One With Happy Hours ]

today is a happy day :] went checkpoint makan noodles... green bean cake... bought my peppermint shower foam.
wish time could stop but a lvl bio mcq paper has to spoil the day.
its been a long time since i smiled...

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

[ 263. The One With Plans ]

yeah finally my parents agree to let me have an ATM card... so now i no need to ask them for money at least verbally... Cos they say next time when i go army and i need money, i can just redraw, its easier. couldnt agree more...

my mum also agreed to buy me a new hp once she gets her pay... for my efforts studying for A lvls. although not much effort, but i am so glad she's so supportive. I still remember i had a mood swing before my GP paper, was feeling super depressed, no mood to study. My mum told me to just try my best, enough to get to the university, its gd enough. oh, i felt so relieved and tt really motivated me.

Wants
leather wallet
vball court shoes
britney's new dance videos vcd

Schedule
25/11: lose myself
26/11: clubbing @ chinablack
27/11: sentosa
28/11: KTV (So touched... my frenz organised for me as a farewell cos i gg army)
1-3/12: punggol red cross camp

the rest of the free time would be gymming and swimming... Still on my list are movies, ice skating, tour of nightlife

today went swimming... even got a bit of drizzling still cant dampen my mood sia ... haha. i'm so happy :]

recommmended song: Kiss From A Rose by Seal
[ 262. The One With 1 last paper ]

ok. bio paper 3 was a bit crap. same thing the topics i spent time studying at the vball courts didnt come out. the essays that came out were kinda crap also. nothing tt require massive memorising... all the human reproductive system... hormones... menstruation... pregnancy... birth... flowering... plant sexual reproduction system... artifical propagation... control of plant hormones... thyroxine ... all NOT in essays! arghz...

hee... so happy... i've found the answer to my burning desire... haha jf thanks for the fire extinguisher... oh btw happy belated birthday shanZ
pls slap me if u see me :(

Monday, November 22, 2004

[ 261. The One With Burning Truth ]

There is something i need to tell someone... but i dun think its the time yet. Juz like anyone else, i worry of the consequences of saying it out. should i? i am so vexed. before i get that 'mutual' feeling, i juz i shall let myself burn :]
[ 260. The One With Sian-sation ]

oh well. morning wasnt sian at sentosa. saw a few red cross cadets (cedar and victoria) but dunno they got outing or wat. vball games there were alright i guess, with the hot sun is always fun.

but i injured my neck... sian. feel uncomfortable and irritated...

then went to indoor court but nvr play la, as the usual crazy me i went to study. (can study there meh?) aiya every1's fave question... but at least i wont die of boredom studying at home. i can study with noise. and thot of going supper with my clique but haiz something happened so i had to take bus home.

dread that feeling man. muz admit, i am the kind of person whom i cant live happy without friends... i cant live w/o friends! so if u nid accompany, i can fly down even to jurong... but then today i had to travel alone home, wait for the bus for like 20+ mins, buy supper back and eat alone. on the bus? the cold and hungry me have to tolerate some indians who came on the bus and played a fool. with the tv mobile showing delicious food when i am dying of hunger. and so 'lucky' to meet a bus inspector at 11+pm. i wanted to have company for supper but no choice there were unforeseen circumstances...

haiz. too depressed to type liao, too sleepy to study. i'm so not myself today. and with the haunting thought that i didnt do well for my maths. haiz. 2 more papers. i can last but deep inside me, i feel sad. but who will know?

Saturday, November 20, 2004

[ 259. The One With Shutter ]

oh well, went to watch the movie with my friend. hee.. had a great time :] thx ar, if ya reading this. PS to orchard to marina bay then back home.
erm, its kinda scary, but it would worth the 8.50 more if u are a girl. :X
some parts of the show i guessed it correctly... lol.
judging from the movies available now, i think its worth watching. unless u like the incredibles so much... lol.

shant reveal spoilers here. but i still think the forgotten rawks. haha...

but this happened during their shooting: (the actress relates...)

'Once, we were doing trial runs for this driving scene where Tun was at the wheel and I was supposed to be talking to him,' she says of the scene shot in an area notorious for car-accident fatalities.

'We were supposed to have three acting extras dressed as ghosts standing at intervals along the road. My cue to talk was when the car had passed the first one,' she continues in an eerie tone of voice.

'When we passed the first actor, I started talking but I did not see the other two who were supposed to be there.'

When the car stopped, she asked the directors where the other two extras were and was told that all three had been in another van doing make-up all along.


but the scene was not used eventually.

saying 'cheese' is scary
[ 258. The One With The Sick Me ]

woke up friday morning... puking like crazy. my paper (chem paper 1) was in the afternoon and i was so weak to walk to the bus stop... brought books but cant study. so lucky i read up the night b4. I was feeling sad cos none of my classmates came to ask if i was alright. i am not an attention seeker la but my face was really pale and i spent most of the waiting time resting my head on the table. haiz. so much for being classmates.

the feeling of wanting to vomit plus the headache took a toil on me. then my limbs started to feel numb... then i managed to finish the paper on time, lucky for me some questions were in the 10-yr series so i juz wrote the answer without having to think. first time i did my mcq paper so slowly. :(

most of my friends said it was difficult. well, i find it ok la. definitely there are a few new and difficult questions but perhaps i have seen a few in the TYS. well finally chem is over... now left bio...

after my paper, i went to see doc at amk polyclinic. haiz, it's still my sec sch frenz tt showed concern. saw me on the bus and asked whether i was ok...

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

[ 257. The One With No Maths for 2 Years! ]

wah. today's maths paper was tougher than paper 1. haiz. i guess my maths gone case liao. my friend still can say he completed it within 2 hrs and slept for a while and still got time to check. 0_0

today went to watch vball matches... ok la didnt impress me as much but i still wanna gif support to my frenz. lol. and saw someone who was interviewed in ch U show : streetwise. he is a vball player too...

yeah my division got chalet... going after my papers...

4 more papers...

Spinning: We Went As Far As We Felt Like by The Pussycat Dolls

Monday, November 15, 2004

[ 256. The One With My Friend's Masterpiece ]

what u guys think about this?

[ 255. The One With Jack Neo and Mark Lee ]

Anyone here finds both mark lee and jack neo unbearable? please raise ya hand... i noe i did. I was having dinner and the 8pm show started. wanted to switch channel but well my 16yo-cheena-simple minded sister whined and warned me not to change channel. i was like 'wtf', u are willing to waste 1 hr of ya life watching the so-called 7th season of homegrown variety show.

Does mediacorp have any quality control? The show gets pple who are celebrity look-alike and went all the way to hunt for them in malaysia. in the end? all the 3 today dont even look like jackie chan, faye wong, celine dion as they proclaimed. and whats with jack neo finding problems understanding who's celine dion? is he so ignorant or hard of hearing? and whats with mark lee saying 'oh no, she dont look like celine dion, she looks like lion dion' -_-...???

to think jack neo opening up classes for scriptwriting when i had to shake my head in disbelief while watching his new drama adapted from his low budget movie 'the best bet'. Also, at the same time mark lee getting best comedian is nothing but a big joke of the century.

ya, they may have movies that go all the way to malaysia, hong kong, or even china, but they dont appeal to me... nice try for trying to make it big but i heard from my taiwanese friend that they stopped showing shows by jack neo team there cos they found it too boring and unoriginal. i rest my case.
[ 254. The One With Less Pimples ]

less stress => less pimples

i got 6 days break before my maths paper and i had sadly slacked for 5 days. Muz eat chocolate tml again for the endorphin which will make me feel happy even if tml's paper gonna be hard.

lol. shanz said '... you looked terribly stressed up just now.' on the day i have bio and maths. and my friend andy had to say '... better practise your math hor!' thanks for all the concern.

yesterday was vball whole day. in the court came a 'vase'. why vase cos the person juz stand there and look pretty. lol. cos the person is new to the game so dunno how to play. atmosphere so tense and plus the few missed shots becos of the vase, its no wonder every1 started flaring... but i understand how he feels, cos i was one last time... but hey if u r keen and keep practising sure can improve...

selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends and happy holidays to all. cant wait for christmas to come :]

5 more papers to go and i'm glad major papers are over. :]

Spinning: Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton

Friday, November 12, 2004

[ 253. The One With The Forgotten ]

If there's one movie that u should not miss would definitely be The Forgotten . Finally quality shows are back. Very intriguing and remember to bring some frenz to watch so u can discuss what really happened... forget about the movie review giving bad comments cos i think the reviewer too lazy to find out the 'whys' in the show...

Thursday, November 11, 2004

[ 252. The One With Lyrics ]

a very nice song...

Rie Fu- Life Is Like A Boat (ending theme of Bleach)

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves will guide you through another day

Tooku de iki o shiteru
Toome ni natta mitai
Kurayami ni omoeta kedo
Mekaku shisareteta dake

(I know we have so far to go
Within the connections I see
Thoughts of darkness, and so
I adjust my mask of serenity)

Inori o sasagete
Atarashii hi o matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi
Sono hate made e

(I offer up a prayer
And wait for a new day
In the brilliance of the shining sea
Until there is a shore)

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku
Mukedashitaku naru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
Fune o tsureteku

(People go fishing in their hearts
And have become deceitful
Again a new cycle of the moon
Brings someone into my heart)

And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore

Ah, I can see the shore?
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku
Odayaka na hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
Fune o terashiasu

(Still, the journey continues on
Even on a gentle day
Again a new cycle of the moon
Sends a shine into my heart)

Inori o sasagete
Atarashii hi o matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi
Sono hate made e

(I offer up a prayer
And wait for a new day
In the brilliance of the shining sea
Until there is a shore)

And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no mune o kogi
Nami wa tsuki kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi o osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne

(To the uncertain fate of the heart
The waves are stages of the moon
To us it seems as if
It's a wonderful journey
What a wonderful journey)
[ 251. The One With Random Thots ]

yesterday i finally learnt not to take technology for granted... have you tried to download msn installation pack? on an average broadband/cable, it takes less than a min... but i had the chance to download using a 56k modem. and it took me an agonising 45 mins. plus using a com less than pentium two, installing what i downloaded was even more excruciating. have you wondered has technology made you a worse person? i know it did to me, i become less patient even though i still can tolerate waiting for pple, but to tolerate slow speed,i would definitely feel edgy.

Also, something struck my mind... how many of us actually store our friends' numbers elsewhere like writing them down? i am the few that relied on technology too much, i was wondering if i lost my phone then what abt my contacts... ya, u may say i can go online and ask the numbers from my friends again, or send an email. but that's technology again. i have cases where i only have numbers of my friends but no idea how to find them online, no email, etc...

Furthermore, how many of us would actually exercise especially when there are no more PE lessons? Sometimes, a simple jog or a trip to gym is hardly on the minds of busy working class and students. I have friends who go gym three times a week to tone their physique. It is also a form of disclipline which i am going to commit after my A lvls. May seem too late but u've got to start somewhere. So guys, remember to exercise despite your busy schdeule. Actually even if you have tons of things to complete, a few hrs of exercise will make you more alert and more productive. Like for me, mon chem paper, sun i had a few hours of volleyball, but i was energised and definitely more alert on mon.

Recommended song: Rie Fu: Life Is Like A Boat

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

[ 250. The One With GCE (A) lvls ]

yeah. after so long i finally can take a breather and blog. shall start with GP paper ba on 4 Nov, Thursday . i think it proved to be quite a shocking paper, or rather both papers to some of the students. cos the topics to choose frm didnt really fit wat we have studied and planned for.

This year strangely has only 1 social question and only 2 questions on singapore.

1. To what extent are the young in Singapore favoured at the expense of the elderly?

2. Are the poor an inevitable feature of any society?

3. Do the past and present offer any guidance for the future?

4. 'How inventions and discoveries are used is not the concern of the scientist.' Do you agree?

5. 'People, not the government, should decide how to organise their lives.' Is this a fair comment?

6. How far is recycling the answer to the problem of waste?

7. Can small countries have a significant voice in world affairs?

8. Advertising encourages a desire for products which people do not actually need. Discuss.

9. Have multi-national businesses had a positive or negative impact on your society?

10. Discuss the appeal and value of fantasy stories and films.

11. Discuss the importance of religion in society today.

12. 'Far too much attention is given to beauty products and treatments.' Do you agree?

phew... so wat would u choose? lucky i had a lot of examples that geared towards qn 9 abt MNCs. i wasted 15 mins at first doing essay plan for the poverty question... then i changed so wasted quite some time... somemore i was sitting in the first row and the fan kept blowing in my direction. contacts so dry and burr... so cold.

lucky not many people do the same question as me...

well, just when we think paper 1 was hard, paper 2 even harder... Passage 1 about choices. Passage 2 about destiny... so philosophical type of passages.

'Alongside the increased prosperity which is gradually, but all too slowly, spreading across the world, has been a movement (arguably not unconnected with this increase) away from centralised, totalitarian forms of government towards democracies...'

What is the author trying to imply by 'arguably not unconnected with this increase'?

-_- most of the questions now asking what the author trying to mean, what contrast, contradiction they tried to show. the effort and skill to rephrase the idea with your own words are so different from O lvl where you can substitute word for word.

but overall, i think i fare better than my prelims :] so pray hard i can prove my GP tutor that he's wrong to fail me all these while. haha.

then it was chem paper on 8 Nov, Monday . The paper easier than prelim and i think i did quite ok. juz that the food chemistry was kinda tough cos i missed out studying the colour of meat. 3 marks gone :( praying for an A for chem...

then came today the most-headache day of my life. 9 Nov, Tuesday . Biology core paper in the morning from 8-10am and then maths paper 1 from 2-5pm.

oh, i was almost late today cos i missed the bus 86. so have to take 159 and have to walk a long distance cos the back gate wasnt open... holiday le still dun wan to open... i had to run quite far to the front gate. but there was this very kind lady who was driving and she stopped and lowered the window. 'Hey, you want me to give you a ride to your school?' i was stunned but nevertheless, the gesture really touched me. but i dun wan to trouble her so i thanked her and continue running. i felt so delighted and it really made my day. even though i reached school 5 mins b4 the paper, not having enough time to read my notes, i still felt quite good.

the paper was quite ez, there was no question that was too hard to answer. but the easier the paper, the more prone i am in making careless mistakes. lucky i didnt study so hard for bio, cos a lot of stuff didnt come out. but sad that i also didnt spend much time studying maths...

i went to have a volleyball game on sun, the day before my chem paper. lol. ya many would think i am crazy. but it really relieved stress for me... and last minute cramming no use, cos what i read at night never came out for exam...

then yesterday also went to play a bit wif my friend. started reading bio only like 8pm. lol. but i got all my notes ready so juz nid to read again.

maths paper was ok. supposedly an ez paper but as usual, my maths so lousy that even ez questions i also have problems. only paper 2 can save me. so now i have 6 days to practise.

i was so tired after bio, i had to take a nap and woke up like 12+ to study for maths. quite surprised i still able to survive the paper even though i didnt memorise much of the formula. mentally drained

now that half of the heavy papers are done with, i am more relaxed. so now shall take a short break and relax myself for such a hectic day today. who put biology and maths on the same day should be shot! those taking physics only have more time to prepare. cos physics is next week! :(

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

[ 249. The One With Yanzi's Cd ]

As usual the crazy me got up early in the morning ard 11am on 30/10 and rushed to compass point to see if yanzi's cd was out. but no. so dejectedly, i went to buy lunch and go home. then around 2, i going to meet my friend, so i went to check again, and saw a lot of pple left the shop, so i was grinning...

lol they haven got the time to unpack, a lot of customers queuing... and i got my CD... so happy but dunno why. i not tt crazy over her... perhaps cant wait to hear her cd? but first time i heard it was rather plain... but the more i listened to it, the better it got. :]

nothing much happen in my life except feeling jittery that GP is on thur... o level started today... these few days i did nothing but chemistry... haiz.

haha made new friends @ the vball games... juz realised some1 birthday same mth and same interests into gross stuff... :]

oh yeah, i got free incoming call all day... haha. u guys can call me le. but at moderation before nov 25. after that, u can call me all day i also dun mind. haha.
cant wait 27 days to A lvl completion.