..:: 542. The One With Depression ::..


finally 1 presentation and 1 report done! was quite a good presentation, hopefully can get a good score. i went a bit over-run for my introduction but hey it seems like i delivered a great intro. hopefully... haha

our prof got distracted. fatherly man. looking forward to work with him during HR challenge. my team mates btw. all the career-minded ladies and our group is the most chatty one. we ask so many questions but the class environment is nice, we helped each other during Q&A for presentations.

oh the people at TAFF which made the prize presentation and appreciation dinner possible =)

the mc was so hilarious. and the shocking prize of 8gb ipod nano

Damn. i missed the chance to shoot with felicia chin. the crew was down in ntu shooting worthy canteen food and i so wanted to go but got presentation to rush =( my fren was the food guide so she needed frenz to be there and help eat and give comments. and i noe canteen food best cos i stayed in sch the whole of last year. haha.

anyway cooped up in school starting to make me feel depressed... somehow this feeling just swept over me especially at night. perhaps i need new excitement in school. keep doing same thing presentations again and again. then exams coming, that depression isnt helping me... now i feel like doing nothing but i cant!

somehow in sch i feel better with my frenz ard, cracking jokes making others laugh... read my horoscope... 别总是懒懒散散的，快点振作起来，路还是要走下去的！与自己无关的事，最好别往肩上扛，否则累坏自己，是没有人同情你的。

how fitting...

strangely been hooked on a hokkien song by 陈雷 - 欢喜就好

but i am not happy.

the worst way to advise one with depression is to ask the person not to feel depressed or think of happy things -_-"

i need someone to talk to.

..:: 541. The One With ANTM 9 ::..

so happy... fri was a mad rush for me but it was all worth it. i had to rush down to download the videos taken from my competition from the staff from capitaland. when i reached capital towers, i went up 20th floor and realised the logo was jp morgan... something was wrong. in the end, the office was at robinson point -_- 5 min walk across the street, lucky me.

by the time i finished downloading, it was close to 630pm and i need to rush down to fortune centre for some celebration dinner. we took a maxi cab down to sentosa for the dinner. it was by the beach and had beds we could lie on. the staff became very 'kinky', they kept talking about going to 7 eleven to top up 'supplies' and blowjobs and wat not. i didnt expect them to be so open-minded. it was sweet that the staff planned a programme for us.

the 'blowjob' was actually to finish a bottle of red wine in less than 5 mins, so that explains what they meant by having a quickie. we had a mini prize presentation for the best volunteers. i was one of the 3 guys and i was really really shocked to receive the new ipod nano as one of the prizes. *gulps* and it was 8gb one!

it was all great and i was enjoying until i had to book a cab to rush back. my online quiz ends at 11pm and i boarded the cab at 1030pm to head back to ntu as i left my textbook in school. the uncle really sped for me as i managed to reach school at 1055pm. with 5 mins to run up to a room and connect my laptop, log on and begin the quiz. on the cab, i was already thinking of reasons to give my professor to extend the dateline which was highly unlikely. i thought i had to give up my test and be the only one not to have done the test.

after i completed the test, i was surprised to get 40/50 which was gd enough cos the prof's expectation was 75%.

i now can watch videos in my ipod! cool...

i spent almost half a sat doing project in school. no choice the proj has been such a drag and i definitely need something new to energise me.

was watching prison break 3 online yesterday, thx to yashira. and yes it's out if you have not known. just as exciting as the second season. happened to watch america's next top model cycle 9 too... i love this gal, heather. She suffered from Asperger syndrome which is one of several autism spectrum disorders (ASD) characterized by difficulties in social interaction and by restricted and stereotyped interests and activities. (wikipedia) She also had awkward bodily movements but she takes great pictures both profile and frontal.

this cycle had girls who are less mean but more pretty =) more high fashion kinda looks. i love jenah and chantel too =)

heather -> chantel -> jenah

rock climbing photo shoot



taken from high building



from recycled materials

..:: 540. The One With Tata Crucible ::..

amidst the crazy schedule, yas and i went down to NUS university culture centre to take part in the first ever Tata Crucible International. It's a business quiz competition and it is also the first time they are having it in Singapore.

The prelim rounds saw 150 teams of 2 all seated in the auditorium where the quizmaster nicknamed pickbrain revealed each question on the big screen. I managed to scribble some and you guys can try answering. Yas and I were not too bad ourselves, scoring above average and a few points away from being the top 8. damn.

1. On March 8, 1817, this organization drafted a constitution was then renamed. It was known for its founding & subsequent fathers. What are we talking about here?

2. Which company's stores are known as scoop shops?

3. in 1969, a German company Henkel invented a product after the convenience of lipstick. What is this product?

4. Who uses 'Angels' as their spokesperson?

5. "Made in America" by Sam Walton is about a company. What company is that?

6. Which is the largest manufacturer of digital cameras. Clue: this company is not known for being the manufacturer of digital cameras.

7. In 1987, city of Frankfurt celebrates this festival. This year, it celebrates 500th anniversary for this particular food item. What is it?

8. This company uses 'the third place' in its marketing becuase it vies to be the 'extra place' people frequent after home and work. Which company is that?

9. This restaurant was credited for the concept of 'Happy Hours'.

10. (it was a pictorial question showing 6 hats). who was the creator?

11. This search engine service is available at http://www.live.com/

12. Skoda Auto was founded in which country in 1895 as Laurin & Klement?

13. This english version book series was published by Boomsbury in UK, ....

14. Buyukkokten, a turkish software engineer stated this independent project. What was it?

15. (Pictorial question) Which company owns this logo? its a 3 diagonal thick strokes

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16. Alfapets, skip-a-cross, palavras cruzadas are trademarks of Hasbro. What game are we talking about?

17. This product turns 500 yrs in 2003. It was manufactured by Russian Monks in 1503 for use as an antiseptic but now it is consumed for different reasons.

18. Grameen Bank is founded in which country? Clue: the founder recently won a nobel peace prize

19. Patty stonesifer is the CEO of which non-profit organisation?

20. (pictorial question) logo of an alligator facing right. What brand is that?

21. This successful business lady published a book called 'Body and Soul' - Profits with prinicples. Who is she?

22. This airline is the first to fly A380. DUH??

23. This place of interest is known as transquilty in malay.

24. Who is the russian oil major who has a stake in Chelsea FC

25. its a pictorial question of a guy.


So how many can you get? we could get 18 and a few we knew but didnt go with our instinct =(

..:: 539. The One With Crazy Shit ::..

first. whee... i won the best volunteer award for the SFW07 =) surprised...

nothing to smile after that. got so much work to do!!!

a report for a comms module due tomorrow and i have not started. ( why am i still blogging? )
223 quiz on friday
final presentation for 223 next tue with report due later
research paper for hp101 due next tue
final presentation for 226 and report
final presentation for comms next mon/wed
project report for hp102 due in 2 weeks

crazy shit this 2 weeks. u bet!
i should be listening to the frey's how to save a life

HR challenge application closes end of this month and L'oreal Brandstorm opens after that.

any one wasting time should be shot!

..:: 538. The One With Sweet Frenz ::..

damn. results for brands not out today. wat an agonising wait.

anyway really wanna thank my 214 team mate for being so sweet to remind me that there is a presentation today and offered to pass me notes on the lessons i have missed. many thanks to Sheng An. Not the first time he offered his help though, truly grateful.

next to my fren, raymond, who wont probably be visiting my blog but then thanks for packing dinner for me while i am deeply engrossed in my semiannual 抢救GPA大作战

next is my other friend Alex who bought me dinner too cos he knows i am sick of canteen food and bought from JP - jurong point, mind u and he stays in hall 15. how sweet can a fren be?

but... where are the girls??? haha. i'm supposed to be nice to the girls.

wed going nus for tata crucible quiz and i have not mug for it for this week. shucks. looking forward to have dinner with sam and jeremy in raffles hall

been raining for the whole day... but i cant sleep! so much work to do.

* i enjoyed the simple times of just chilling out and eating at subway =)

..:: 537. The One With Dare To ::..

well probably my last post about fashion week... been rather zoned out and occupied with SFW that i felt bad not being there for my project mates... sorry jiayi, i noe ya reading and will re-energise and get our A+ for our projects... really blessed to have frenz who are so supporting and keep asking me to get enough rest when they themselves had little.

fri received call from the staff in taff (textile and fashion federation) that they need dressers for fri night zouk show. strangely they chose me and i was pretty excited and called up debbie who was a dresser during the designers show to ask for some tips...

i didnt expect the backstage to be that chaotic... for the first time, i have been to zouk twice in a week and early too... reported at 5pm and began to 'steam' the clothes - designers are particular about their clothes getting all that crease...

then 845pm came, the male models started to stream into the tents in batches and i was fast in action. helping the designer dress the models, look for accessories, shoes helping him to tie ribbons, adjust the shirt, collar, etc. we have until 930 to dress 15 models and with just 3 dressers.

at the backstage, the show producer lined up the models and dressers. i was quite surprised to be roped in to dress the female models :X one of them, maria, requested me to roll up the sleeves of her netted top so that when she stripped, i can just put it on for her. it was kinda weird to hear her say 'i will strip myself, you just help me put it on. shoes last.'

i took a look at the catalogue and began to search for her shoes. they are complicated to wear -_- and this is the attire i am supposed to help her put on...

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to



and i swear i was not prepared for a full monty. but of course, have to be professional. cos i have to get it done within 30 secs - not specific timing but when its her turn, she must go. there was a lot of screaming and yelling. after my model came back from her first outfit, i had to pull her to the back and help her to unzip and put on. the designer came over to help adjust while i removed and put on new shoes. nothing cropped up. phew. but that adrenaline was wow!



the one on the right =) she's friendly and patient with me. some models can get quite mean and shout at u ...

there was a model from china but she looked like a singaporean... cant resist to take a pic with her.



sorry the make up didnt make the pic look flattering.

my fren was desperate to take pic with this model.



model from ntu ... we were also from surf sweat



after the runway...





oh btw from day 2... bodynits

i am so getting this jacket in march...



and this funny model has very keen camera sense to pose for my camera =) how much does he train to get that kind of abs? the guys around me started to feel their tummy when he walked past.

..:: 536. The One With SFW 07 ::..

singapore fashion week was a great blast! started off as a helper and i thought i was going to do registration, logistics and ushering... all the boring stuff... but first day when i got briefed that i was going to be the 'door bitch', i was delighted... why bitch, sounds better than bast*#% right?

My task was to allow priority seating for the hosted/overseas and local buyers, press... then the VIP, designers then the rest of the crowd. It wasnt easy at first when people tried to barge through... but with every show, i got more experience and its pretty cool to say no to VIP and designers. Now i know why clubs' door bitches are hated and why they always show that irritated face. When you have so many people trying to push their way in and reason with you why they should be allowed in, u will definitely get pissed off...

i remember for the last day, there was one show with the most supporters from the 'aunties' category. Sometimes the previous show ends late and the show producer for the next needs to rehearse how the models should walk and where to pose, etc. Hence, it is not possible to sit exactly at the pre allocated time slot.

I had to guard the door and every time the door opens, people peek in and ask whether can they be seated. Got a few aunties actually asked me to ask the producer how long he needs. what the hell? If they cant stand for that long, they can jolly well sit on the floor. There was this lady who went in commenting, 'oh my legs are breaking'. I was so tempted to say 'then go drink more milk'.

when we had to separate the buyers from the normal guests which is the right thing to do cos the buyers are the ones making the purchases, hence they should get priority seating. then you will hear from some real bitches commenting 'oh now we are second class citizens'... if you were the one guarding the door, wont you feel mad?

anyway i always shut the door loud enough to shut them up. i overheard one auntie mentioned ' wah now then rehearse'... hello? 7 shows per day, how are you going to arrange the rehearsal slots when the shows are back to back? worse, they are not the ones making any purchases.

shall talk abt the perks of a helper. dresser got to interact with the models but unable to watch the show... the hosts to the buyers can watch provided there are space and they have to go around with their buyers which i think is damn shack. being the 'crew' (helper) is the best. first we get to watch all the shows. then we get to collect all the remaining goodie bags =) even the dressers have to ask us to collect for them...

so you can expect all the crew members to carry goodie bags every night after the show. have collected good stuff like make up from MAC which i dun need =(, towels, belts, chocolate, tee shirts, badges, name card holders, vouchers, etc. we are the happiest people in the designer show.

day 1 layout - i saw kym ng and huang biren at the last show by francis cheong



day 2 had platforms for people to sit on...



day 3 had zigzag runway



during free time, we get to take pictures with the models and here are some i took. they are gorgeous and so tall ~





took with the designer and my new fave brand... NICHOLAS =) bought a nice shirt from his store at 130 bucks after 10% discount...



the whole experience was fun... also got tips from the show producer how to run a show. being a model is not just about pretty face. even the walk have a lot to do with audience analysis. follow music, lighting, must have good 'camera sense', signature walk and pose.... different costumes requires different poses... with accessories it makes it easier to pose... gowns requires accentuation of body postures. learnt a lot on the runway formation and how to mix music to deliver the impact/ambience that matches the designer's style.

last but not least, cam whore to end the whole week of style and fashion. i am now more aware of local brands and have since joined their mailing list so i can get the latest stuff =) i lurve this blue metallic jacket from bodynits which is coming out in march =(

..:: 535. The One With BRAND'S ::..

finally uploaded my trophy pic...



anyway was staying up in my school reading room with my 2 dear friends rushing for our proposal due on friday... it is similar to those competition that throws u in a room and u have a few hours to come up with a proposal. that kind of stress somehow excites the 3 of us... somehow we are productive when it approaches 4am...

we hogged the table since 1030pm... and this is just 2am and we can still see students in school. all rushing for projects but we arent..



this is jiayi, my team mate who loves to act cute with all her 'named' items... laptop-lucy, handphone-bala, thumbdrive-zachary... how crazy is that? i shall name my toilet paper-foral. 'hey you wanna use my foral? it goes well with ur erm...' :X ok shant spam her if not later the hwa chong-dean list gal will murder me or kick my slippers...



this is at 4am... this is my other team mate, yashira. ms wonderwoman. so witty you have to catch her sarcastic jokes before u become a victim of hers... so happy working with smart people... this rj gal can write good executive summary :P



this is at about 6am... where students start streaming in as early as 7am... we worked till 12pm before i went to print the proposal to hand up and each of us rushed back to wash up to attend ABCC- asian business case competition... saw foreign delegates competing in this competition... the moment the 2nd team came out, we knew they were from nbs... i must say they are impressive and probably can get 1st.



the audience... saw a few of my professors there too...



sat afternoon have to rush to mohd sultan road for singapore fashion week... helping out to set up the place for the designer show runway and exhibition. excited... but carrying the zillion cartons of wine, water, sponsors items...



one of the tag of the buyers. duh.
shall upload the SFW tee soon =)

..:: 534. The One With Mob Tv ::..

i felt like a promoter for mob tv yesterday... decided to go to our seminar room so we can catch up on some shows... seminar room was locked so we went to the next tutorial room and saw our seminar mates!

then i put on the projector and we watched a very old show - immortal love 不老的传说 by chew chor meng about vampire... surprised by my frenz who knew so much about the old shows even their theme songs... they said i subscribed for the wrong reasons cos my purpose was to catch up on informative/educational shows...

then today we deprived a few students of coming into the class early cos its mob tv time... we invited the yr 1 to watch with us but they rather stay outside... weird.

at yesterday dinner i was sharing with my frenz how scary the rides i took in hongkong and taiwan and my fren told me i could be a gd storyteller cos they felt as if they were on the rides... mmm... didnt noe i so shen! haha.

i managed to clear my bh 223 report, presentation... now left the ultimate competition proposal... we are doing at 930PM in school, making use of the 24hr reading room. SHEN. 神

..:: 533. The One With Resident Evil ::..

RE Extinction is awesome... great thriller i admit i have a weak heart. most of the time i cant bear to look at the scene whenever it is in total darkness... not gross enough for me =( but there seem to be a part 4 =) hurray.

today had an ultimate orgasm. lol. i had 3 meetings concurrently, at least. i was running from my school comms lab and free access lab...

but i had a really fun session for our brands competition... it's definitely more fun than doing our module project... thinking of product name made us laugh non-stop...

missed the singapore fashion week briefing... had to make a trip down tml and then also to red cross hq. *faints*

i got locked out of a room. damn bad experience. frantically searching for my friend but luckily found it.

saw on news... the olympic committee had trained dogs to walk the visually-impaired athletes... so cute to see the dogs crossing the roads and stuff... hope the dogs are not seen as exploitation...

..:: 532. The One With Recovery ::..

after that hp102 test which didnt turn out well, partly due to me feeling sleepy while doing the paper and also not spending enough time to study...

spent my whole day in free-access lab to do 2 projects. for brands and for bh 223 - compensation & benefits...

shld list down my potential meetings to get a sense whether i can survive the coming week...

brands competition proposal due on friday.
bh 226 - strategic hr & consulting interview with philips
bh 223 - start on phase 3
hp 102 - start to analyse data using spss ... deja vu...
ab 214 - presentation due on wed
singapore fashion week briefing on mon afternoon
red cross meeting for blood drive next week
asian business case competition finals on fri

i cant survive with just one meeting per day. shucks. how to prioritise when everything is due together. sian.

so intense. dunno to love it or hate it.

quote i stumbled upon: 'The most pathetic person in the world is someone who has sight but has no vision' - Helen Keller

..:: 531. The One With Burning Out ::..

i am leading quite a dysfunctional schedule nowadays... what is busy? everyone is busy in their own ways. Some are busy because of their work and it was something they cannot avoid. For me, i am busy because i kinda asked for it.

with such a heavy project-intensive specialisation, most of my free time are for project meetings... wanting to stretch my potential, i decided to challenge myself so i took up quite a few competitions like the upcoming Brands New Product Development and Tata Crucible International Business Quiz.

was at a red cross meeting yesterday and i found myself very out of place. firstly, other youths are actively involved in the 'project' but i felt i was in a way not committing enough. whenever i get the opportunity or the momentum, i would go for that thing i long for. for now somehow, my focus is to 'market' myself by gaining as much exposure as i can to the corporate world.

why the sudden feeling? perhaps i have only one year to enjoy the 'civilian' life before i commit my 4 years in green. lately due to timetable and meetings, i find myself having lunch at 4pm, dinner at 10+... i see my fren go gym after school and i really envy ... 3 years really too short... how to enjoy and achieve at the same time? grades are not everyhing.

haiz... later listening to MM Lee... hopefully he can give some inspiration =)

..:: 530. The One With Nerdy Pumbaas ::..

after a year of forging friendship, i'm glad in ntu, at least i know there's a group or rather my group of friends i can count on. as usual with our meet-up, we will do cranky things. this time we were clowns at new york new york...



thx patsy for the collage.

anyway back to my glamorous pic :X



as the pic reads... the winning smiles

..:: 529. The One With SHRI ::..

went for a hr dev conference organised by spore hr institute... didnt know that each talk can go up to about 500 bucks... cos i was still lamenting on the fact that i had to take a cab down to town early in the morning... cab fare was about 23 bucks. bad traffic jam also.

but being the only student helper there was fun! got to do lots of networking and with high profile people from citibank, standard charted, jobstreet, etc. Chatted with consultants from different consulting agency like Hay group, Catalyst, etc.

I was offered an enticing internship with SHRI... but i am still weighing with my army attachment. cos with army i would be getting about 2k and dec is my bonus month.... the attachment with SHRI is good for experience but only gives 600 bucks. I do need the extra cash to save for my china trip... haiz. wat to do?

also having a few competition on my hand... like the BRANDS competition and in oct, TATA crucible business quiz challenge.

i got 75 for my quiz. though above average but I thought I could have done better =(