juz now the blog entry was kinda rushed cos i only got 15 mins to pen my thoughts
down then rush to lavender. public first aid was fun, this time most were fast
learners and asked a lot of questions... really had to learn how to be tactful.

ok back to chc. ya must agree that they spend quite a lot for the church. and they
announced today that the church would be 'WI-FI' means wireless internet connection
is now available. And after service, every1 gets free hotdogs and ice creams. not
trying to say that they spend money the wrong way but chc really amazed me. i dunno
la but seems like a lot of people may say that the money can be put to better use to
help the poor. But then again, isnt the case similar to the NKF? but then again,
pple gave small donations and could still see the spread of God's messages and
people ard them benefitting and yet under the 'comfort' of the church, why not?
moreover, some may argue that sun can still remain as a pastor's wife but how much
can she do? by going global, she can spread God's love to greater heights. Today
they showed us the video of sun setting up new schools or churches (oops sorry
i forgot) in two provinces in China. Then again, this money spent is worthwhile.
Perhaps those 'comfort' largely come from sun's donations?

anyway enough of religion debate, having a headache... my friend asked me whether
to join her cell group. ooo... headache... i'll then have people calling me
for activties. BUT going for services and cell group meeting is to find out
and learn more abt the religion but then i know its not right to be a christian
behind my parents' back. arghz... so vexed. I cant ask God for help. cos i will get
2 answers... then i stumped upon a statement:

When our relationship with God is not right, it causes problems in every area of
our lives: marriage, career, relationships, finances, health, et cetera. But worst
of all, sin has an eternal consequence...

I think i'm at the stage of curiosity... i think i am interested in going for
services to make connections and know more friends and at the same time learn gd
teachings and values. But are all that possible if i am not a christian? I always
thot religion is supposed to give spiritual and emotional support but do i really
have to 'label' myself as a christian? Haiz, any christians wanna enlighten me?

well today i learnt the ABCs to salvation by prayer:

A-dmit that you are a sinner and need to repent
B-elieve in your heart that Jesus Christ died to pay for your sins and He is alive today
C-onfess Jesus Christ as Lord and invite Him to come into your life.

mmm...