..:: 601. The One With Cultural Intelligence Class ::..
the class gets more interesting... we were starting on this new topic on cultural intelligence, CQ. its like your IQ and EQ. so there was this class activity where you have to act according to certain verbal/non-verbal cues... so my partner who is a Norwegian dude had to first talk loudly about anything... as he was talking about his passion in football so i could sense his passion and he looked normal speaking loudly as he claimed he usually does.
then he had to speak while trying to move his lips as little as possible. that felt kinda weird like "he was coming on to me" (quote from another guy)... when i heard that comment, i almost flipped. hilarious! u can imagine a big guy pouting his lips.
mine was quite a challenge! i had to first look him in the eye when talking. i was so distracted that i could not speak properly. i guess he noticed and was laughing as well. you know how hard is it to look intensely into his blue eyes and talk? those eyes are killers! and i am not used to looking at guys in the eyes for that long. i wondered if others share the same experience.
next was to look at his neck while talking. that was so much easier but then i felt i wasnt communicating. i was just rattling off stuff i needed to say. if only it was a girl for a partner, that would have been different. HAHA.
my buddy mats (the same guy for class) was chatting with me on msn and he wanted to do a tatoo for his grandparents...
"hmm, I am considering a tatoo on my back shoulder, in chinese. It would be for/about my grandma and grandpa, so I need those two. Then i need "love" "courage""faith" and similar words...maybe 5-10 signs to describe them and honor them "
wow. and he shared with me whole loads of stuff which was amazing... really hope his gang would get to backpack with us to india. listening to their stories during train rides would be fun.
k more updates on my cross-cultural experiences... we will be doing house-visiting on tue as part of our experiential learning... hopefully we can eat at a malay restaurant.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
..:: 600. The One With Grey's Anatomy ::..
gosh. cant believe i cried watching the latest episode 5x13. agree with yash that it is like the most intense episode ever. enough for the chief resident and the chief of surgery to cross the line. was watching on youtube. part 4/5 already had my tears welling up when izzie found out that her dead ex was "here for her", is she going to die? and the part where the mum told her son that he can go... then he went into coding. i think it really mirrors the real thing. like when my grandma was holding on in the hospital, i felt that she waited for all the people that she wanted to see before she passed on. When the last relative we expected flew over to see her, she coded. now the sound of coding reminded me of my grandma :( the part when dr. bailey was kind of praying for forgiveness was also touching...the last part where meredith went to watch the prisoner being executed was the defining moment. you guys should watch this episode even if you have never watch before cos the emotions protrayed are really universal.
lucky i am not watching this on chinese new year, imagine red eyes.
anyway, went to look for my career manager yesterday and i have decided to take officer coach as my first choice. hopefully i get it. there are other "tours" that i am gunning for like the battalion S1 doing manpower or even to mindef doing manpower. i adore my career manager, she was sensitive and understand the importance of career planning and knowing the possibility that we will be deluded if we were assigned to position that we are not prepared for.
*pray hard*
not really enjoying my hr metrics class though. i mean i have a great group and friends in class, but just the delivery of the class makes me unmotivated. i prefer modules that encourage us to read extensively to complete certain assignments. somehow we are given these readings and we will expect assignments from these readings. didnt get much insights, perhaps its still early in the course but i felt we had a lot of instructions and as expected lots of metrics telling us how to rate our peers and how we would be graded.
gosh. cant believe i cried watching the latest episode 5x13. agree with yash that it is like the most intense episode ever. enough for the chief resident and the chief of surgery to cross the line. was watching on youtube. part 4/5 already had my tears welling up when izzie found out that her dead ex was "here for her", is she going to die? and the part where the mum told her son that he can go... then he went into coding. i think it really mirrors the real thing. like when my grandma was holding on in the hospital, i felt that she waited for all the people that she wanted to see before she passed on. When the last relative we expected flew over to see her, she coded. now the sound of coding reminded me of my grandma :( the part when dr. bailey was kind of praying for forgiveness was also touching...the last part where meredith went to watch the prisoner being executed was the defining moment. you guys should watch this episode even if you have never watch before cos the emotions protrayed are really universal.
lucky i am not watching this on chinese new year, imagine red eyes.
anyway, went to look for my career manager yesterday and i have decided to take officer coach as my first choice. hopefully i get it. there are other "tours" that i am gunning for like the battalion S1 doing manpower or even to mindef doing manpower. i adore my career manager, she was sensitive and understand the importance of career planning and knowing the possibility that we will be deluded if we were assigned to position that we are not prepared for.
*pray hard*
not really enjoying my hr metrics class though. i mean i have a great group and friends in class, but just the delivery of the class makes me unmotivated. i prefer modules that encourage us to read extensively to complete certain assignments. somehow we are given these readings and we will expect assignments from these readings. didnt get much insights, perhaps its still early in the course but i felt we had a lot of instructions and as expected lots of metrics telling us how to rate our peers and how we would be graded.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
..:: 599. The One With Random Thots ::..
first off, just saw wiki for prison break, season 4 will be the last! :( kinda sad but expected it. the series cant hold for that long, last episode they played was in dec and the next will only be out in apr ??
was flipping through the newspaper and saw a section on ST today talking about budget day on thursday. 4 wrote in and 3 were from NUS and 1 from SMU. i didnt look at what they wrote first but where the writer came from. just gave me a feeling that ntu students either didnt care much or whose comments were not published. some asked for university fee freeze while others talked about subsidising bills and expenses for the lower income families. I think looking after the lower income families are more important, cant imagine families living on 30 dollars for a week.
there are also articles about raising funding opportunities for SMEs but i think the credit risk assessment and stuff made lending/borrowing even harder for them. justify sustainability for themselves in this uncertain period is already a challenge.
next, more civil service jobs are created. saw an article on 30,000 jobs openings to meet the influx of fresh grads and school leavers. minstry of home affairs and also health are increasing their hires! plus mindef too =) they are also looking for defence policy officers and more, i think they are having a mega fair next month at the ngee ann civic area.
join MINDEF! =)
was reading this article where mr teo critiscised one of the perm sect for his insensitivity in posting about his experience during his vacation spending big bucks to learn bakery and stuff in europe. ouch. kena so many arrows, public and own parliament members .
but i must agree, being a civil servant, one should conduct himself/herself with decorum and humility and not do things that stand in contrast to the values and ethos of the service. lol nobody says being a civil servant or a minister is easy. i guess the act of sharing his experience was a moment of folly...
shack. i need a break! had classes from 830am to 530pm and just got home and i am having an online meeting with my metrics group. arghz.
first off, just saw wiki for prison break, season 4 will be the last! :( kinda sad but expected it. the series cant hold for that long, last episode they played was in dec and the next will only be out in apr ??
was flipping through the newspaper and saw a section on ST today talking about budget day on thursday. 4 wrote in and 3 were from NUS and 1 from SMU. i didnt look at what they wrote first but where the writer came from. just gave me a feeling that ntu students either didnt care much or whose comments were not published. some asked for university fee freeze while others talked about subsidising bills and expenses for the lower income families. I think looking after the lower income families are more important, cant imagine families living on 30 dollars for a week.
there are also articles about raising funding opportunities for SMEs but i think the credit risk assessment and stuff made lending/borrowing even harder for them. justify sustainability for themselves in this uncertain period is already a challenge.
next, more civil service jobs are created. saw an article on 30,000 jobs openings to meet the influx of fresh grads and school leavers. minstry of home affairs and also health are increasing their hires! plus mindef too =) they are also looking for defence policy officers and more, i think they are having a mega fair next month at the ngee ann civic area.
join MINDEF! =)
was reading this article where mr teo critiscised one of the perm sect for his insensitivity in posting about his experience during his vacation spending big bucks to learn bakery and stuff in europe. ouch. kena so many arrows, public and own parliament members .
but i must agree, being a civil servant, one should conduct himself/herself with decorum and humility and not do things that stand in contrast to the values and ethos of the service. lol nobody says being a civil servant or a minister is easy. i guess the act of sharing his experience was a moment of folly...
shack. i need a break! had classes from 830am to 530pm and just got home and i am having an online meeting with my metrics group. arghz.
Monday, January 19, 2009
..:: 598. The One With School ::..
friday started off shaky. went to class and found myself sitting alone. luckily Valarie and kah yan came to sit with me. looking around to see if i could join any group but all of them looked so cohesive.
but happy that at the end of the day, i found a group! and one which i wanted to work with for a long time but no chance. hope sparks and As come. lol
second class was so much fun! cultural intelligence. started with introduction of ourselves and it was nice to see for the first and last time a class with 3/4 foreigners. eh like the prof pointed out, only singaporeans mentioned that they wanna get A for the module as a goal they want to achieve in this course.
hur hur... i was bitching to my friend but he shot me back "exchange students pass/fail of course not interested to get A"... true to a certain extent, not all are pass/fail. my rationale was of course who dont want an A but as a first impression and introduction, of all reasons, you mentioned you want an A. they are being practical, fine. i was still quite happy that most of the exchange students wanted to know more asians and asian culture. hope i can find travelling buddies among them, think some of them are really fun.
the way they shared their life experiences, some were so animated and there were so much laughter and prob the seminar where the students shared and talked more than the prof. though my fyp mate, yash, was sitting far away but we could still see each other and rolling our eyeballs lol (not at the exchange students of course)
then they have this game where we are supposed to get into project groups at the end of the game. i think its the chemistry... we ended up same group lol. after "trials and tribulations" lol... very happy with my group. all seemed nice except kah yan whom i quarrel a lot with but we are still best friends =)
we have this experiential learning activity... so looking forward to it. its like a group excursion, take photo and blog about it. really hope we can attend a malay wedding cos i think the exchange students would not have a chance to experience it. going to chinatown would be fun i guess.
and i went marina square to pop by my friend nicholas's shop but he was not in :(
bought a pair of berms for 18 BUCKS! from bodynits. how cheap! my friend got a tee from clubmarc for 19.90! didnt know they have such cheap stuff... was at bugis street and i tell you, the place should be on the list of weekend get-away. get away from that place! so freaking packed. the traffic lights between bugis street and bugis junction are scary. u see tons of people stuck while waiting for the traffic and when they start crossing, it feels like they are crawling.
i hate people who walk slowly in front of me. will step on them if i have to. arghz. some girls even stand outside the shop and look at the displays. HELLO, the corridor not very broad you know. funny sight was the boyfriends trying to drag the girls by their hands like cows!
the stuff there is cheap and so-so.
the upgrading of JP was a head-turner! gosh, i bought a really nice loafers that looked branded. maybe i make it look branded. lol my friends were asking me what brand. no brand man, i make it look expensive :P
anyway, so much to shop. and jp now has my fave thai express.. yummy noodles and tom yam soup. LUNCH anyone???
took a cab to school and this disgusting cab driver kept burping. loudly. was so irritated cos his belly was like full of gas and burped every other min. gross. i was afraid something might come out from his mouth other than the sound.
i love grey's latest episode. so touching esp the last part where meredith "advised" the prisoner at death row... u cant help but pity both of them. whatever makes you sleep better. that's how you should live your life huh... so happy that derek's mum accepted meredith and owen hunt is such an emo guy lol. bet girls are loving him, the cool hunk with a soft spot. we need more of such plots! i love the prisoner at death row.
friday started off shaky. went to class and found myself sitting alone. luckily Valarie and kah yan came to sit with me. looking around to see if i could join any group but all of them looked so cohesive.
but happy that at the end of the day, i found a group! and one which i wanted to work with for a long time but no chance. hope sparks and As come. lol
second class was so much fun! cultural intelligence. started with introduction of ourselves and it was nice to see for the first and last time a class with 3/4 foreigners. eh like the prof pointed out, only singaporeans mentioned that they wanna get A for the module as a goal they want to achieve in this course.
hur hur... i was bitching to my friend but he shot me back "exchange students pass/fail of course not interested to get A"... true to a certain extent, not all are pass/fail. my rationale was of course who dont want an A but as a first impression and introduction, of all reasons, you mentioned you want an A. they are being practical, fine. i was still quite happy that most of the exchange students wanted to know more asians and asian culture. hope i can find travelling buddies among them, think some of them are really fun.
the way they shared their life experiences, some were so animated and there were so much laughter and prob the seminar where the students shared and talked more than the prof. though my fyp mate, yash, was sitting far away but we could still see each other and rolling our eyeballs lol (not at the exchange students of course)
then they have this game where we are supposed to get into project groups at the end of the game. i think its the chemistry... we ended up same group lol. after "trials and tribulations" lol... very happy with my group. all seemed nice except kah yan whom i quarrel a lot with but we are still best friends =)
we have this experiential learning activity... so looking forward to it. its like a group excursion, take photo and blog about it. really hope we can attend a malay wedding cos i think the exchange students would not have a chance to experience it. going to chinatown would be fun i guess.
and i went marina square to pop by my friend nicholas's shop but he was not in :(
bought a pair of berms for 18 BUCKS! from bodynits. how cheap! my friend got a tee from clubmarc for 19.90! didnt know they have such cheap stuff... was at bugis street and i tell you, the place should be on the list of weekend get-away. get away from that place! so freaking packed. the traffic lights between bugis street and bugis junction are scary. u see tons of people stuck while waiting for the traffic and when they start crossing, it feels like they are crawling.
i hate people who walk slowly in front of me. will step on them if i have to. arghz. some girls even stand outside the shop and look at the displays. HELLO, the corridor not very broad you know. funny sight was the boyfriends trying to drag the girls by their hands like cows!
the stuff there is cheap and so-so.
the upgrading of JP was a head-turner! gosh, i bought a really nice loafers that looked branded. maybe i make it look branded. lol my friends were asking me what brand. no brand man, i make it look expensive :P
anyway, so much to shop. and jp now has my fave thai express.. yummy noodles and tom yam soup. LUNCH anyone???
took a cab to school and this disgusting cab driver kept burping. loudly. was so irritated cos his belly was like full of gas and burped every other min. gross. i was afraid something might come out from his mouth other than the sound.
i love grey's latest episode. so touching esp the last part where meredith "advised" the prisoner at death row... u cant help but pity both of them. whatever makes you sleep better. that's how you should live your life huh... so happy that derek's mum accepted meredith and owen hunt is such an emo guy lol. bet girls are loving him, the cool hunk with a soft spot. we need more of such plots! i love the prisoner at death row.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
..:: 597. The One With Hay ::..
just applied for a part-time position assisting consultant doing research work for hay group. gosh. my dream company, hopefully i get selected... can earn some money for my grad trip =)
think i caught flu again, had a nap but woke up feeling feverish.
but! later nicholas having sale 20%! though most stuff are for female but i think i shall go visit his store in marina square... do support too though the price might be a bit steep but i think the quality and design justify the price. =) if you going there to buy, can say i recommend too =)
happen to watch mobtv and they introduced some shops where you can buy nice clothes. they look affordable...
http://www.tangerinetofu.com/
saw my sports club frenz, lina and peisee... so happy. lina was so nice gave me a goodie bag from sports expose and she is still so active in sports club, organising vertical marathon for 3 times ! amaze. i missed my times in surf & sweat as well. minus the sandflies' bites.
and lina is taking 11 AU this sem! envy... i am taking 19AU, so much for being in the last sem. but all are my favourite modules and i am proud to say i have never exercise satisfactory/unsatisfactory (SU) option throughout my 3 yrs in nbs.. yea.
bh225 - hr research
bh227 - selection and assessment
bh331 - cultural intelligence at work
bh326 - hr metrics
hp329 - psychology in the asian context
just wondering why bh225 is 3 AUs but we are having 4 hrs each week...
just applied for a part-time position assisting consultant doing research work for hay group. gosh. my dream company, hopefully i get selected... can earn some money for my grad trip =)
think i caught flu again, had a nap but woke up feeling feverish.
but! later nicholas having sale 20%! though most stuff are for female but i think i shall go visit his store in marina square... do support too though the price might be a bit steep but i think the quality and design justify the price. =) if you going there to buy, can say i recommend too =)
happen to watch mobtv and they introduced some shops where you can buy nice clothes. they look affordable...
http://www.tangerinetofu.com/
saw my sports club frenz, lina and peisee... so happy. lina was so nice gave me a goodie bag from sports expose and she is still so active in sports club, organising vertical marathon for 3 times ! amaze. i missed my times in surf & sweat as well. minus the sandflies' bites.
and lina is taking 11 AU this sem! envy... i am taking 19AU, so much for being in the last sem. but all are my favourite modules and i am proud to say i have never exercise satisfactory/unsatisfactory (SU) option throughout my 3 yrs in nbs.. yea.
bh225 - hr research
bh227 - selection and assessment
bh331 - cultural intelligence at work
bh326 - hr metrics
hp329 - psychology in the asian context
just wondering why bh225 is 3 AUs but we are having 4 hrs each week...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
..:: 596. The One With Groups ::..
dunno if this sem is really that 'suay'. first kena dropped out from my hr metrics group, then today at my hr research group, the prof wanted me to join another group of 3 girls cos they are under strength while my group has 3 guys. haiz. if i knew that i am not going to be with my frens for the group, i would have switched to take tue class for my hr metrics where my fyp mates are in.
then again, the topic for my hr research has been set so i dont think i should switch and make the class change plans again. haiz haiz.
my appeal for social psy was unsuccessful while my appeal for psy in asian context was approved. yeah. happy that i will be seeing my positive psy prof again, she is always so happy and positive. lol. just that this time will have 5 reports of 2 page to write and a closed-book exam. :( hopefully i can score as well. taking a level 3 module - challenging... but the prof is expert in research on psy in asian context so this is like her pet module showcasing all her previous researches etc.
i think i will be shifting out soon from hall, not used to staying in hall anymore. maybe never clean thoroughly, spent the whole night scratching. but waking up at 8am and still making it to class seem really appealling. then thinking of saving 900 (though reimbursed) for hostel fees would suffice at least 1 more week in india for grad trip.
talking abt it, my allowance haven come in. WHY? i received the read receipt, i am sure they saw my email asking about the allowance but no reply. what is this? i'm so going to blast their mail if i dont receive by tml.
also was watching the so-called final chapter 3 min of little nyonya. it was CRAP. having 2 leads standing in front of ur screen thanking you for watching the show? wth. they might as well dont play that. it was not even a closure or anything. lame.
dunno if this sem is really that 'suay'. first kena dropped out from my hr metrics group, then today at my hr research group, the prof wanted me to join another group of 3 girls cos they are under strength while my group has 3 guys. haiz. if i knew that i am not going to be with my frens for the group, i would have switched to take tue class for my hr metrics where my fyp mates are in.
then again, the topic for my hr research has been set so i dont think i should switch and make the class change plans again. haiz haiz.
my appeal for social psy was unsuccessful while my appeal for psy in asian context was approved. yeah. happy that i will be seeing my positive psy prof again, she is always so happy and positive. lol. just that this time will have 5 reports of 2 page to write and a closed-book exam. :( hopefully i can score as well. taking a level 3 module - challenging... but the prof is expert in research on psy in asian context so this is like her pet module showcasing all her previous researches etc.
i think i will be shifting out soon from hall, not used to staying in hall anymore. maybe never clean thoroughly, spent the whole night scratching. but waking up at 8am and still making it to class seem really appealling. then thinking of saving 900 (though reimbursed) for hostel fees would suffice at least 1 more week in india for grad trip.
talking abt it, my allowance haven come in. WHY? i received the read receipt, i am sure they saw my email asking about the allowance but no reply. what is this? i'm so going to blast their mail if i dont receive by tml.
also was watching the so-called final chapter 3 min of little nyonya. it was CRAP. having 2 leads standing in front of ur screen thanking you for watching the show? wth. they might as well dont play that. it was not even a closure or anything. lame.
Monday, January 12, 2009
..:: 595. The One With Red Cliff ::..
met with someone with my fyp grp. inspiring as usual... shed a different light on UniSIM and learnt a lot on doing qualitative research.
went to catch red cliff, totally rocked more than the first one. perhaps there were more fighting and less playing on guzheng, talking crap, all the "dancing" with swords.... as usual if u are the no nonsense kind, follow the history closely, you would not like the show as much cos the story plot was so twisted. i mean if u like it to be like what the history books depict, you might as well watch the drama series by tvb.
at last, i bought my ted baker vest at discounted price from 239... but need alteration. i was so desperate to get it even the last piece was slightly bigger, i still bought it to alter. now i am left with shoes... shall hunt for it on wed.
was watching the news and the golden globe updates... kate winslet got best actress and best supporting actress for 2 different movies??? and she almost forgot angelina jolie's name while thanking the rest of the nominees. u could see jolie's face turn sour.
this yr top student for o lvl came from st nick, 11 A1s. gosh. are the papers getting easier or the students mugging that hard or becoming smarter. 1/3 of cat high students got 9 distinction or something. lol.
anyway grey's getting kinda boring... the whole setting of the show was so depressing. meredith and christina quarreling and cold war; izzie talking to herself with her dead finance; only callie and sloan had sparks, the rest were such a bore to watch. haiz. no bloody accidents or trauma. whatever happened to the scriptwriters???
met with someone with my fyp grp. inspiring as usual... shed a different light on UniSIM and learnt a lot on doing qualitative research.
went to catch red cliff, totally rocked more than the first one. perhaps there were more fighting and less playing on guzheng, talking crap, all the "dancing" with swords.... as usual if u are the no nonsense kind, follow the history closely, you would not like the show as much cos the story plot was so twisted. i mean if u like it to be like what the history books depict, you might as well watch the drama series by tvb.
at last, i bought my ted baker vest at discounted price from 239... but need alteration. i was so desperate to get it even the last piece was slightly bigger, i still bought it to alter. now i am left with shoes... shall hunt for it on wed.
was watching the news and the golden globe updates... kate winslet got best actress and best supporting actress for 2 different movies??? and she almost forgot angelina jolie's name while thanking the rest of the nominees. u could see jolie's face turn sour.
this yr top student for o lvl came from st nick, 11 A1s. gosh. are the papers getting easier or the students mugging that hard or becoming smarter. 1/3 of cat high students got 9 distinction or something. lol.
anyway grey's getting kinda boring... the whole setting of the show was so depressing. meredith and christina quarreling and cold war; izzie talking to herself with her dead finance; only callie and sloan had sparks, the rest were such a bore to watch. haiz. no bloody accidents or trauma. whatever happened to the scriptwriters???
Sunday, January 11, 2009
..:: 594. The One With B4 Sleep Thoughts ::..
yesterday couldnt get knocked out... had to toss and turn. was having random thoughts...
was thinking through which modules that I have taken that required the least effort to study... in the end it was HP310 - positive psychology.
why?
firstly the coursework does not have group work. i just need to submit 10-page essay, 2 2-page essays and the exam was open-book. my 10-page essay took me 2 days while i cramped my last minute 2 x 2-page essay in 5 hours. what's best was last sem i had modules that require serious mugging like accounting (had to practise), another psychology module (had to memorise), strategic management (case release before exam)... and the psychology paper was before accounting... hence i used the day before my psy paper to do some internet research.
on the day of the exam, i saw the psy majors having neatly documented files on their tables, while i only have a stack of white papers (my own research and lecture notes). i flipped open the exam paper and i was pleasantly surprised that my research hit the bull's eye. however, i was also a little sad that i could have done more research to cover a few questions. i had to answer 10/15 questions and each question is worth 10 marks.
shall list the questions here since we could not bring back the question paper so those who are taking this module can take reference:
1) Do you agree that happiness equate subjective well-being?
2) Is positive affect always good?
3) Does more choices lead to life satisfaction?
4) What is optimism in the asian context?
5) What is the difference between state and trait happiness and how do they affect stress coping
6) Describe the model of wisdom (Berlin i think)
7) What is the issue Cantor is trying to highlight in her article and what is the evidence she used?
8) Does malleable or fixed self contribute to subjective well-being
9) Which pattern of achievement is better for one's subjective wellbeing? your own or your parents' choice?
10) Is it always good to have control?
12) Describe the two kinds of coping.
13) How does psychological resilience differ in culture?
14) How do others in context contribute to wellbeing?
15) Do laugh therapy create happiness?
phew... such a long list. i was "complaining" to my friend that at every tutorial i kind of felt lost cos the style of the professor is more the american way whereby students are encouraged to speak up and be interactive. issues we talked about were like "name 3 good things that happen to you in life", etc, those sharing of life experiences so sometimes it felt weird talking about those with total strangers.
i still vividly remembered that my first few tutorials were traumatizing. the prof had me to define subjective wellbeing and after i had explained, she asked me, "you are not a psychology major right?"
ouch. ya and i was the only non-psy in the class. the prof always liked to pick me and she said it brought new perspective. however, after all the doubts and thoughts i was struggling, i got A for the module. so i was super happy with the amount of effort i put in and what some of my sec school frenz in that course told me "wah, why you choose this module? this prof is well-known for chim stuff and even psy major try to avoid this module"...
next issue was rather simple. i was thinking whether i should still stay in hall. esp since i would be only staying for 2 out of 7 days. doesnt make economical sense. i could save up to about 900 bucks which i think i can use for my grad trip even though i would be reimburse but reimbursement would only come in June which would be too late. haiz.
any advice?
yesterday couldnt get knocked out... had to toss and turn. was having random thoughts...
was thinking through which modules that I have taken that required the least effort to study... in the end it was HP310 - positive psychology.
why?
firstly the coursework does not have group work. i just need to submit 10-page essay, 2 2-page essays and the exam was open-book. my 10-page essay took me 2 days while i cramped my last minute 2 x 2-page essay in 5 hours. what's best was last sem i had modules that require serious mugging like accounting (had to practise), another psychology module (had to memorise), strategic management (case release before exam)... and the psychology paper was before accounting... hence i used the day before my psy paper to do some internet research.
on the day of the exam, i saw the psy majors having neatly documented files on their tables, while i only have a stack of white papers (my own research and lecture notes). i flipped open the exam paper and i was pleasantly surprised that my research hit the bull's eye. however, i was also a little sad that i could have done more research to cover a few questions. i had to answer 10/15 questions and each question is worth 10 marks.
shall list the questions here since we could not bring back the question paper so those who are taking this module can take reference:
1) Do you agree that happiness equate subjective well-being?
2) Is positive affect always good?
3) Does more choices lead to life satisfaction?
4) What is optimism in the asian context?
5) What is the difference between state and trait happiness and how do they affect stress coping
6) Describe the model of wisdom (Berlin i think)
7) What is the issue Cantor is trying to highlight in her article and what is the evidence she used?
8) Does malleable or fixed self contribute to subjective well-being
9) Which pattern of achievement is better for one's subjective wellbeing? your own or your parents' choice?
10) Is it always good to have control?
12) Describe the two kinds of coping.
13) How does psychological resilience differ in culture?
14) How do others in context contribute to wellbeing?
15) Do laugh therapy create happiness?
phew... such a long list. i was "complaining" to my friend that at every tutorial i kind of felt lost cos the style of the professor is more the american way whereby students are encouraged to speak up and be interactive. issues we talked about were like "name 3 good things that happen to you in life", etc, those sharing of life experiences so sometimes it felt weird talking about those with total strangers.
i still vividly remembered that my first few tutorials were traumatizing. the prof had me to define subjective wellbeing and after i had explained, she asked me, "you are not a psychology major right?"
ouch. ya and i was the only non-psy in the class. the prof always liked to pick me and she said it brought new perspective. however, after all the doubts and thoughts i was struggling, i got A for the module. so i was super happy with the amount of effort i put in and what some of my sec school frenz in that course told me "wah, why you choose this module? this prof is well-known for chim stuff and even psy major try to avoid this module"...
next issue was rather simple. i was thinking whether i should still stay in hall. esp since i would be only staying for 2 out of 7 days. doesnt make economical sense. i could save up to about 900 bucks which i think i can use for my grad trip even though i would be reimburse but reimbursement would only come in June which would be too late. haiz.
any advice?
..:: 593. The One With Shopping ::..
today shopping was great. spent the whole evening and night at taka. bought a shirt and pant from john curtis and brentwood plus a set of boxer bermudas. spent about 130+ today...
but i am still hunting for a vest. saw one from ted baker and armani exchange. gonna see which one is cheaper but at least 100+ after discount. haiz.
i still need loafers, maybe getting from pedro or aldo...
gosh, still worried for one of my modules that i still have not gotten... and another module where i have no group...
so much drama for my last sem. haiz...
today shopping was great. spent the whole evening and night at taka. bought a shirt and pant from john curtis and brentwood plus a set of boxer bermudas. spent about 130+ today...
but i am still hunting for a vest. saw one from ted baker and armani exchange. gonna see which one is cheaper but at least 100+ after discount. haiz.
i still need loafers, maybe getting from pedro or aldo...
gosh, still worried for one of my modules that i still have not gotten... and another module where i have no group...
so much drama for my last sem. haiz...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
..:: 592. The One With Club Hop ::..
yest mambo was sucky. dun understand why mambo can be so popular. everybody watching those self-claimed mambo king wannabes (MKW) standing on the platform and learning their steps like some kind of sign language. worse, it felt like a cult.
music was kinda trashy at the start, mix of hip hop. just couldnt get high. and those MKW stood at the platform looking disinterested, yawning, smsing whenever it is not their genre. such a turn off. dancing should be a form of self expression, do whatever you like and make it your own style.
then we went over to o bar. music was so much better. i think i will give up phuture or zouk soon. phuture actually has quota for number of girls. O_O girls are not allowed, not even to buy ticket to go into phuture. so you have a lot of guys and dwindling girls as they leave the club. wow how nice.
anyway paid 30 bucks to go o-bar for 1 hour plus lol. but it was worth it. some guy came to pick up our girls which was quite an amusing sight. then we went back to phuture again around 3am to claim our drinks. then only the music got better.
we clubbed till they close at about 5am. had drinks and supper at the nearby coffeeshop where i bumped into my secondary sch mates and the juniors.
oh about the little nyonya finale, i think only aunties like to have happily-ever-after ending... chen xi and yue niang get together... yawnz. watched too much tvb shows. everything turned out so well - unrealistic. then no need scriptwriters, everything end it well so expected. come on.
haha maybe its them trying to project themselves... hoping to find someone who loves them as much after going through so much suffering...
yest mambo was sucky. dun understand why mambo can be so popular. everybody watching those self-claimed mambo king wannabes (MKW) standing on the platform and learning their steps like some kind of sign language. worse, it felt like a cult.
music was kinda trashy at the start, mix of hip hop. just couldnt get high. and those MKW stood at the platform looking disinterested, yawning, smsing whenever it is not their genre. such a turn off. dancing should be a form of self expression, do whatever you like and make it your own style.
then we went over to o bar. music was so much better. i think i will give up phuture or zouk soon. phuture actually has quota for number of girls. O_O girls are not allowed, not even to buy ticket to go into phuture. so you have a lot of guys and dwindling girls as they leave the club. wow how nice.
anyway paid 30 bucks to go o-bar for 1 hour plus lol. but it was worth it. some guy came to pick up our girls which was quite an amusing sight. then we went back to phuture again around 3am to claim our drinks. then only the music got better.
we clubbed till they close at about 5am. had drinks and supper at the nearby coffeeshop where i bumped into my secondary sch mates and the juniors.
oh about the little nyonya finale, i think only aunties like to have happily-ever-after ending... chen xi and yue niang get together... yawnz. watched too much tvb shows. everything turned out so well - unrealistic. then no need scriptwriters, everything end it well so expected. come on.
haha maybe its them trying to project themselves... hoping to find someone who loves them as much after going through so much suffering...
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
..:: 591. The One With First Day of Sch ::..
was late for first day of school. the exchange students in my class were so active in answering whatever the prof asked. must step up my game man, if not class participation sure "gone case".
had back to back classes from supposedly 830am to 430pm. during my hr research class we had to play this game which was to build a structure to protect the egg when it is dropped from a certain height. she wanted the egg to drop from 6 feet high. O_O
i suggested to her that maybe we should drop it at waist level so that aiming would not be an issue and that the experiment would really see whether our structures are sound and effective. in the end, she still wanted 6 feet high.
then as expected, no group had their egg intact. then with her extra egg (sounds wrong), she wanted to drop it at waist level instead to see if our structure were good. but the egg was broken at the second try.
now i'll never know whether our structure is good...
after class, was at town exploring. one vest from ted baker caught my eye. 229 bucks before 30% discount. i'm so going to get it once my pay comes in =)
then saw the pillow section having sales. didnt know that pillows had certain % down, certain % feathers. of cos the more down the better the pillow. i came across one 100% down made from hungary, it costs 237 bucks. but its the kind where your head just sinks in and you can immediately doze off and when you are awake, it goes back into its normal shape. but it wont be on my shopping list that soon.
i am also gunning for a psp, was thinking whether to get the ruby red for the attention or the metallic brown for the style. lol.
still got new year clothes to buy. haiz.
dinner had crayfish laksa at island cafe at TANGS. 16+ bucks for one. lol. more expensive laksa i have ever eaten.
was late for first day of school. the exchange students in my class were so active in answering whatever the prof asked. must step up my game man, if not class participation sure "gone case".
had back to back classes from supposedly 830am to 430pm. during my hr research class we had to play this game which was to build a structure to protect the egg when it is dropped from a certain height. she wanted the egg to drop from 6 feet high. O_O
i suggested to her that maybe we should drop it at waist level so that aiming would not be an issue and that the experiment would really see whether our structures are sound and effective. in the end, she still wanted 6 feet high.
then as expected, no group had their egg intact. then with her extra egg (sounds wrong), she wanted to drop it at waist level instead to see if our structure were good. but the egg was broken at the second try.
now i'll never know whether our structure is good...
after class, was at town exploring. one vest from ted baker caught my eye. 229 bucks before 30% discount. i'm so going to get it once my pay comes in =)
then saw the pillow section having sales. didnt know that pillows had certain % down, certain % feathers. of cos the more down the better the pillow. i came across one 100% down made from hungary, it costs 237 bucks. but its the kind where your head just sinks in and you can immediately doze off and when you are awake, it goes back into its normal shape. but it wont be on my shopping list that soon.
i am also gunning for a psp, was thinking whether to get the ruby red for the attention or the metallic brown for the style. lol.
still got new year clothes to buy. haiz.
dinner had crayfish laksa at island cafe at TANGS. 16+ bucks for one. lol. more expensive laksa i have ever eaten.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
..:: 590. The One With Year-End Summex ::..
So much have happened in the month of dec and i did not have time to update my blog. shall do a fast recollection.
30Nov - 5Dec
went to vietnam with my Nanyang Business School mates. signed up the trip knowing only 2 people in the group. i had so much fun that was beyond words. the morning parts where we spent visiting companies were fulfilling and the hanging out at night just topped the whole trip. the last night at ho chi minh city was the ultimate. we played quite a few games, getting to know each other really well. i'm glad i stayed up till 4am and went crazy, just that booze was missing!
mui ne was alright i guess, i felt the company and cam-whoring were more important than the places we visited. probably it was the hot weather and the only thing to see was the sand dunes. the exciting episode of the stolen slippers and the ultimate sabo where i had to dance on the bus for a forfeit during a game which led to my downfall.
when we reached the vietnam national university for a cultural exchange, the students there prepared a lot of performances for us while we had none. so i was at that instance, the representative for our school for a performance. my mind went blank when i heard my name. lucky they had the song sexyback by justin timberlake, if not i would be dancing to some folk songs.
i guess the dance clip can be found in youtube. thanks to steph leong. -_-. i felt like an animal in the zoo, while i was performing, all the cameras were recording and flashing... i think i hadnt done hip hop for very long, once i got down on the floor to do floor works, i couldnt get up in time so i had to dance on the floor for a while. but hey, all of them didnt spot it =)
next event i guess would be my VI Camp
i must say i always look forward to VI Camp. Firstly, it was the time i get to interact with youths and i am excited to share my experiences and see how i can help in developing their leadership.
the next great thing was that we had a great team. small but mighty, everyone had something to offer. i was impressed by the junior mentors, i missed those times where you get close to the trainees and you get to hang out and know them better. but when you are asst chief trainer, you will feel that gap.
oh... talking about being mentors, i am kinda excited cos i am in for the next batch again! but this time, the level has just gone up. AYO becomes the mentors. LOL. I am back to my mentoring days.
seeing what the trainees went through reminded me of the old days. nothing is new, the sleep deprivation that resulted from poor time management, the injury-prone exercises that were meant to stretch you mentally and physically. the old ones will always tell you that they had them worse. i was quite shocked to see 23 trainees had to struggle to carry 1 casualty. that made me reflect on the issue of safety vs reality training. during our time we had to carry our bags and at the same time evacuate casualties, there was no such thing as 'bag party'. times had changed. i still remember those days, we screamed our lungs out pushing one another. yelling (in good will) to push and encourage one another. even doing cheers to get our timing in sync to carry the casualties.
all in all, i think the camp went really well. the pace started slow and unpleasant but picked up when we decided to change our strategy. it was heartening to receive feedback from trainees so that we can improve our conduct of the programme. sadly, there were some who were not interested to give any comment. Given the benefit of doubt, i believe they had more important things to do like work and study.
i was thought to be sarcastic at times. well, i dont deny it. i could have tell some of them straight in the face, change this and that. in reality and in the working life, you can be the one who dont use them (sarcasm and criticism) but you can never avoid them. i have learnt to go around them in the hard way. when i say something, i always try to make it a point to deal with the matter rather than the person.
there was of course a lot of drama going on, but i feel that we should not take things too personally. there are many times where you are too angry that you let the emotions do all the talking or writing. that is when things just get worse. communication - talking things over calmly really helps. Putting across your message tactfully in writing or speech is equally important.
was reading through some of the blogs and i realised there were so much fun going on behind the scenes. mizael and i started this noose trend and seemed like it has created some stir.
blogging is a personal thing. you can write whatever you want in an open diary knowing that a lot of people will read. however, i do advocate blogging responsibly. yes, you can write to spite or diss someone but with some level of control, decency and maturity. especially if you are going 21, becoming an officer or what not, what you write reflects on you.
ha. so whats the point of blogging if you cant be yourself huh? i guess those password protected entries would come in handy.
VI Retreat
this year was my first time attending the retreat. had a great time with my batch mates and i was happy to see all of the trainees passing out and enjoying themselves. i think that is one of the most important part of being a VI, the friendships you made. I just enjoyed the times we sit down and play games with the juniors, getting to know them and hope we can exchange advice. I was quite amazed by my batch mates and some of the juniors who still managed to win the captain ball game without sleep the night before. we totally rocked. ha.
Results
on the sun night, i had to do fyp conference on the phone. my other half of my mind was thinking about the results that were going to be released at the stroke of midnight. all was well =) couple of As and Bs which i was happy with given the tremendous workload. Looking forward to my last semester with all my favourite modules.
happy for my friend who recently got a job =) now a civil servant like myself.
i will definitely miss schooling and my friends. i also cant wait to start work, earning my first official pay check. meanwhile i still wish to travel to bangkok and then india for my graduation trip.
every year it is compulsory to have new year resolution right?
-Get 2nd upper honours
-Get back IPPT (G)
-More involved in Red Cross
-Go for lasik
-Get PSP (deep red)
-Travel to Bangkok and India
So much have happened in the month of dec and i did not have time to update my blog. shall do a fast recollection.
30Nov - 5Dec
went to vietnam with my Nanyang Business School mates. signed up the trip knowing only 2 people in the group. i had so much fun that was beyond words. the morning parts where we spent visiting companies were fulfilling and the hanging out at night just topped the whole trip. the last night at ho chi minh city was the ultimate. we played quite a few games, getting to know each other really well. i'm glad i stayed up till 4am and went crazy, just that booze was missing!
mui ne was alright i guess, i felt the company and cam-whoring were more important than the places we visited. probably it was the hot weather and the only thing to see was the sand dunes. the exciting episode of the stolen slippers and the ultimate sabo where i had to dance on the bus for a forfeit during a game which led to my downfall.
when we reached the vietnam national university for a cultural exchange, the students there prepared a lot of performances for us while we had none. so i was at that instance, the representative for our school for a performance. my mind went blank when i heard my name. lucky they had the song sexyback by justin timberlake, if not i would be dancing to some folk songs.
i guess the dance clip can be found in youtube. thanks to steph leong. -_-. i felt like an animal in the zoo, while i was performing, all the cameras were recording and flashing... i think i hadnt done hip hop for very long, once i got down on the floor to do floor works, i couldnt get up in time so i had to dance on the floor for a while. but hey, all of them didnt spot it =)
next event i guess would be my VI Camp
i must say i always look forward to VI Camp. Firstly, it was the time i get to interact with youths and i am excited to share my experiences and see how i can help in developing their leadership.
the next great thing was that we had a great team. small but mighty, everyone had something to offer. i was impressed by the junior mentors, i missed those times where you get close to the trainees and you get to hang out and know them better. but when you are asst chief trainer, you will feel that gap.
oh... talking about being mentors, i am kinda excited cos i am in for the next batch again! but this time, the level has just gone up. AYO becomes the mentors. LOL. I am back to my mentoring days.
seeing what the trainees went through reminded me of the old days. nothing is new, the sleep deprivation that resulted from poor time management, the injury-prone exercises that were meant to stretch you mentally and physically. the old ones will always tell you that they had them worse. i was quite shocked to see 23 trainees had to struggle to carry 1 casualty. that made me reflect on the issue of safety vs reality training. during our time we had to carry our bags and at the same time evacuate casualties, there was no such thing as 'bag party'. times had changed. i still remember those days, we screamed our lungs out pushing one another. yelling (in good will) to push and encourage one another. even doing cheers to get our timing in sync to carry the casualties.
all in all, i think the camp went really well. the pace started slow and unpleasant but picked up when we decided to change our strategy. it was heartening to receive feedback from trainees so that we can improve our conduct of the programme. sadly, there were some who were not interested to give any comment. Given the benefit of doubt, i believe they had more important things to do like work and study.
i was thought to be sarcastic at times. well, i dont deny it. i could have tell some of them straight in the face, change this and that. in reality and in the working life, you can be the one who dont use them (sarcasm and criticism) but you can never avoid them. i have learnt to go around them in the hard way. when i say something, i always try to make it a point to deal with the matter rather than the person.
there was of course a lot of drama going on, but i feel that we should not take things too personally. there are many times where you are too angry that you let the emotions do all the talking or writing. that is when things just get worse. communication - talking things over calmly really helps. Putting across your message tactfully in writing or speech is equally important.
was reading through some of the blogs and i realised there were so much fun going on behind the scenes. mizael and i started this noose trend and seemed like it has created some stir.
blogging is a personal thing. you can write whatever you want in an open diary knowing that a lot of people will read. however, i do advocate blogging responsibly. yes, you can write to spite or diss someone but with some level of control, decency and maturity. especially if you are going 21, becoming an officer or what not, what you write reflects on you.
ha. so whats the point of blogging if you cant be yourself huh? i guess those password protected entries would come in handy.
VI Retreat
this year was my first time attending the retreat. had a great time with my batch mates and i was happy to see all of the trainees passing out and enjoying themselves. i think that is one of the most important part of being a VI, the friendships you made. I just enjoyed the times we sit down and play games with the juniors, getting to know them and hope we can exchange advice. I was quite amazed by my batch mates and some of the juniors who still managed to win the captain ball game without sleep the night before. we totally rocked. ha.
Results
on the sun night, i had to do fyp conference on the phone. my other half of my mind was thinking about the results that were going to be released at the stroke of midnight. all was well =) couple of As and Bs which i was happy with given the tremendous workload. Looking forward to my last semester with all my favourite modules.
happy for my friend who recently got a job =) now a civil servant like myself.
i will definitely miss schooling and my friends. i also cant wait to start work, earning my first official pay check. meanwhile i still wish to travel to bangkok and then india for my graduation trip.
every year it is compulsory to have new year resolution right?
-Get 2nd upper honours
-Get back IPPT (G)
-More involved in Red Cross
-Go for lasik
-Get PSP (deep red)
-Travel to Bangkok and India
Monday, November 24, 2008
..:: 589. The One With End of Exams ::..
blink of an eye, my exams are over. ab311 was definitely a killer which stunned many of us. didnt even ask about porter's forces which most of us took pains to discuss and memorise.
hp204 was relatively easier except that 5m question that asked about the characteristics of people who self-actualize. i mean, come on. what kind of question is that? Most stuff I studied came out, hope i can smell an A for that paper...
hp310 - positive psychology, one of my fearful paper, known for its unpredictability, turned out to be fine. i did research the day before the paper and was pleasantly surprised i made use of my research. if i havent done that research, i guess i might just flunk the paper so the lecture notes were definitely not enough. i could do much better if i had started earlier though, researching on the berlin model of wisdom and optimism in asians. this module i am also looking for an A after my 10-page mid term thesis turned out well, scoring quite a high 80.
the most frustrating paper have to say its aa102-accounting II. spent quite some time studying and practising the questions. made a few careless mistakes. especially the simple 12 mark question. i could have knock myself on the wall. 8m question, i remember i need to do some profitability analysis and i think due to the time pressure, i skipped it and forgot about it. haiz. hope my coursework can save me, but apparently a lot of groups got A- for their projects... :(
timetable for next sem is out and i have already planned what i wanna take. so happy i got a lot of afternoon papers and afternoon classes.
BH225 - HR Research
BH227- Selection and Assessment
BH326- HR Metrics
HP203- Social Psychology
last one i am still choosing between interesting (BH331-Cultural intelligence at work) or useful (BH324-Employment law)...
someone enlighten me ...
today had dinner at the coffeeshop and witnessed a fight. the guy who was sitting behind me was challenged by a group of teenagers. As he picked up a fork and headed towards them, someone came from behind him and used a glass bottle and smashed his head. the bottle shattered and he was bleeding. i dunno what he was thinking, probably he was drunk, he went to chase the group knowing he was outnumbered. he later retreated and the group chased him and he landed on the floor. one used a chair to whack him and the chair broke. they kicked him and fled after a while.
the drunkard then went back to his table and with his bloody hands, he 'stamped' his palm prints on the tables, and i dunno for what. he was so rowdy and i cant believe i could still eat with him behind me. come to think i was so worried that they might throw a chair at him and hit me instead.
so much drama, the police was fencing behind me and at that time i felt like taking a picture. lol.
blink of an eye, my exams are over. ab311 was definitely a killer which stunned many of us. didnt even ask about porter's forces which most of us took pains to discuss and memorise.
hp204 was relatively easier except that 5m question that asked about the characteristics of people who self-actualize. i mean, come on. what kind of question is that? Most stuff I studied came out, hope i can smell an A for that paper...
hp310 - positive psychology, one of my fearful paper, known for its unpredictability, turned out to be fine. i did research the day before the paper and was pleasantly surprised i made use of my research. if i havent done that research, i guess i might just flunk the paper so the lecture notes were definitely not enough. i could do much better if i had started earlier though, researching on the berlin model of wisdom and optimism in asians. this module i am also looking for an A after my 10-page mid term thesis turned out well, scoring quite a high 80.
the most frustrating paper have to say its aa102-accounting II. spent quite some time studying and practising the questions. made a few careless mistakes. especially the simple 12 mark question. i could have knock myself on the wall. 8m question, i remember i need to do some profitability analysis and i think due to the time pressure, i skipped it and forgot about it. haiz. hope my coursework can save me, but apparently a lot of groups got A- for their projects... :(
timetable for next sem is out and i have already planned what i wanna take. so happy i got a lot of afternoon papers and afternoon classes.
BH225 - HR Research
BH227- Selection and Assessment
BH326- HR Metrics
HP203- Social Psychology
last one i am still choosing between interesting (BH331-Cultural intelligence at work) or useful (BH324-Employment law)...
someone enlighten me ...
today had dinner at the coffeeshop and witnessed a fight. the guy who was sitting behind me was challenged by a group of teenagers. As he picked up a fork and headed towards them, someone came from behind him and used a glass bottle and smashed his head. the bottle shattered and he was bleeding. i dunno what he was thinking, probably he was drunk, he went to chase the group knowing he was outnumbered. he later retreated and the group chased him and he landed on the floor. one used a chair to whack him and the chair broke. they kicked him and fled after a while.
the drunkard then went back to his table and with his bloody hands, he 'stamped' his palm prints on the tables, and i dunno for what. he was so rowdy and i cant believe i could still eat with him behind me. come to think i was so worried that they might throw a chair at him and hit me instead.
so much drama, the police was fencing behind me and at that time i felt like taking a picture. lol.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
..:: 588. The one With Exam ::..
the time of the year has come again. this time i am unusually nervous, especially after one semester of no exams, i am scared that i lost the flair in writing essays. this sem i am taking accounting module which i totally abhor and i need to take time to practise.
the other 3 papers are all essay-based. one of which is not my major, a level 3 positive psychology. no textbook, just as many journals you can read. though its open book but the prof warned us we wont have time to flip. it would be like 20 mini essays and questions that she will be asking would be 'what are the cognitive processes in positive emotions?'
o_O
Here goes my exam timetable. so stressed out. 2 days apart. and i just started studying... shall not lament that i have more modules to study than the rest.
14 Nov - 0900 - AB311: Strategic Management
17 Nov - 0900 - HP204: Personality and Individual Differences
19 Nov - 0900 - HP310: Positive Psychology (Open book)
21 Nov - 1430 - AA102: Accounting II
back to mugging...
the time of the year has come again. this time i am unusually nervous, especially after one semester of no exams, i am scared that i lost the flair in writing essays. this sem i am taking accounting module which i totally abhor and i need to take time to practise.
the other 3 papers are all essay-based. one of which is not my major, a level 3 positive psychology. no textbook, just as many journals you can read. though its open book but the prof warned us we wont have time to flip. it would be like 20 mini essays and questions that she will be asking would be 'what are the cognitive processes in positive emotions?'
o_O
Here goes my exam timetable. so stressed out. 2 days apart. and i just started studying... shall not lament that i have more modules to study than the rest.
14 Nov - 0900 - AB311: Strategic Management
17 Nov - 0900 - HP204: Personality and Individual Differences
19 Nov - 0900 - HP310: Positive Psychology (Open book)
21 Nov - 1430 - AA102: Accounting II
back to mugging...
Monday, September 01, 2008
..:: 587. The One With SMRT Challenge ::..
Sat i had hrc orientation for the yr 2s. enjoyed myself. having to know quite a few yr 2s. sentosa sun didnt disappoint us. ibiza the tri-uni beach event was not as grand as i have expected. maybe i am comparing with surf sweat which opened up to the public. this was a smaller affair involving the 3 universities business school. not sure whether it is difficult to get pple from SIM to be in the committee thats why they were not included.
daniel ong was the MC and he was damn good. cracked us up with his 'dirty' jokes. all the banana, nutella...
Sun exciting day for me and my team mates. woke up damn early to reach toa payoh hub at 8am. donned on the number tag, went to take a grp pic and we began to solve codes to lead us to the next station. we managed to solve that we will be travelling from khatib to bukit batok.
when the whistle went off, it was a mad dash to the train station. some fell as the floor was slippery. lol. comical sight, wanna snap pics but no time.
at khatib, everyone just ran towards the table to grab the clue to solve for the next 3 stations. we were quite fast cos we formed ally with another team and we had to head to sembawang.
once we are out the station, everyone sprinted like never before to the bus interchange for a game. we cant run in the train station cos we will get demerit points. but all hell broke loose at the bus interchange. there was this parked bus where each time only 3 people can go up. they tied raffia strings to form obstacles and we were supposed to send one rep to go thru it and jot down the messages beside each safety item on the bus.
then next stop was to woodlands. once there we were supposed to locate safety signs in the platform and their messages. it was easy as we just see groups of people copying stuff on a pillar. we just followed.
then it was to kranji. we had to watch a video with footage from the mrt. our task was to spot 5 unsafe acts in the video. the challenging thing was we had 2 screens, each screen with 6 footage playing at the same time.
then we went to gombak and we had to do some fishing for some clues which was super UNchallenging.
the last station to go was actually by chance. we received hints that yew tee might be one but my fren went and said they could not find anything. so we tried bukit batok and cck to no avail. then we formulated a strategy. we managed to locate yishun and to our delight, they had a station. if yishun was not, we will be screwed cos that left us with yew tee which was 30 mins away.
we had to do some obstacle course and board a cab and tell the taxi driver the 3 safety rules when taking a cab. i wondered whether the driver understood what we were saying.
after yishun, we were excited to run back to toa payoh. however in the train we were thinking 'ok, i guess we shld be in top ten'. sad that we went to 2 wrong stations. at the finishing line, we saw one team in front of us at the counter. while waiting, one of the guy turned back and told me, 'hey u guys are second'.
my eyeballs enlarged. lol. what?
that got us excited for a few mins that we forgot to say 'smrt challenge'. we were so close though. we then went to collect our goodie bags and found that the first team was also from NTU. they were CAC camp mates while we were GIP mates.
the prize presentation was quite an agonizing wait. they gave out 10 prizes for the children art competitions which had 3 categories. but when it was our turn to go up, it felt great. taking the big styrofoam fake cheque was my first. now it is in my hall as deco item. we also received a small trophy. nice.
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Sat i had hrc orientation for the yr 2s. enjoyed myself. having to know quite a few yr 2s. sentosa sun didnt disappoint us. ibiza the tri-uni beach event was not as grand as i have expected. maybe i am comparing with surf sweat which opened up to the public. this was a smaller affair involving the 3 universities business school. not sure whether it is difficult to get pple from SIM to be in the committee thats why they were not included.
daniel ong was the MC and he was damn good. cracked us up with his 'dirty' jokes. all the banana, nutella...
Sun exciting day for me and my team mates. woke up damn early to reach toa payoh hub at 8am. donned on the number tag, went to take a grp pic and we began to solve codes to lead us to the next station. we managed to solve that we will be travelling from khatib to bukit batok.
when the whistle went off, it was a mad dash to the train station. some fell as the floor was slippery. lol. comical sight, wanna snap pics but no time.
at khatib, everyone just ran towards the table to grab the clue to solve for the next 3 stations. we were quite fast cos we formed ally with another team and we had to head to sembawang.
once we are out the station, everyone sprinted like never before to the bus interchange for a game. we cant run in the train station cos we will get demerit points. but all hell broke loose at the bus interchange. there was this parked bus where each time only 3 people can go up. they tied raffia strings to form obstacles and we were supposed to send one rep to go thru it and jot down the messages beside each safety item on the bus.
then next stop was to woodlands. once there we were supposed to locate safety signs in the platform and their messages. it was easy as we just see groups of people copying stuff on a pillar. we just followed.
then it was to kranji. we had to watch a video with footage from the mrt. our task was to spot 5 unsafe acts in the video. the challenging thing was we had 2 screens, each screen with 6 footage playing at the same time.
then we went to gombak and we had to do some fishing for some clues which was super UNchallenging.
the last station to go was actually by chance. we received hints that yew tee might be one but my fren went and said they could not find anything. so we tried bukit batok and cck to no avail. then we formulated a strategy. we managed to locate yishun and to our delight, they had a station. if yishun was not, we will be screwed cos that left us with yew tee which was 30 mins away.
we had to do some obstacle course and board a cab and tell the taxi driver the 3 safety rules when taking a cab. i wondered whether the driver understood what we were saying.
after yishun, we were excited to run back to toa payoh. however in the train we were thinking 'ok, i guess we shld be in top ten'. sad that we went to 2 wrong stations. at the finishing line, we saw one team in front of us at the counter. while waiting, one of the guy turned back and told me, 'hey u guys are second'.
my eyeballs enlarged. lol. what?
that got us excited for a few mins that we forgot to say 'smrt challenge'. we were so close though. we then went to collect our goodie bags and found that the first team was also from NTU. they were CAC camp mates while we were GIP mates.
the prize presentation was quite an agonizing wait. they gave out 10 prizes for the children art competitions which had 3 categories. but when it was our turn to go up, it felt great. taking the big styrofoam fake cheque was my first. now it is in my hall as deco item. we also received a small trophy. nice.
http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=150280&id=763130230&ref=mf
Monday, August 25, 2008
..:: 586. The One With Hectic ::..
first heave a sigh of relief. finally handed over to a new committee, load off my shoulders. but other stuff seems to be piling up.
been sleeping around 4am these days, rushing tutorials and projects. i guess i really cant play too much moo-moo (warcraft). I am staring at my schedules for the different modules and all of them seem to scream 'I'm coming'...
my laptop crashed due to my itchy finger to force it to shut down while it is updating window service pack, all thanks to the excitement of playing moo-moo. Now rushing for a presentation of internet articles... saw other group post their slides up and here we are: undone. screwed.
I feel like i am playing a losing table tennis game. I need to get back the lead... now i am feeling the lack of control of my time and having the modules the next day dictate what i should be doing.
finally just some thoughts about the olympics.
i never feel so empty before. now i have to resort to watching crappy ch 5 shows... and currently playing S-league. gulps.
the closing ceremony was average. leona lewis would be better off singing her own song. where is stefanie sun? i didnt get to see her though. interesting how mr. hu said 'one world, one dream' in english and the few words he uttered subsequently were incomprehensible.
poor huo liang and zhou luxin lost their gold in diving. =( but am happy that he chong got his.
COMEX this thur! so tempted to skip class to be the first few in the exhibition hall.
oh, the singapore table tennis saga. what's that hype about not renewing the manager's contract? why mention it before the celebration? new management, eager to appease the public? right the wrong? or is it doing more wrong? I hope we dont lose a good coach in the process. Affects the players' morale as well. haiz. should think of the bigger picture.
The Chinese national anthem has been ringing in my head. I even know how to sing it. lol.
起来！
不愿做奴隶的人们！
把我们的血肉，
筑成我们新的长城！
中华民族到了最危险的时候，
每个人被迫着发出最后的吼声。
起来！起来！起来！
我们万众一心，
冒着敌人的炮火，前进！
冒着敌人的炮火，前进！
前进！前进！进！
first heave a sigh of relief. finally handed over to a new committee, load off my shoulders. but other stuff seems to be piling up.
been sleeping around 4am these days, rushing tutorials and projects. i guess i really cant play too much moo-moo (warcraft). I am staring at my schedules for the different modules and all of them seem to scream 'I'm coming'...
my laptop crashed due to my itchy finger to force it to shut down while it is updating window service pack, all thanks to the excitement of playing moo-moo. Now rushing for a presentation of internet articles... saw other group post their slides up and here we are: undone. screwed.
I feel like i am playing a losing table tennis game. I need to get back the lead... now i am feeling the lack of control of my time and having the modules the next day dictate what i should be doing.
finally just some thoughts about the olympics.
i never feel so empty before. now i have to resort to watching crappy ch 5 shows... and currently playing S-league. gulps.
the closing ceremony was average. leona lewis would be better off singing her own song. where is stefanie sun? i didnt get to see her though. interesting how mr. hu said 'one world, one dream' in english and the few words he uttered subsequently were incomprehensible.
poor huo liang and zhou luxin lost their gold in diving. =( but am happy that he chong got his.
COMEX this thur! so tempted to skip class to be the first few in the exhibition hall.
oh, the singapore table tennis saga. what's that hype about not renewing the manager's contract? why mention it before the celebration? new management, eager to appease the public? right the wrong? or is it doing more wrong? I hope we dont lose a good coach in the process. Affects the players' morale as well. haiz. should think of the bigger picture.
The Chinese national anthem has been ringing in my head. I even know how to sing it. lol.
起来！
不愿做奴隶的人们！
把我们的血肉，
筑成我们新的长城！
中华民族到了最危险的时候，
每个人被迫着发出最后的吼声。
起来！起来！起来！
我们万众一心，
冒着敌人的炮火，前进！
冒着敌人的炮火，前进！
前进！前进！进！
Friday, August 22, 2008
..:: 585. The One With Bronze Medal ::..
well, unexpectedly, li jia wei has to play against guo yue. tough match i guess. hope jia wei can really win the bronze =)
wang nan own her match owing to her experience. guo yue's quick momentum didnt distract her as much and towards the last 2 games, she was owning.
well, unexpectedly, li jia wei has to play against guo yue. tough match i guess. hope jia wei can really win the bronze =)
wang nan own her match owing to her experience. guo yue's quick momentum didnt distract her as much and towards the last 2 games, she was owning.
..:: 584. The One With So Close ::..
gosh. feng tianwei was so close. she really stretched the no.1 zhang yining in 4-2 (13:11 12:14 14:12 12:10 13:11). i hope the media would give her some encouragement. She didnt lose any set with a single digit point. I really admire her fighting spirit and tenacity. hope someone can do a wallpaper of her and i can download and put on my phone lol.
li jiawei is damn lucky to first scrape through to the semi-finals, having the USA player eliminating her rival Kim from Korea who took bronze at Athens. Secondly, Li managed to win the USA player 4-1. Now she faces Zhang Yining which will be tough to win. Li has never won Zhang in all her encounters. As such, Feng is the only Singaporean player who has beaten Zhang and in the history of table tennis, she will be remembered for breaking the unbeaten record of Zhang. So how Li fares against Zhang will be measured with Feng. Hope she can upset Zhang and secure another medal for Singapore.
Wang Nan (5th) VS Guo Yue (2nd)
If Li ever has to play against them, i am unsure who will be the easier opponent. Li has beaten both of them before but Wang Nan though seeded 5th has more experience.
There was another controversy of lack of coach support for the men single event. Poor Gao Ning had to play without the coach's supervision and went down 0-4 to croatia while Yang Zi defeated 7th seeded Chinese Taipei player. I can imagine after waiting for 4 yrs having to play an impt match without your coach and lose the match.... how depressing...
i think its due time we should recognize the men table tennis players as well.
gosh. feng tianwei was so close. she really stretched the no.1 zhang yining in 4-2 (13:11 12:14 14:12 12:10 13:11). i hope the media would give her some encouragement. She didnt lose any set with a single digit point. I really admire her fighting spirit and tenacity. hope someone can do a wallpaper of her and i can download and put on my phone lol.
li jiawei is damn lucky to first scrape through to the semi-finals, having the USA player eliminating her rival Kim from Korea who took bronze at Athens. Secondly, Li managed to win the USA player 4-1. Now she faces Zhang Yining which will be tough to win. Li has never won Zhang in all her encounters. As such, Feng is the only Singaporean player who has beaten Zhang and in the history of table tennis, she will be remembered for breaking the unbeaten record of Zhang. So how Li fares against Zhang will be measured with Feng. Hope she can upset Zhang and secure another medal for Singapore.
Wang Nan (5th) VS Guo Yue (2nd)
If Li ever has to play against them, i am unsure who will be the easier opponent. Li has beaten both of them before but Wang Nan though seeded 5th has more experience.
There was another controversy of lack of coach support for the men single event. Poor Gao Ning had to play without the coach's supervision and went down 0-4 to croatia while Yang Zi defeated 7th seeded Chinese Taipei player. I can imagine after waiting for 4 yrs having to play an impt match without your coach and lose the match.... how depressing...
i think its due time we should recognize the men table tennis players as well.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
..:: 583. The One With Gym ::..
been hooked on watching gymnastics finals. love to see the vault event where gymnasts flip and land. for the guys, i love the high bar, ring and floor. china male gymnasts darn good. my current idol is chen yibing. zou kai, 20yo is the new kid on the block who won gold in floor and high bar. he is also the first chinese to win gold in high bar. yang wei was all-round gold but i guess he will retire after this olympics. my fren jo was drooling over the jap gymnast, oh well.
for the female, i love the 'meaty' shawn johnson, power-packed american. the chinese didnt really leave deep impression. i like the beam event for the girls and the uneven bars.
oh liu xiang didnt manage to compete have drawn criticism and sympathy. poor thing.
wonder how the paddlers fare in the women singles table tennis...
i joined the dancesport academy and today had a taste of cha-cha, rumba... cant wait for the class to start next week =) made new frenz.
been hooked on watching gymnastics finals. love to see the vault event where gymnasts flip and land. for the guys, i love the high bar, ring and floor. china male gymnasts darn good. my current idol is chen yibing. zou kai, 20yo is the new kid on the block who won gold in floor and high bar. he is also the first chinese to win gold in high bar. yang wei was all-round gold but i guess he will retire after this olympics. my fren jo was drooling over the jap gymnast, oh well.
for the female, i love the 'meaty' shawn johnson, power-packed american. the chinese didnt really leave deep impression. i like the beam event for the girls and the uneven bars.
oh liu xiang didnt manage to compete have drawn criticism and sympathy. poor thing.
wonder how the paddlers fare in the women singles table tennis...
i joined the dancesport academy and today had a taste of cha-cha, rumba... cant wait for the class to start next week =) made new frenz.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
..: 582. The One With Mad About English ::..
went to watch the show with my GIP friends. initially i thought watching such a show is like watching money no enough 2 on a weekend price was not very worth it.
looking at the trailer, it is easy to think that the movie is actually poking fun at the Chinese people's inability to converse in English and also showing signboards full of spelling and grammar errors.
Some scenes are painful to watch, especially the ones with the taxi driver trying very hard to communicate with the foreigners. He could not deal with questions like 'What can we buy at the Silk Market?' or 'What else is there other than the Silk Market?'. Though he had received formal training from the company and also informal ones from the radio, he could only master the basic greetings but unable to hold a decent conversation.
After watching the movie, the olympics 2008 is not just another international sporting event. I feel that it is like a revival for the 10-yr cultural revolution, the whole nation has the common mission to show the world to watch out for them. You can see how relentless they are in their spirit to overcome obstacles and stigma, work together in tandem so that they can communicate with the foreigners.
The film features a few characters, a taxi driver, a physician, a young girl sent for english training camp, an 'angmo' as the grammar cop, a funny policeman, a english camp instructor/trainer, an interesting old man.
The Olympics is not just about the athletes. The old man who is 64 years old in 2001 where Beijing got the bid to host the olympics, his first thought was to learn English. He wanted to be part of this Olympic experience and to him is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. He became a volunteer to assist in guiding the foreigners through the tourist attractions.
The film has portrayed an important message that learning has no age barriers. Through collective spirit, will and determination, they are motivated to master the language and show the world that impossible is nothing. just like the opening ceremony has proven, watch out for china. One of the speakers mentioned, to learn english, you must forget about losing face. when others see you try to communicate with them in their language (english), they will respect you rather than humiliate you.
I kinda like one of the trainers mentioned, "We learn English not because we look up to the foreigners, We learn English because we pity them not being able to pick up Chinese and understand us."
How effective is learning English from a recommended text and yelling phrases? I am not sure though.
The director of the film is a local Singaporean who was an award-winning journalist and the first Singaporean anchor to be hired by CNN. Her original name was Pek Siok Lian before she changed it to Pek Lian.
I am inspired by the Chinese to learn English. I met up with my exchange friend from Denmark and Mexico and they told me Spanish and Russian are the languages to learn. mmm... NTU allow me to overload pls.
went to watch the show with my GIP friends. initially i thought watching such a show is like watching money no enough 2 on a weekend price was not very worth it.
looking at the trailer, it is easy to think that the movie is actually poking fun at the Chinese people's inability to converse in English and also showing signboards full of spelling and grammar errors.
Some scenes are painful to watch, especially the ones with the taxi driver trying very hard to communicate with the foreigners. He could not deal with questions like 'What can we buy at the Silk Market?' or 'What else is there other than the Silk Market?'. Though he had received formal training from the company and also informal ones from the radio, he could only master the basic greetings but unable to hold a decent conversation.
After watching the movie, the olympics 2008 is not just another international sporting event. I feel that it is like a revival for the 10-yr cultural revolution, the whole nation has the common mission to show the world to watch out for them. You can see how relentless they are in their spirit to overcome obstacles and stigma, work together in tandem so that they can communicate with the foreigners.
The film features a few characters, a taxi driver, a physician, a young girl sent for english training camp, an 'angmo' as the grammar cop, a funny policeman, a english camp instructor/trainer, an interesting old man.
The Olympics is not just about the athletes. The old man who is 64 years old in 2001 where Beijing got the bid to host the olympics, his first thought was to learn English. He wanted to be part of this Olympic experience and to him is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. He became a volunteer to assist in guiding the foreigners through the tourist attractions.
The film has portrayed an important message that learning has no age barriers. Through collective spirit, will and determination, they are motivated to master the language and show the world that impossible is nothing. just like the opening ceremony has proven, watch out for china. One of the speakers mentioned, to learn english, you must forget about losing face. when others see you try to communicate with them in their language (english), they will respect you rather than humiliate you.
I kinda like one of the trainers mentioned, "We learn English not because we look up to the foreigners, We learn English because we pity them not being able to pick up Chinese and understand us."
How effective is learning English from a recommended text and yelling phrases? I am not sure though.
The director of the film is a local Singaporean who was an award-winning journalist and the first Singaporean anchor to be hired by CNN. Her original name was Pek Siok Lian before she changed it to Pek Lian.
I am inspired by the Chinese to learn English. I met up with my exchange friend from Denmark and Mexico and they told me Spanish and Russian are the languages to learn. mmm... NTU allow me to overload pls.
Friday, August 15, 2008
..:: 581. The One With Medal ::..
YEAH i was sitting at the edge of my seat, didnt want to watch the show cos the last 2 games i watched, singapore didnt win.
finally. i thought feng tianwei was the star of today's game and it will be remembered in the history of singapore. 150808.
though jiawei tried her best, i felt it was quite disappointing. cos if she had won, the game would have ended at the doubles. then when yuegu went down 3-0, i though history would repeat itself. so pessimistic my fren called me a traitor. lol.
korea played really well in defence. seeing that PARK player in tears after losing the last set to FENG was sweet. lol. At times, the rally was long and painful. FENG was really calm and know how to play the patience game which i felt if the coach had fielded jiawei, she might not have performed as well as FENG. jiawei i thought was more of the gan-jiong spider, she dont play well with korean players but she is good at being aggressive towards chinese players.
applaud the coach's wise choice in the players line-up.
for finals, i hope to see the following line-up though,
1. LI
2. FENG
3. LI/WANG
4. FENG
5. WANG
I feel that jiawei needs to start the game, if you leave her to secure win for singapore at the end would add more stress to her. besides if she wins, it will motivate the team even more. From the semi, it was quite easy to see that yuegu was quite drained after the doubles, losing 3-0 to DANG whose style was not even a chopper.
it was funny to see in the last match that red cards were given to WANG to be sent out of the court and thenafter KIM from korea from excessive shouting (of advice). i guess when the match is that intense, they couldnt help it.
i think for the first time, the empire has to step in to 'end' the game early. the last serve by DANG missed the table would be the defining moment for Singapore.
i wondered if HKG will upset China, whatever it is, Singapore go for GOLD!
YEAH i was sitting at the edge of my seat, didnt want to watch the show cos the last 2 games i watched, singapore didnt win.
finally. i thought feng tianwei was the star of today's game and it will be remembered in the history of singapore. 150808.
though jiawei tried her best, i felt it was quite disappointing. cos if she had won, the game would have ended at the doubles. then when yuegu went down 3-0, i though history would repeat itself. so pessimistic my fren called me a traitor. lol.
korea played really well in defence. seeing that PARK player in tears after losing the last set to FENG was sweet. lol. At times, the rally was long and painful. FENG was really calm and know how to play the patience game which i felt if the coach had fielded jiawei, she might not have performed as well as FENG. jiawei i thought was more of the gan-jiong spider, she dont play well with korean players but she is good at being aggressive towards chinese players.
applaud the coach's wise choice in the players line-up.
for finals, i hope to see the following line-up though,
1. LI
2. FENG
3. LI/WANG
4. FENG
5. WANG
I feel that jiawei needs to start the game, if you leave her to secure win for singapore at the end would add more stress to her. besides if she wins, it will motivate the team even more. From the semi, it was quite easy to see that yuegu was quite drained after the doubles, losing 3-0 to DANG whose style was not even a chopper.
it was funny to see in the last match that red cards were given to WANG to be sent out of the court and thenafter KIM from korea from excessive shouting (of advice). i guess when the match is that intense, they couldnt help it.
i think for the first time, the empire has to step in to 'end' the game early. the last serve by DANG missed the table would be the defining moment for Singapore.
i wondered if HKG will upset China, whatever it is, Singapore go for GOLD!
..:: 580. The One With Consolidation ::..
Time for some flashback, this week is agonizing. Being the Freshmen Welcome Week, got to man booth and do all the recruitment drives.
On the hectic 8th Aug, I had to print 3500 copies of flyers, run down to harbourfront to repair my camera lens. $ gone
then went back to school again to cut flyers. i was sweating like a hound dog cutting 3500 pieces of flyers into half. the lady was impressed with my speed. I cut them all within 30 mins. Then I have to carry all those back to my hall which was damn heavy. In the end, I took a cab to drop my stuff in hall first and continued back home.
On 9th Aug, I went down to Wheelock Place to fix my phone. It had a software problem which it was hard to describe. whenever a msg comes, the phone would register +65 xxxx xxxx. whenever a call comes, the phone would register xxxx xxxx. So if i store the number +65 xxxx xxxx, the name would be reflected when msg comes but not for incoming call. It is frustrating to store 2 same numbers in order for the name to appear in both cases.
I described the case to this foreign worker and i think he had some difficulty in understanding what i was saying. the report he typed was full of errors which i wondered whether the technician who reads it understand what is wrong with my phone.
I tried using back my old dopod phone which failed me in china. I thought it was a charger problem so when i went to buy it, it didnt work. so i wasted $. shld be the battery problem but I dont dare to buy. haha.
my camera is ready now and it costs 200 =(
i also signed up for a zero dollar plan since my plan with m1 expired. was quite pissed off that they promised that i could collect my nokia e51 on thursday and now they say i had to go down to collect on tue. i really need the smartphone to keep my calendar of events flashing on my phone. been missing appointments.
bought 100+ worth of textbooks and again angry with the army, who not only has not given me my allowance but also my overseas allowance and reimbursement for air ticket.
Time for some flashback, this week is agonizing. Being the Freshmen Welcome Week, got to man booth and do all the recruitment drives.
On the hectic 8th Aug, I had to print 3500 copies of flyers, run down to harbourfront to repair my camera lens. $ gone
then went back to school again to cut flyers. i was sweating like a hound dog cutting 3500 pieces of flyers into half. the lady was impressed with my speed. I cut them all within 30 mins. Then I have to carry all those back to my hall which was damn heavy. In the end, I took a cab to drop my stuff in hall first and continued back home.
On 9th Aug, I went down to Wheelock Place to fix my phone. It had a software problem which it was hard to describe. whenever a msg comes, the phone would register +65 xxxx xxxx. whenever a call comes, the phone would register xxxx xxxx. So if i store the number +65 xxxx xxxx, the name would be reflected when msg comes but not for incoming call. It is frustrating to store 2 same numbers in order for the name to appear in both cases.
I described the case to this foreign worker and i think he had some difficulty in understanding what i was saying. the report he typed was full of errors which i wondered whether the technician who reads it understand what is wrong with my phone.
I tried using back my old dopod phone which failed me in china. I thought it was a charger problem so when i went to buy it, it didnt work. so i wasted $. shld be the battery problem but I dont dare to buy. haha.
my camera is ready now and it costs 200 =(
i also signed up for a zero dollar plan since my plan with m1 expired. was quite pissed off that they promised that i could collect my nokia e51 on thursday and now they say i had to go down to collect on tue. i really need the smartphone to keep my calendar of events flashing on my phone. been missing appointments.
bought 100+ worth of textbooks and again angry with the army, who not only has not given me my allowance but also my overseas allowance and reimbursement for air ticket.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
..:: 579. The One With Sch Reopens ::..
yea. sch finally started. let me recap what i have been busy with.
since i touched down, its back to army. having to write 3 papers as well as being involved in a vacation attachment research project. it was a new initiative of the army student network, giving us this platform for the army scholars to 'touch base', keep in touch with army while still studying.
caught in the FYP craze as well, esp with a tutor who can be quite pushy and demands a lot.
then involved in red cross current affairs competition as a chief tabulator. good to see my old friends.
had to help my friend take over the chairperson's role to organise the red cross recognition day. was quite exciting though, gathering a team and helpers in less than a month.
then came the VA camp at safti which i dreaded initially cos i thought 'attendance is compulsory' events do not turn out well. it was quite a pleasant surprise. i got to know fellow army scholars and some of them were also from NTU. more lunch/dinner/supper kakis! the dialogues sessions with the senior commanders were engaging and i enjoyed listening to their experiences.
preparing for the finals was quite nerve-wrecking. all the other teams looked promising, doing military strategy, effects on operation tempo, while our team was doing recruitment. We have fellow mates from SMU doing business admin as well as NUS and Warwick doing political science.
I would never forget the moment when my friend went to receive the 6th prize and he told me he took a peek at the results the MC was holding. lol. but in the end, our team got 1st! the prize was not the main thing, it was the recognition for all our efforts that mattered most.
1st week of school was relaxing, crashing lectures from computer engineering (damn technical and sian) and going to crash comms studies. met up my frenz for lunch, dinner and supper. feels gd. i felt energised after one sem of non-existence in singapore. this sem taking all my favourite modules except accounting. loved my textbooks so much that i am already reading them. *dont hate me*
i requested to overload this sem cos i wanna take MALAY! i look at the exam paper, damn cool la. got vocabulary. choose the correct word. still got composition of 70 words. lol. hopefully i get the appeal so u will see me reading malay newspaper.
yea. sch finally started. let me recap what i have been busy with.
since i touched down, its back to army. having to write 3 papers as well as being involved in a vacation attachment research project. it was a new initiative of the army student network, giving us this platform for the army scholars to 'touch base', keep in touch with army while still studying.
caught in the FYP craze as well, esp with a tutor who can be quite pushy and demands a lot.
then involved in red cross current affairs competition as a chief tabulator. good to see my old friends.
had to help my friend take over the chairperson's role to organise the red cross recognition day. was quite exciting though, gathering a team and helpers in less than a month.
then came the VA camp at safti which i dreaded initially cos i thought 'attendance is compulsory' events do not turn out well. it was quite a pleasant surprise. i got to know fellow army scholars and some of them were also from NTU. more lunch/dinner/supper kakis! the dialogues sessions with the senior commanders were engaging and i enjoyed listening to their experiences.
preparing for the finals was quite nerve-wrecking. all the other teams looked promising, doing military strategy, effects on operation tempo, while our team was doing recruitment. We have fellow mates from SMU doing business admin as well as NUS and Warwick doing political science.
I would never forget the moment when my friend went to receive the 6th prize and he told me he took a peek at the results the MC was holding. lol. but in the end, our team got 1st! the prize was not the main thing, it was the recognition for all our efforts that mattered most.
1st week of school was relaxing, crashing lectures from computer engineering (damn technical and sian) and going to crash comms studies. met up my frenz for lunch, dinner and supper. feels gd. i felt energised after one sem of non-existence in singapore. this sem taking all my favourite modules except accounting. loved my textbooks so much that i am already reading them. *dont hate me*
i requested to overload this sem cos i wanna take MALAY! i look at the exam paper, damn cool la. got vocabulary. choose the correct word. still got composition of 70 words. lol. hopefully i get the appeal so u will see me reading malay newspaper.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
..:: 578. The One With Lost in Translation ::..
now that my colleague, jo is gone, i have to double up as the translator and 'speller' for my chinese colleague.
'how to sur-pell ...'
jo made it damn hilarious. but today i did meaningful translation. i had to do translate all the titles, ministries, departments, offices of the Chinese Government. improve my chinese and at the same time get to know the complicated government structure they have.
国家民族事务委员会 State Ethnic Affairs Commission
对外贸易经济合作部 Ministry of Foreign Trade and Economic Cooperation
国家计划生育委员会 State Family Planning Commission
经济体制办公厅 Office for Economic Restructuring
and not forgeting the very mouthful and powerful
中国人民政治协商会议全国委员会 National Committee of the CPPCC
中国人民政治协商会议全国委员会常务委员会 Standing Committee of the National Committee of the CPPCC
CPPCC: Chinese People Political Consultative Conference
finally grey's anatomy season 4 dvd is out! this week i have been spending my nights watching dvd. first was the hongkong tvb series which was damn nice. i thought grey's finale trauma case was interesting but i would like to see something more bloody. love the part where they discovered bladder is the one that will cause complication.
was watching some youtube about a song composed for the olympics. 北京欢迎你。 beijing welcomes you. its a song sang by dunno-how-many singers. some thing like the sars song but i find it catchy. and stefanie sun sang that line beautifully. she also got selected to represent overseas chinese in a movie theme song 站起来 Stand up. it is a movie of a sprinter who remained undaunted while trying to get to compete in the olympics. all cheena casting.
and i think sharon stone was on some crack or something. how can she say that the earthquake was china's k****... its like getting herself shot. saw the angry comments on the video and one guy mentioned, if everyone of the 13 billion spit on her, she would be drowned by them. oops. not very sanitary.
shucks. tml have to hand in 2 chinese reports and attachment progress report. the EEE guys coming over to our place to adore our new dvd player and watch some chick flicks.
i hear chips, pizza and beer calling me...
now that my colleague, jo is gone, i have to double up as the translator and 'speller' for my chinese colleague.
'how to sur-pell ...'
jo made it damn hilarious. but today i did meaningful translation. i had to do translate all the titles, ministries, departments, offices of the Chinese Government. improve my chinese and at the same time get to know the complicated government structure they have.
国家民族事务委员会 State Ethnic Affairs Commission
对外贸易经济合作部 Ministry of Foreign Trade and Economic Cooperation
国家计划生育委员会 State Family Planning Commission
经济体制办公厅 Office for Economic Restructuring
and not forgeting the very mouthful and powerful
中国人民政治协商会议全国委员会 National Committee of the CPPCC
中国人民政治协商会议全国委员会常务委员会 Standing Committee of the National Committee of the CPPCC
CPPCC: Chinese People Political Consultative Conference
finally grey's anatomy season 4 dvd is out! this week i have been spending my nights watching dvd. first was the hongkong tvb series which was damn nice. i thought grey's finale trauma case was interesting but i would like to see something more bloody. love the part where they discovered bladder is the one that will cause complication.
was watching some youtube about a song composed for the olympics. 北京欢迎你。 beijing welcomes you. its a song sang by dunno-how-many singers. some thing like the sars song but i find it catchy. and stefanie sun sang that line beautifully. she also got selected to represent overseas chinese in a movie theme song 站起来 Stand up. it is a movie of a sprinter who remained undaunted while trying to get to compete in the olympics. all cheena casting.
and i think sharon stone was on some crack or something. how can she say that the earthquake was china's k****... its like getting herself shot. saw the angry comments on the video and one guy mentioned, if everyone of the 13 billion spit on her, she would be drowned by them. oops. not very sanitary.
shucks. tml have to hand in 2 chinese reports and attachment progress report. the EEE guys coming over to our place to adore our new dvd player and watch some chick flicks.
i hear chips, pizza and beer calling me...
Friday, May 23, 2008
..:: 577. The One With Minus One ::..
yesterday night after work, i suddenly feel like singing KTV so i managed to 'jio' 2 of my house mates to go with me for an overnight KTV. prior to that, i went gym at night. training for ippt when i go back. Sang till 6am then we went McDonalds for breakfast before we headed to sch. we were practically walking with our eyes shut.
took a nap in the afternoon and was utterly stunned by a msn msg.
my fellow housemate, joanne HAVE to fly back on SUNDAY to singapore. my first reaction was 'what?'. her visa expired and she could not get them renewed. we all applied for double-entry visa in singapore. however, she went hongkong and then after korea and thus used up the double entries. Now she could not renew, the only choice is to go out of china (nearest hongkong) and come back. but our boss said it is not worth cos we are left with 3 weeks.
In the end, we will be going yunnan without her. supposed to take photoshoot next week. paintball session following week. it was so sudden. supposed to go muse tonight but had to change plans so that she can visit places she havent been. tml going QPL (aka cheapo road) to do last min shopping.
sian. now the office will have one less person i can quarrel with.
Lucky we had our ktv session. one less regret.
yesterday night after work, i suddenly feel like singing KTV so i managed to 'jio' 2 of my house mates to go with me for an overnight KTV. prior to that, i went gym at night. training for ippt when i go back. Sang till 6am then we went McDonalds for breakfast before we headed to sch. we were practically walking with our eyes shut.
took a nap in the afternoon and was utterly stunned by a msn msg.
my fellow housemate, joanne HAVE to fly back on SUNDAY to singapore. my first reaction was 'what?'. her visa expired and she could not get them renewed. we all applied for double-entry visa in singapore. however, she went hongkong and then after korea and thus used up the double entries. Now she could not renew, the only choice is to go out of china (nearest hongkong) and come back. but our boss said it is not worth cos we are left with 3 weeks.
In the end, we will be going yunnan without her. supposed to take photoshoot next week. paintball session following week. it was so sudden. supposed to go muse tonight but had to change plans so that she can visit places she havent been. tml going QPL (aka cheapo road) to do last min shopping.
sian. now the office will have one less person i can quarrel with.
Lucky we had our ktv session. one less regret.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
..:: 576. The One With D&G ::..
just surfed upon D&G (my fave) and saw their winter 2009 collection.
finally mariah carey's E=MC2 is out in china. share a little joke =)
i called a music store in Raffles City (Shanghai) to check whether they had the newest album.
Me: hi, 请问你们有玛丽亚卡利最新的专辑吗？ (do you have MC's newest album ?)
Guy: 有啊
Suspecting that he meant the single she released, Touch My Body...
Me: 我想找的是 E=MC2 ， 是那个吗? ( I am looking for E=MC2, is that the one?)
Guy：我有的是 触摸我的身体 (I have ... Touch My Body)
then i heard girls laughing at the back. i tried to control my laughter and thank him before hanging up. It's funnier in chinese i think.
anyway for the album, despite the marriage crap with nick cannon, i still like some of her songs:
touch my body - her 18th #1 on Billboard
migrate - that song is about migrating from one place to another, whether it's from the bar to the club, from the club to the apartment, to wherever, whatever, city to the beach, beach to who knows where.
i stay in love -
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
side effects - mariah's ex and how she 'suffers' with him... if u are in an abusive relationship before, this might click
When I space am I still dreaming 'bout them violent times?
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects
love story - couldnt get together because of friends. such things do happen.
And then his friends
Said "its too soon to settle down"
And then her friends
Said "he's a playa, slow it down"
They couldn't be who they was
Cause it just seemed like love
Wasn't on they side
for the record - for those surviving breakups and still reminiscing the old times... i love the song when it goes ' why we cant just press rewind'
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
and of course, the tear-jerker song of the album, bye bye, for those who have lost somebody. i think of my grandmother everytime i hear this song.
intro:
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
chorus:
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Delicate this last song to those victims in the earthquake and cyclone tragedies.
just surfed upon D&G (my fave) and saw their winter 2009 collection.
finally mariah carey's E=MC2 is out in china. share a little joke =)
i called a music store in Raffles City (Shanghai) to check whether they had the newest album.
Me: hi, 请问你们有玛丽亚卡利最新的专辑吗？ (do you have MC's newest album ?)
Guy: 有啊
Suspecting that he meant the single she released, Touch My Body...
Me: 我想找的是 E=MC2 ， 是那个吗? ( I am looking for E=MC2, is that the one?)
Guy：我有的是 触摸我的身体 (I have ... Touch My Body)
then i heard girls laughing at the back. i tried to control my laughter and thank him before hanging up. It's funnier in chinese i think.
anyway for the album, despite the marriage crap with nick cannon, i still like some of her songs:
touch my body - her 18th #1 on Billboard
migrate - that song is about migrating from one place to another, whether it's from the bar to the club, from the club to the apartment, to wherever, whatever, city to the beach, beach to who knows where.
i stay in love -
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
side effects - mariah's ex and how she 'suffers' with him... if u are in an abusive relationship before, this might click
When I space am I still dreaming 'bout them violent times?
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects
love story - couldnt get together because of friends. such things do happen.
And then his friends
Said "its too soon to settle down"
And then her friends
Said "he's a playa, slow it down"
They couldn't be who they was
Cause it just seemed like love
Wasn't on they side
for the record - for those surviving breakups and still reminiscing the old times... i love the song when it goes ' why we cant just press rewind'
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
and of course, the tear-jerker song of the album, bye bye, for those who have lost somebody. i think of my grandmother everytime i hear this song.
intro:
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
chorus:
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Delicate this last song to those victims in the earthquake and cyclone tragedies.
..:: 575.. The One With Series ::..
yesterday was at a wonderful dvd store with kelvin, NUS big shot, and i wondered why he didnt choose to become a salesman. he practically watched almost all the dvd series they had on their shelves. he recommended quite a few shows which i hesitated to buy as i knew our tastes were not quite the same.
Dexter, Hustle, Entourage, Boston Legal were his strong recommendations
Gossip Girl was interesting, likewise for Dirt and Nip/Tuck
shall watch a few episodes of those before i decide to buy their series. dvds here are dirt cheap and they are of good quality. i still love my grey's anatomy, 6 feet under and prison break. i was so slow to realise that 'the L word' is actually about lesbians. i am intrigued by this kind of shows cos they always show a lot of personality and interesting behaviors.
now i cant wait for antm to be released. cycle 10 ended just last sunday and it is the only cycle that i did not manage to download in complete series. throughout the cycle, i loved lauren and claire but they were eliminated for the right reason i guess. lauren for her inability to do commercials and claire for her 'one-look' and not being versatile. but i thought they should have let stacey ann go first cos she was also bland, just that tyra keeps harping on her nice jawline and i dont really like her 'model 101' poses, so unnatural. i think for the covergirl (reads: cover the man in you) shoot, i prefer whitney's then fatima and anya last.
i thought whitney's walk on the runway was not at all high-fashion but the judges said she showed her style. o_O she really looked like strutting in a shopping mall. anyway whether anot the show is rigged, a full-figured model has to win to give hope to aspiring models.
but seriously at the end of the day, designers make samples of their works based on a certain build, that's why models have to be of certain height and frame to fit those clothes.
enough of models, back to serious matters. yesterday at about 2.28pm, i could hear sirens and horns from vehicles near my office. only then i realised it was the 3-minute mourning. just puzzled why they wanted to horn for 3-min, cos i thought it is usually moments of silence?
plus, in beijing and shanghai, orders went sent to the entertainment industries to close for 3 days, that includes my fave KTV. o_O though its a nation tragedy, somehow i feel that as depressing as the situation was, we still have to move on. cease entertainment to remind people that they should not enjoy with this incident going on? no TV programs, 24-hour news on the tragedy... it has become so hard for people to move on.
maybe its a different mindset that i have, wouldnt label it as a singaporean mindset. i mean things happen, we feel remorseful and we help in whatever ways we can and we should move on. i was quite disturbed by the repeated news and the voice of the broadcasters telling the people how they should unite and stay strong. how the army and the medical teams sacrifice for the country... of course i know they did and we honour and appreciate, but they dont have to make it so blatant that it almost looks like a propaganda.
maybe singapore has not encountered big incidents, the last one was probably SARS. but i remember that time, they had hourly update and some campaign song by phua chu kang. people still move on, tv still showing comedies and life goes on. maybe i'm comparing apples and oranges but u get the idea.
as china focuses on their own disaster, they had no room for the myanmar cyclone which killed at least twice as many people. no report on other countries or any other news except the olympics and the earthquake.
yesterday was at a wonderful dvd store with kelvin, NUS big shot, and i wondered why he didnt choose to become a salesman. he practically watched almost all the dvd series they had on their shelves. he recommended quite a few shows which i hesitated to buy as i knew our tastes were not quite the same.
Dexter, Hustle, Entourage, Boston Legal were his strong recommendations
Gossip Girl was interesting, likewise for Dirt and Nip/Tuck
shall watch a few episodes of those before i decide to buy their series. dvds here are dirt cheap and they are of good quality. i still love my grey's anatomy, 6 feet under and prison break. i was so slow to realise that 'the L word' is actually about lesbians. i am intrigued by this kind of shows cos they always show a lot of personality and interesting behaviors.
now i cant wait for antm to be released. cycle 10 ended just last sunday and it is the only cycle that i did not manage to download in complete series. throughout the cycle, i loved lauren and claire but they were eliminated for the right reason i guess. lauren for her inability to do commercials and claire for her 'one-look' and not being versatile. but i thought they should have let stacey ann go first cos she was also bland, just that tyra keeps harping on her nice jawline and i dont really like her 'model 101' poses, so unnatural. i think for the covergirl (reads: cover the man in you) shoot, i prefer whitney's then fatima and anya last.
i thought whitney's walk on the runway was not at all high-fashion but the judges said she showed her style. o_O she really looked like strutting in a shopping mall. anyway whether anot the show is rigged, a full-figured model has to win to give hope to aspiring models.
but seriously at the end of the day, designers make samples of their works based on a certain build, that's why models have to be of certain height and frame to fit those clothes.
enough of models, back to serious matters. yesterday at about 2.28pm, i could hear sirens and horns from vehicles near my office. only then i realised it was the 3-minute mourning. just puzzled why they wanted to horn for 3-min, cos i thought it is usually moments of silence?
plus, in beijing and shanghai, orders went sent to the entertainment industries to close for 3 days, that includes my fave KTV. o_O though its a nation tragedy, somehow i feel that as depressing as the situation was, we still have to move on. cease entertainment to remind people that they should not enjoy with this incident going on? no TV programs, 24-hour news on the tragedy... it has become so hard for people to move on.
maybe its a different mindset that i have, wouldnt label it as a singaporean mindset. i mean things happen, we feel remorseful and we help in whatever ways we can and we should move on. i was quite disturbed by the repeated news and the voice of the broadcasters telling the people how they should unite and stay strong. how the army and the medical teams sacrifice for the country... of course i know they did and we honour and appreciate, but they dont have to make it so blatant that it almost looks like a propaganda.
maybe singapore has not encountered big incidents, the last one was probably SARS. but i remember that time, they had hourly update and some campaign song by phua chu kang. people still move on, tv still showing comedies and life goes on. maybe i'm comparing apples and oranges but u get the idea.
as china focuses on their own disaster, they had no room for the myanmar cyclone which killed at least twice as many people. no report on other countries or any other news except the olympics and the earthquake.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
..:: 574. The One With Writing Report ::..
Boss back in singapore so i had the luxury to write blog and do my report. having to do 2 chinese essays each 2500 words is kinda insane. supposed to call companies from chengdu but some companies have not started work.
was chatting with my frenz online and found that they have secured jobs in kpmg, deloitte... envy...
for my 2 reports, i am writing on 中国服饰通史 history of chinese costumes and 满城尽带黄金甲, drawing psychoanalysis theories to analyse the show, curse of the golden flower. My first time watching the show starring chow yun-fat, gong li and jay zhou. i find myself to like zhang yimou's works, though his movies are mostly adapted from novels. but like he said, he used his vision and direction to produce effects you cant get in a book.
the title of the movie comes from the last line of a poem written by huang zhao, who was a rebel leader. pretty much reflective of what the whole show is about.
不第后赋菊 黄巢
待到秋来九月八，我花开后百花杀。
冲天香阵透长安，满城尽带黄金甲。
When autumn comes on Double Ninth Festival, my flower [the chrysanthemum] will bloom and all others perish. When the sky-reaching fragrance [of the chrysanthemum] permeates Chang'an, the whole city will be clothed in golden armour.
during tang dynasty, people adored mudan flower (peonies), but huang went against the culture and chose chrysanthemum. so in the movie, this flower became the icon for rebellion.
throughout the show, the sons had no intention to kill the father to take over the throne which could be explained by the oedipus complex. whole load of concept so its better to just watch the show and read wiki. haha.
today i uploaded an album and got shot. didnt know they were private pix. feel so bad now.
Boss back in singapore so i had the luxury to write blog and do my report. having to do 2 chinese essays each 2500 words is kinda insane. supposed to call companies from chengdu but some companies have not started work.
was chatting with my frenz online and found that they have secured jobs in kpmg, deloitte... envy...
for my 2 reports, i am writing on 中国服饰通史 history of chinese costumes and 满城尽带黄金甲, drawing psychoanalysis theories to analyse the show, curse of the golden flower. My first time watching the show starring chow yun-fat, gong li and jay zhou. i find myself to like zhang yimou's works, though his movies are mostly adapted from novels. but like he said, he used his vision and direction to produce effects you cant get in a book.
the title of the movie comes from the last line of a poem written by huang zhao, who was a rebel leader. pretty much reflective of what the whole show is about.
不第后赋菊 黄巢
待到秋来九月八，我花开后百花杀。
冲天香阵透长安，满城尽带黄金甲。
When autumn comes on Double Ninth Festival, my flower [the chrysanthemum] will bloom and all others perish. When the sky-reaching fragrance [of the chrysanthemum] permeates Chang'an, the whole city will be clothed in golden armour.
during tang dynasty, people adored mudan flower (peonies), but huang went against the culture and chose chrysanthemum. so in the movie, this flower became the icon for rebellion.
throughout the show, the sons had no intention to kill the father to take over the throne which could be explained by the oedipus complex. whole load of concept so its better to just watch the show and read wiki. haha.
today i uploaded an album and got shot. didnt know they were private pix. feel so bad now.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
..:: 573. The One With Shanghai Week 18 ::..
wow. time passes real fast. my 22 weeks of GIP coming to an end soon. the best parts about this GIP are probably:
- live independently. go wherever i want to and take full responsibility of myself.
- made lots of cool frenz from diverse background
- more bitching buddies
- clothes you never find in singapore and THAT CHEAP
- overnight KTV 5 SGD
- midnight supper deliveries
- DVD 1 SGD
- squeezing and pushing your way in public transport
- travelling!
i realised posting pics here would make the blog lag and slow to load. hence, i would include the link to my pictures =) YAY!
went suzhou and hangzhou twice as jiejiun came to visit me. haha. apologise for not being a gd host. had to work everyday and only free for dinner =(
Korea Day 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90056&id=763130230&op=24
Day 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90058&id=763130230&op=24
Day 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90061&id=763130230&op=18
Day 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90216&id=763130230&op=18
On Day 3, we heard from the news that one of the gates was burnt down, just after we visited that place. No, we didnt light anything.
feb 20. wanna thank my frenz for celebrating my birthday and planning a surprise. also the greetings i received through phone and fb.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91545&id=763130230
wuxi was alright. nothing really memorable except for the fact we rent costumes to take pictures and that it was a rather big group from NTU GIP
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=98860&id=763130230&op=18
then luoyang was one of the best trips too. i'm glad i went ahead with the offer. for 1k RMB, it was definitely worth it. plus, the frenz i got to know from FUSSA - fudan university singapore - student association.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=101616&id=763130230&op=12
and if you ever visit hangzhou, dont forget 外婆家 grandma's kitchen.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=102613&id=763130230&op=12
then its the nanjing trip which the school organised for us for free (or is it in the S$350 we paid?). the trip was kinda ruined by the rain. cam-whoring with umbrellas was challenging.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=106756&id=763130230&op=12
For labour day holiday, we went to our colleague's hometown, zhenjiang. 镇江. people get confused it with zhejiang, 浙江. It was freaking hot. We also managed to catch Ironman in their cinema for 5SGD, student price.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110491&id=763130230
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110497&id=763130230&op=6
'everything also must try', that is the quote we live by. Mayday concert ticket for 30SGD, how to give it a miss? I went not knowing many of their songs.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110858&id=763130230&op=6
then we went to visit some water village. tongli. kinda commercial but the sex museum was the highlight.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=112253&id=763130230
And all the food we ate, celebrations we had, shopping sprees we did, just made me want to stay in shanghai longer.
Just as we enjoy ourselves, i feel china didnt start the year quite as well. jan-feb, china was hit by the worst snow ever. mar - tibet riots were raging. apr - olympic torch incidents. may - bus explosion and now the sichuan earthquake. hope the year will turn better with the commencement of the olympics.
compare with my 1.5K RMB root canal repair, lost of camera, handphone spoilt. my losses are so minor.
4 weeks more and i have to once again lift the baggage up that i left behind in Singapore 18 weeks ago.
wow. time passes real fast. my 22 weeks of GIP coming to an end soon. the best parts about this GIP are probably:
- live independently. go wherever i want to and take full responsibility of myself.
- made lots of cool frenz from diverse background
- more bitching buddies
- clothes you never find in singapore and THAT CHEAP
- overnight KTV 5 SGD
- midnight supper deliveries
- DVD 1 SGD
- squeezing and pushing your way in public transport
- travelling!
i realised posting pics here would make the blog lag and slow to load. hence, i would include the link to my pictures =) YAY!
went suzhou and hangzhou twice as jiejiun came to visit me. haha. apologise for not being a gd host. had to work everyday and only free for dinner =(
Korea Day 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90056&id=763130230&op=24
Day 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90058&id=763130230&op=24
Day 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90061&id=763130230&op=18
Day 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90216&id=763130230&op=18
On Day 3, we heard from the news that one of the gates was burnt down, just after we visited that place. No, we didnt light anything.
feb 20. wanna thank my frenz for celebrating my birthday and planning a surprise. also the greetings i received through phone and fb.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91545&id=763130230
wuxi was alright. nothing really memorable except for the fact we rent costumes to take pictures and that it was a rather big group from NTU GIP
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=98860&id=763130230&op=18
then luoyang was one of the best trips too. i'm glad i went ahead with the offer. for 1k RMB, it was definitely worth it. plus, the frenz i got to know from FUSSA - fudan university singapore - student association.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=101616&id=763130230&op=12
and if you ever visit hangzhou, dont forget 外婆家 grandma's kitchen.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=102613&id=763130230&op=12
then its the nanjing trip which the school organised for us for free (or is it in the S$350 we paid?). the trip was kinda ruined by the rain. cam-whoring with umbrellas was challenging.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=106756&id=763130230&op=12
For labour day holiday, we went to our colleague's hometown, zhenjiang. 镇江. people get confused it with zhejiang, 浙江. It was freaking hot. We also managed to catch Ironman in their cinema for 5SGD, student price.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110491&id=763130230
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110497&id=763130230&op=6
'everything also must try', that is the quote we live by. Mayday concert ticket for 30SGD, how to give it a miss? I went not knowing many of their songs.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110858&id=763130230&op=6
then we went to visit some water village. tongli. kinda commercial but the sex museum was the highlight.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=112253&id=763130230
And all the food we ate, celebrations we had, shopping sprees we did, just made me want to stay in shanghai longer.
Just as we enjoy ourselves, i feel china didnt start the year quite as well. jan-feb, china was hit by the worst snow ever. mar - tibet riots were raging. apr - olympic torch incidents. may - bus explosion and now the sichuan earthquake. hope the year will turn better with the commencement of the olympics.
compare with my 1.5K RMB root canal repair, lost of camera, handphone spoilt. my losses are so minor.
4 weeks more and i have to once again lift the baggage up that i left behind in Singapore 18 weeks ago.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
..:: 572. The One With Shanghai So Far ::..
been so busy at work, if not it will be travelling around china. got no internet at home so i cant blog like in the past.
my birthday celebration was great. must thank all my friends who took time to plan the surprise. on the stroke of midnight when i came back, they had one candle on each of the 22 ferrero rochers..
then when i thought it was going to be a boring usual wednesday, they had a surprise dinner for me at a brazillian meat buffet. got a nice cake and a clinque eye cream treatment for my present cos i have been ogling at eye products since i was in korea.
work has been very satisfying though my director can be intimidating and demanding at times. i got used to his style as he was also an ex-saf scholar so i can understand where he is coming from. i get to interact with executives that have like 10-20 years of working experience. it is a challenge for me to behave and talk like a professional and not an intern.
i guess the only limiting factor would be the search techniques and database. i guess it would be something that i would do in the future but perhaps with a larger company. in my stint, i am also dealing with Fortune 500 companies and more importantly i am researching and understanding different industries. not all internship can achieve that... i am lucky to be 'slave-driven' rather than doing mundane data entry. not really that bad actually but my frenz prefer to see it that way.
hangzhou was a scenic place and i love the west lake. the food there was great. i found that putting pictures on the blog would make it lag so i guess i should include the link to my pictures.
went korea for my cny holidays. i am glad i made the right choice. shanghaieses ate damn fast! we were the only singaporeans and as usual we were always the last to board the bus. we love the food and have many servings. the shanghaieses found the food there too bland so they did not eat much.
then we went wuxi, it was a one day trip so did not really get to enjoy the place. the trip had the most number of ntu gip students. one of the organiser slept in the train and missed the stop. he and his friends went all the way to nanjing. i learnt something from that too... u can pay for a wuxi ticket and sit your way through to nanjing. save $$$!
this week i will be going to luoyang with my close friends and mostly nus people. cannot wait to see the shaolin temple and 18 bronzemen. the justice bao and whatever that comes. FOOD!
this gip is more fruitful having to know the NUS people. they have stronger connection here in shanghai - Shanghai Singapore Business Association. they also have SHEN - shanghai entrepreneurs from NUS which organises in-convo where they invite senior management from different companies to give a talk on the Chinese market every month. Isnt that fun? I hope we can get to do that... they studied in fudan university and get to mix with the local students. unlike us, we are confined to our own people during classes. no choice i guess, especially since our modules are fixed and designed specially for us.
been having so much overnight ktv! 5SGD to sing from 12mn to 6am. gotta run for dinner now. ciao.
been so busy at work, if not it will be travelling around china. got no internet at home so i cant blog like in the past.
my birthday celebration was great. must thank all my friends who took time to plan the surprise. on the stroke of midnight when i came back, they had one candle on each of the 22 ferrero rochers..
then when i thought it was going to be a boring usual wednesday, they had a surprise dinner for me at a brazillian meat buffet. got a nice cake and a clinque eye cream treatment for my present cos i have been ogling at eye products since i was in korea.
work has been very satisfying though my director can be intimidating and demanding at times. i got used to his style as he was also an ex-saf scholar so i can understand where he is coming from. i get to interact with executives that have like 10-20 years of working experience. it is a challenge for me to behave and talk like a professional and not an intern.
i guess the only limiting factor would be the search techniques and database. i guess it would be something that i would do in the future but perhaps with a larger company. in my stint, i am also dealing with Fortune 500 companies and more importantly i am researching and understanding different industries. not all internship can achieve that... i am lucky to be 'slave-driven' rather than doing mundane data entry. not really that bad actually but my frenz prefer to see it that way.
hangzhou was a scenic place and i love the west lake. the food there was great. i found that putting pictures on the blog would make it lag so i guess i should include the link to my pictures.
went korea for my cny holidays. i am glad i made the right choice. shanghaieses ate damn fast! we were the only singaporeans and as usual we were always the last to board the bus. we love the food and have many servings. the shanghaieses found the food there too bland so they did not eat much.
then we went wuxi, it was a one day trip so did not really get to enjoy the place. the trip had the most number of ntu gip students. one of the organiser slept in the train and missed the stop. he and his friends went all the way to nanjing. i learnt something from that too... u can pay for a wuxi ticket and sit your way through to nanjing. save $$$!
this week i will be going to luoyang with my close friends and mostly nus people. cannot wait to see the shaolin temple and 18 bronzemen. the justice bao and whatever that comes. FOOD!
this gip is more fruitful having to know the NUS people. they have stronger connection here in shanghai - Shanghai Singapore Business Association. they also have SHEN - shanghai entrepreneurs from NUS which organises in-convo where they invite senior management from different companies to give a talk on the Chinese market every month. Isnt that fun? I hope we can get to do that... they studied in fudan university and get to mix with the local students. unlike us, we are confined to our own people during classes. no choice i guess, especially since our modules are fixed and designed specially for us.
been having so much overnight ktv! 5SGD to sing from 12mn to 6am. gotta run for dinner now. ciao.
Monday, January 28, 2008
..:: 571. The One With Suzhou 苏州 ::..
forgive me for the very late entry. went suzhou on the 12th. it was super fun cos we were with our colleagues. it was much colder than in shanghai...loading pictures takes forever =(
they washed clothes and bathed using the water... and we thought how come the vegetables tasted so nice. lol.
at the museum, they had this wonderful backdrop.
the pagoda looks great but too cold to climb up
visited a few of their gardens and this well was built so that the water inside acts as a mirror
nice scenery...
cam-whoring again...
tea appreciation...
went to silk factory and i bought RMB1k plus worth of silk goods.
2nd day at the museum, cant help but take a picture with the kid. so cute.
also, i got pickpocketed for the first time. =( lost my camera but will be getting a new one soon... hopefully in time for my korea trip. oh, i will be going to korea for chinese new year! isnt it exciting? ski and hot spring. hopefully can go 大长今 shooting scenes.
forgive me for the very late entry. went suzhou on the 12th. it was super fun cos we were with our colleagues. it was much colder than in shanghai...loading pictures takes forever =(
they washed clothes and bathed using the water... and we thought how come the vegetables tasted so nice. lol.
at the museum, they had this wonderful backdrop.
the pagoda looks great but too cold to climb up
visited a few of their gardens and this well was built so that the water inside acts as a mirror
nice scenery...
cam-whoring again...
tea appreciation...
went to silk factory and i bought RMB1k plus worth of silk goods.
2nd day at the museum, cant help but take a picture with the kid. so cute.
also, i got pickpocketed for the first time. =( lost my camera but will be getting a new one soon... hopefully in time for my korea trip. oh, i will be going to korea for chinese new year! isnt it exciting? ski and hot spring. hopefully can go 大长今 shooting scenes.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
..:: 570. The One With China ::..
5 things that sucked in China.
1. Boss asked us to start work on wed when our official start date was 14th.
2. Cant flush toilet paper down the toilet bowl (will choke the pipe) and it contributes to the amount of biohazard we have in the dustbin.
3. It is freaking cold. getting colder though not as cold as finland but still... i want to wear my berms and slippers.
4. No access to blogs. Dunno why they block them? scared of propaganda?
5. Bathing is not enjoyable. shivering to get myself dried.
When we first arrived, we were stunned to know that our company had arranged accomodation for us. There goes our deposit of 400SGD. Our boss was kind (with strings attached) to offset our losses by half. our accomodation was initially RMB6500 per month and now it is RMB4000.
Our boss requested us to work early to be 'fair' as he offset our losses...
anyway, the job i must say is interesting and challenging. at first i thought it is some kind of telemarketing job. being headhunter is not easy. got lots of research to be done and i like the fact that behind the phone we sound like professional, knowing the business of the industry and talking to people who are so much senior than us.
next entry... suzhou trip =)
5 things that sucked in China.
1. Boss asked us to start work on wed when our official start date was 14th.
2. Cant flush toilet paper down the toilet bowl (will choke the pipe) and it contributes to the amount of biohazard we have in the dustbin.
3. It is freaking cold. getting colder though not as cold as finland but still... i want to wear my berms and slippers.
4. No access to blogs. Dunno why they block them? scared of propaganda?
5. Bathing is not enjoyable. shivering to get myself dried.
When we first arrived, we were stunned to know that our company had arranged accomodation for us. There goes our deposit of 400SGD. Our boss was kind (with strings attached) to offset our losses by half. our accomodation was initially RMB6500 per month and now it is RMB4000.
Our boss requested us to work early to be 'fair' as he offset our losses...
anyway, the job i must say is interesting and challenging. at first i thought it is some kind of telemarketing job. being headhunter is not easy. got lots of research to be done and i like the fact that behind the phone we sound like professional, knowing the business of the industry and talking to people who are so much senior than us.
next entry... suzhou trip =)
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Saturday, January 05, 2008
..:: 568. The One With Dr Bailey ::..
ya. my fever for grey's anatomy has not yet gone down. i so love dr bailey and her no-nonsense attitude, yet showing signs of humanity at times. she is mean with her interns and dare to stand up against attendings (more experienced than the residents).
this video shows the first time the interns met dr bailey, she was known as the 'nazi':
this is when she was pregnant and came back, she's demanding but i like it.
must-watch: who's damn panties are on my bulletin board?
inspirational! she's the only one that did not sleep ard. haha. this is where she stood up for herself to set up a free clinic against the attendings.
oh well. a recap of events in 2007.
-surf sweat 2007
-had the best birthday cake
-went to finland, endured -20 degrees
-stayed in glass igloo, visited santa claus village and tried ice-ski
-tried reindeer meat
-went to mindef for vacation attachment and what an experience!
-went hongkong, macau
-started my specialisation, HR Consulting
-won 1st runner up (Singapore) for Capitaland Retail Marketing Award
-participated in Singapore Fashion Week and met models
-won best volunteer and got a ipod nano 3rd gen
-participated in BRANDS new product development
-participated in the Tata Crucible International Business Quiz 2007
-participated in Singapore HR Challenge 2008
-selected to participate in Global Immersion Programme to China
-got into Singapore Search and Investment Capital w phone interview
-stayed in ritz carlton for xmas
-got great results
hope 2008 will be even a better year for me =) Of cos all these would not have happen without my dearest, my frenz and friends whom I may not have known as well but 2008 i will forge closer friendships.
ya. my fever for grey's anatomy has not yet gone down. i so love dr bailey and her no-nonsense attitude, yet showing signs of humanity at times. she is mean with her interns and dare to stand up against attendings (more experienced than the residents).
this video shows the first time the interns met dr bailey, she was known as the 'nazi':
this is when she was pregnant and came back, she's demanding but i like it.
must-watch: who's damn panties are on my bulletin board?
inspirational! she's the only one that did not sleep ard. haha. this is where she stood up for herself to set up a free clinic against the attendings.
oh well. a recap of events in 2007.
-surf sweat 2007
-had the best birthday cake
-went to finland, endured -20 degrees
-stayed in glass igloo, visited santa claus village and tried ice-ski
-tried reindeer meat
-went to mindef for vacation attachment and what an experience!
-went hongkong, macau
-started my specialisation, HR Consulting
-won 1st runner up (Singapore) for Capitaland Retail Marketing Award
-participated in Singapore Fashion Week and met models
-won best volunteer and got a ipod nano 3rd gen
-participated in BRANDS new product development
-participated in the Tata Crucible International Business Quiz 2007
-participated in Singapore HR Challenge 2008
-selected to participate in Global Immersion Programme to China
-got into Singapore Search and Investment Capital w phone interview
-stayed in ritz carlton for xmas
-got great results
hope 2008 will be even a better year for me =) Of cos all these would not have happen without my dearest, my frenz and friends whom I may not have known as well but 2008 i will forge closer friendships.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
..:: 567. The One With 2008 ::..
time flies. it has been 4 years since i started blogging. every new year i would change my blog template and so fast the chocolate one is over and now my new-found affection.
yup as yash mentioned, their dialogues and narrations are so quotable and i think the writers for grey are witty.
well for 2007 resolutions, i still cannot drive a car which pretty much sucked. getting 2 hours out of my schedule and out of my school (more impt) needs discipline and among my many plans, forking out money to learn really stretches my budget. Most of my budget went into travelling which i guess i can cut in 2008 considering that i am spending half of the year in china.
the horoscope mentioned 2008 i would face some problems on my family side and challenges in relationships but able to soar in my career. shall be more aware...
my 2008 resolution would be to:
- stay in love
- continue maintaining GPA above 4.0
- concentrate on FYP, Studies, Red Cross
- get gold for IPPT
but of course i hope to get a medical checkup for my recurring sinus. after i watched grey's, one of the patients who had non-stop runny nose, they found something pressing on the brain or something (forgot the exact details)... better be safe than sorry.
for new year's eve, i had dinner with my red cross friends. didnt eat much though cos seeing so much food makes me full. then went over to ys house watch horror movie which was not scary at all. then the group of us played citadel which was so much fun. managed to win haha, would recommend to more of my friends to play.
countdown just felt something missing. but i had fun anyway.
heard alien v predator is like resident evil. hope to watch before i fly.
anyway my SIA flight is on 7th Jan, 1am ... will be at the airport about 10pm plus on the 6th. excited but when you have to be away for so long, it doesnt feel like a holiday...
time flies. it has been 4 years since i started blogging. every new year i would change my blog template and so fast the chocolate one is over and now my new-found affection.
yup as yash mentioned, their dialogues and narrations are so quotable and i think the writers for grey are witty.
well for 2007 resolutions, i still cannot drive a car which pretty much sucked. getting 2 hours out of my schedule and out of my school (more impt) needs discipline and among my many plans, forking out money to learn really stretches my budget. Most of my budget went into travelling which i guess i can cut in 2008 considering that i am spending half of the year in china.
the horoscope mentioned 2008 i would face some problems on my family side and challenges in relationships but able to soar in my career. shall be more aware...
my 2008 resolution would be to:
- stay in love
- continue maintaining GPA above 4.0
- concentrate on FYP, Studies, Red Cross
- get gold for IPPT
but of course i hope to get a medical checkup for my recurring sinus. after i watched grey's, one of the patients who had non-stop runny nose, they found something pressing on the brain or something (forgot the exact details)... better be safe than sorry.
for new year's eve, i had dinner with my red cross friends. didnt eat much though cos seeing so much food makes me full. then went over to ys house watch horror movie which was not scary at all. then the group of us played citadel which was so much fun. managed to win haha, would recommend to more of my friends to play.
countdown just felt something missing. but i had fun anyway.
heard alien v predator is like resident evil. hope to watch before i fly.
anyway my SIA flight is on 7th Jan, 1am ... will be at the airport about 10pm plus on the 6th. excited but when you have to be away for so long, it doesnt feel like a holiday...
Saturday, December 29, 2007
..:: 566. The One With Grey's Anatomy ::..
gosh, got hooked on the series. loved the characters there. each with their style and character. the show is adrenaline pumping. when you start to find the live stories or drama of the characters too boring, there come the casualties. some of which are freak accident like a pencil in the eye... arteries from the neck burst, you see blood gushing everywhere.
it taught me to be calm during such stressful situations and look at things from different perspective to solve what seems impossible. There are organisation and management issues to learn from especially from the chief resident (the one in charge of all the resident doctors)
there are difficult choices to make in life. For them, being a doctor, surgeon is to save lives. It is hard not to be emotionally involved and also to balance between caring too much for the patient (like a social worker) and do what a doctor should do. Their personal life and love life almost always in conflict and you can see in the show there are some who really stuck by their vows as a doctor and ended up in bad relationship, divorces and stuff. There are also issues of colour, races and religion brought to attention which made the show even more interesting and realistic.
now i know why one of the show on tv was called 'scrubs' cos for anyone who want to be involved in an operation, they would request to 'scrub it in'... and it was interesting to see how the resident doctors torture their interns...
also learnt that to fear is that you have something to lose. that is why some patients kept on fighting even though they are afraid, they dun want to lose something they hold dear.
The ER situations when the doctors wait outside the hospital are the most exciting.
"We go into medicine because we want to save lives
We go into medicine because we want to do good
We go into medicine for the rush, for the high, for the ride
But what we remember at the end of most days are the losses
What we lay awake at night we replaying is
The pain we caused, or the failure to cure, or the lives we ruined and failed to save
So the experience and practice in medicine rarely resemble the goal
Experience too often is ass backwards, and upside down"
love the narration and how a central idea and the events relate to the idea. that's why i love sex and the city too except with less moaning :X
gosh, got hooked on the series. loved the characters there. each with their style and character. the show is adrenaline pumping. when you start to find the live stories or drama of the characters too boring, there come the casualties. some of which are freak accident like a pencil in the eye... arteries from the neck burst, you see blood gushing everywhere.
it taught me to be calm during such stressful situations and look at things from different perspective to solve what seems impossible. There are organisation and management issues to learn from especially from the chief resident (the one in charge of all the resident doctors)
there are difficult choices to make in life. For them, being a doctor, surgeon is to save lives. It is hard not to be emotionally involved and also to balance between caring too much for the patient (like a social worker) and do what a doctor should do. Their personal life and love life almost always in conflict and you can see in the show there are some who really stuck by their vows as a doctor and ended up in bad relationship, divorces and stuff. There are also issues of colour, races and religion brought to attention which made the show even more interesting and realistic.
now i know why one of the show on tv was called 'scrubs' cos for anyone who want to be involved in an operation, they would request to 'scrub it in'... and it was interesting to see how the resident doctors torture their interns...
also learnt that to fear is that you have something to lose. that is why some patients kept on fighting even though they are afraid, they dun want to lose something they hold dear.
The ER situations when the doctors wait outside the hospital are the most exciting.
"We go into medicine because we want to save lives
We go into medicine because we want to do good
We go into medicine for the rush, for the high, for the ride
But what we remember at the end of most days are the losses
What we lay awake at night we replaying is
The pain we caused, or the failure to cure, or the lives we ruined and failed to save
So the experience and practice in medicine rarely resemble the goal
Experience too often is ass backwards, and upside down"
love the narration and how a central idea and the events relate to the idea. that's why i love sex and the city too except with less moaning :X
Friday, December 28, 2007
Thursday, December 27, 2007
..:: 564. The One With Ritz ::..
yea. most exciting thing happened was the stay at ritz carlton over the weekend and xmas. ironically, spent the first day rushing for HR challenge.
with my mates, kahyan and yash. plus jiayi who became our foreign correspondent in taiwan. haha.
we didnt sleep the whole night. took turns to take power naps while my friends' friends were playing card games, we were cramming our brains. lucky for me i dun have to go work on monday morning. i was rather knocked out... jiayi slept at 330 and woke up at 530 to join us with the battle and managed to edit and come up with executive summary before she joined her tour at 930...
friday went for red cross anniversary dinner. donated MAC lip gloss that i got from fashion week. sadly, it wasnt highly sought after. had fun during lucky draw where our table kept chanting 'capsules' as there were many boxes as prizes. we were hoping others will clear the capsules and leave the vouchers and grand prize for our table...
me with joan.
oh. me with my designer shirt.
caught 2 movies. i am legend during xmas eve. think i am old already... cant take that kind of thriller. maybe i just have a weak heart lol. a rip-off of resident evil and 28 days later.
then was national treasure: the book of secret. think it is more enjoyable than i am legend. comedy + action + romance... maybe a bit far fetched but still nice to watch.
it was nice staying in town area and up in shopping centres in the morning for breakfast. marina square was just 5 mins away and the view from the hotel was great. the hotel had a fire drill and after which the water supply was affected. no cold water for quite some time =( not very pleased with the housekeeping service. i called and when they came, one of them asked, 'what do you need?'
'eh, housekeeping?'
'which part?'
i was like, you know better than me right? why not you give me your trolley and i top up the stuff and change the towels myself?
then was a bad rush for dinner at kallang. due to the fire alarm, the lifts were not working so we had no access to the basement. until a janitor showed us another way through the 'staff-only' staircase. lol. all we got from the staff was asking us to wait patiently -_-
back to my GIP stuff. my fren flew my aeroplane :( now i am the only one out of my flatmates to go fudan university.
yea. most exciting thing happened was the stay at ritz carlton over the weekend and xmas. ironically, spent the first day rushing for HR challenge.
with my mates, kahyan and yash. plus jiayi who became our foreign correspondent in taiwan. haha.
we didnt sleep the whole night. took turns to take power naps while my friends' friends were playing card games, we were cramming our brains. lucky for me i dun have to go work on monday morning. i was rather knocked out... jiayi slept at 330 and woke up at 530 to join us with the battle and managed to edit and come up with executive summary before she joined her tour at 930...
friday went for red cross anniversary dinner. donated MAC lip gloss that i got from fashion week. sadly, it wasnt highly sought after. had fun during lucky draw where our table kept chanting 'capsules' as there were many boxes as prizes. we were hoping others will clear the capsules and leave the vouchers and grand prize for our table...
me with joan.
oh. me with my designer shirt.
caught 2 movies. i am legend during xmas eve. think i am old already... cant take that kind of thriller. maybe i just have a weak heart lol. a rip-off of resident evil and 28 days later.
then was national treasure: the book of secret. think it is more enjoyable than i am legend. comedy + action + romance... maybe a bit far fetched but still nice to watch.
it was nice staying in town area and up in shopping centres in the morning for breakfast. marina square was just 5 mins away and the view from the hotel was great. the hotel had a fire drill and after which the water supply was affected. no cold water for quite some time =( not very pleased with the housekeeping service. i called and when they came, one of them asked, 'what do you need?'
'eh, housekeeping?'
'which part?'
i was like, you know better than me right? why not you give me your trolley and i top up the stuff and change the towels myself?
then was a bad rush for dinner at kallang. due to the fire alarm, the lifts were not working so we had no access to the basement. until a janitor showed us another way through the 'staff-only' staircase. lol. all we got from the staff was asking us to wait patiently -_-
back to my GIP stuff. my fren flew my aeroplane :( now i am the only one out of my flatmates to go fudan university.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
..:: 563. The One With No Work ::..
This week was a long break. took leave to attend red cross camp and flight and accomodation for my exchange were settled. Flying on the 7th of Jan but kinda late so dun think any of my frenz will see me off... sobs... only consolation perhaps would be taking a SIA flight.
red cross camp was fulfilling especially since i am taking up mentor role again. but sadly there are also things i cannot do much about like discipline and the major exercises. felt quite restricted controlling my own group. being safety officer, i also had to be 'on call' 24/7. was quite mad when a trainee told me she needs warm water and i was like wth? do i look like babysitter? i felt that if the juniors are not trained to be disciplined and take initiative in the beginning, they will take things for granted and always have to be reminded.
Talking about mentors, the term often appears in the HR context. As a mentor, i felt 'under-utilised'. in my case, we had to be careful not to 'spoonfeed' the trainees with information and feedback was definitely lacking. Are the trainees satisfied with their performance? or did they come with a mentality that they will pass as long as they go through the programme? or are they simply afraid to approach the mentors? Are we supposed to be in the pro-active role?
anyway back to wednesday, i went back to work and realised my battalion was on cohesion event and not in camp. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. had a gathering with the red cross peeps. as usual we hogged vil'age and starbucks, had gift exchange which was hilarious and lots of cam-whoring. then i felt like i was rushing for getai, went over to dbl o for clubbing. not exactly clubbing though. my fren's sis's frenz (quite a mouthful) were stoning most of the time... anyway the music was not that good =( saw kahyan my uni fren and the pic we took she looked like she wasnt wearing anything =X
slept throughout the public holiday and woke up for dinner... wonderful chicken rice and it was MC for friday. haha. had to overcome my MC to collect my visa as there is not much time left. Went to school to settle my exchange stuff. rushed over vivo to catch alvin and the chipmunks... hooked to the song and they are my official wallpaper for the month. had red cross anniversary dinner and it was so much fun. had a wonderful time shouting capsules during the lucky draw hoping others will take up the capsules leaving the grand prize for our table. funny thing was there was a tag 'reserved' for VIP table and the greyer population thought they should be the highlight of the day by putting a 'P' in front of the tag and truly being the 'preserved' lot of red cross volunteers.
caught finale for survivor and america's next top model... happy for todd, played the game well and was tactful during the Q&A by the jury. amanda should have been more careful and her honesty has caused her the prize. courtney... haha. think she played the game too innocently and the most harmless fly but she's damn funny with her witty one-liners throughout the season.
saleisha totally ruled chantel on the runway for the finale. Heard lots of unhappy comments made over the forums about how saleisha had already appeared and modelled for tyra, attended her camp and stuff. then it was about the colour and race when jenah, who took the most gorgeous photos did not go into final 2 as they would not want 2 blondes to be in the final 2. felt tyra kinda fake. kept saying bad things about saleisha being too commercial and not high fashion... in the end, kept choosing saleisha, its like slapping herself and trying too hard not to be bias.
mediacorp's 9pm show, 黄金路 golden path is another show that is in my mobtv play list. i like how the younger actors and actresses played the characters. their attitudes still lingered when the characters grew up to be played by tay ping hui, joanne peh, chor ming, etc. the essence was still there and li nanxing was the best playing a rogue. the theme song was damn nice.
ok enough of tv, i guess many of you dun watch much tv also.
busy with hr challenge as the deadline is on mon and poor yash fell ill. i owed kahyan a big time =( tml ritz carlton dunno if my frenz still can meet. haha just realised we have not utilised our mentor. how ironic.
This week was a long break. took leave to attend red cross camp and flight and accomodation for my exchange were settled. Flying on the 7th of Jan but kinda late so dun think any of my frenz will see me off... sobs... only consolation perhaps would be taking a SIA flight.
red cross camp was fulfilling especially since i am taking up mentor role again. but sadly there are also things i cannot do much about like discipline and the major exercises. felt quite restricted controlling my own group. being safety officer, i also had to be 'on call' 24/7. was quite mad when a trainee told me she needs warm water and i was like wth? do i look like babysitter? i felt that if the juniors are not trained to be disciplined and take initiative in the beginning, they will take things for granted and always have to be reminded.
Talking about mentors, the term often appears in the HR context. As a mentor, i felt 'under-utilised'. in my case, we had to be careful not to 'spoonfeed' the trainees with information and feedback was definitely lacking. Are the trainees satisfied with their performance? or did they come with a mentality that they will pass as long as they go through the programme? or are they simply afraid to approach the mentors? Are we supposed to be in the pro-active role?
anyway back to wednesday, i went back to work and realised my battalion was on cohesion event and not in camp. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. had a gathering with the red cross peeps. as usual we hogged vil'age and starbucks, had gift exchange which was hilarious and lots of cam-whoring. then i felt like i was rushing for getai, went over to dbl o for clubbing. not exactly clubbing though. my fren's sis's frenz (quite a mouthful) were stoning most of the time... anyway the music was not that good =( saw kahyan my uni fren and the pic we took she looked like she wasnt wearing anything =X
slept throughout the public holiday and woke up for dinner... wonderful chicken rice and it was MC for friday. haha. had to overcome my MC to collect my visa as there is not much time left. Went to school to settle my exchange stuff. rushed over vivo to catch alvin and the chipmunks... hooked to the song and they are my official wallpaper for the month. had red cross anniversary dinner and it was so much fun. had a wonderful time shouting capsules during the lucky draw hoping others will take up the capsules leaving the grand prize for our table. funny thing was there was a tag 'reserved' for VIP table and the greyer population thought they should be the highlight of the day by putting a 'P' in front of the tag and truly being the 'preserved' lot of red cross volunteers.
caught finale for survivor and america's next top model... happy for todd, played the game well and was tactful during the Q&A by the jury. amanda should have been more careful and her honesty has caused her the prize. courtney... haha. think she played the game too innocently and the most harmless fly but she's damn funny with her witty one-liners throughout the season.
saleisha totally ruled chantel on the runway for the finale. Heard lots of unhappy comments made over the forums about how saleisha had already appeared and modelled for tyra, attended her camp and stuff. then it was about the colour and race when jenah, who took the most gorgeous photos did not go into final 2 as they would not want 2 blondes to be in the final 2. felt tyra kinda fake. kept saying bad things about saleisha being too commercial and not high fashion... in the end, kept choosing saleisha, its like slapping herself and trying too hard not to be bias.
mediacorp's 9pm show, 黄金路 golden path is another show that is in my mobtv play list. i like how the younger actors and actresses played the characters. their attitudes still lingered when the characters grew up to be played by tay ping hui, joanne peh, chor ming, etc. the essence was still there and li nanxing was the best playing a rogue. the theme song was damn nice.
ok enough of tv, i guess many of you dun watch much tv also.
busy with hr challenge as the deadline is on mon and poor yash fell ill. i owed kahyan a big time =( tml ritz carlton dunno if my frenz still can meet. haha just realised we have not utilised our mentor. how ironic.
Monday, December 10, 2007
..:: 562. The One With Hectic Week ::..
been a long week since i last blogged. forgot what i did from 3rd-5th... should be sleeping to my heart's content and laze around. 6th attended GIP send off ceremony organised by the GIP office. listened to almost the same group who shared their GIP experiences and how fun was it. it was weird though especially when your target audience are all going to GIP, should tell us more about the survival tips or places to visit rather than share their own experience. of course we know its good cos we chose to go -_-"
then the usual phototaking with the profs and some executives but strangely it seems that we will never get to see the group pic we took? got to know the people whom i will be working with and another 2 who will be working in OCBC situated at 浦东 east of shanghai. wah must start typing in chinese soon.
then had some accomodation talk. one of which, sens service, was set up by ntu gip alumni to provide one-stop service for gip from booking air ticket and visa to securing accomodation. marketing kept talking about providing one-stop service and finally i get to see a real entreprenuer.
started work on 7th. waited for my boss the whole day and got to see him around 3+. briefed me on a project that i have to work on and his expectations. got a stack of scary notes to read but i was glad i got to do something about training system which was relevant to my course.
then saturday spent on red cross. managed to catch golden compass at PS. GV really know how to suck blood. each 'booked' ticket costs 50cents more, instead of having just a booking fee for 50cents. but the show was worth it at least, nicole kidman, my all-time fave actress. her eyes sparkled whenever she talked.
sunday was spent shifting my stuff out of my hostel. did it in 1.5 hours and rushed down to woodlands library for hr challenge meeting. had a simple meal at banquet at causeway point plus pasar malam munchies with yash and jiayi.
and so fast work again on mon. today rained the whole day... had to go to the mess and AOP (approval of plan) with my boss and i had to focus on leadership stuff. wanted to do research but so lazy. haiz.
so much things to settle.
flight, visa, insurance, medical checkup
meeting with singtel
red x camp
been a long week since i last blogged. forgot what i did from 3rd-5th... should be sleeping to my heart's content and laze around. 6th attended GIP send off ceremony organised by the GIP office. listened to almost the same group who shared their GIP experiences and how fun was it. it was weird though especially when your target audience are all going to GIP, should tell us more about the survival tips or places to visit rather than share their own experience. of course we know its good cos we chose to go -_-"
then the usual phototaking with the profs and some executives but strangely it seems that we will never get to see the group pic we took? got to know the people whom i will be working with and another 2 who will be working in OCBC situated at 浦东 east of shanghai. wah must start typing in chinese soon.
then had some accomodation talk. one of which, sens service, was set up by ntu gip alumni to provide one-stop service for gip from booking air ticket and visa to securing accomodation. marketing kept talking about providing one-stop service and finally i get to see a real entreprenuer.
started work on 7th. waited for my boss the whole day and got to see him around 3+. briefed me on a project that i have to work on and his expectations. got a stack of scary notes to read but i was glad i got to do something about training system which was relevant to my course.
then saturday spent on red cross. managed to catch golden compass at PS. GV really know how to suck blood. each 'booked' ticket costs 50cents more, instead of having just a booking fee for 50cents. but the show was worth it at least, nicole kidman, my all-time fave actress. her eyes sparkled whenever she talked.
sunday was spent shifting my stuff out of my hostel. did it in 1.5 hours and rushed down to woodlands library for hr challenge meeting. had a simple meal at banquet at causeway point plus pasar malam munchies with yash and jiayi.
and so fast work again on mon. today rained the whole day... had to go to the mess and AOP (approval of plan) with my boss and i had to focus on leadership stuff. wanted to do research but so lazy. haiz.
so much things to settle.
flight, visa, insurance, medical checkup
meeting with singtel
red x camp
Sunday, December 02, 2007
..:: 561. The One With 30 Days of Night ::..
after exams, this was the first show as part of my post-exam activities. great way to stress myself up again.
i was so tense throughout the movie and the first few seconds of the preview were the reasons to keep me on the edge of my seat. i swear it's the first time i felt like leaving the theatre cos i thought my heart would stop. lol.
The movie is based on a novel and in the town of barrow, Alaska, to the north of the arctic circle where during winter, the sun never rises for 30 days. this would mean vampires can feed without fear of sunlight.
Having said all that, i still think it's the best vampire movie to date that i have watched. the vampires moved fast enough and cleaned up after their 'meals'. Of course other worth-to-watch factors would be josh hartnett and melissa george. josh became the rugged sheriff while melissa kicked ass. if you like both of them and all that sucking (of blood), this show is not for the faint hearted cos the sun certainly didnt rise fast enough.
after exams, this was the first show as part of my post-exam activities. great way to stress myself up again.
i was so tense throughout the movie and the first few seconds of the preview were the reasons to keep me on the edge of my seat. i swear it's the first time i felt like leaving the theatre cos i thought my heart would stop. lol.
The movie is based on a novel and in the town of barrow, Alaska, to the north of the arctic circle where during winter, the sun never rises for 30 days. this would mean vampires can feed without fear of sunlight.
Having said all that, i still think it's the best vampire movie to date that i have watched. the vampires moved fast enough and cleaned up after their 'meals'. Of course other worth-to-watch factors would be josh hartnett and melissa george. josh became the rugged sheriff while melissa kicked ass. if you like both of them and all that sucking (of blood), this show is not for the faint hearted cos the sun certainly didnt rise fast enough.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
..:: 560. The One With Heather ::..
so happy my last paper is done! now finally can sit in front of computer and not feel guilty.
so sad was watching antm and heather was eliminated =( but i believe she is able to make it big, hope one day i get to bump into her. haha. maybe next year singapore fashion week? jade of season 6 came to asia to model so she should try.
the remaining four all have been in the bottom two. all except chantal can be quite a bitch.
this week they went for go-see (meet designers) and heather could not read map and got lost in translation. Her amusing quote: ''The map's completely in Chinese — it's all Greek to me''
so happy my last paper is done! now finally can sit in front of computer and not feel guilty.
so sad was watching antm and heather was eliminated =( but i believe she is able to make it big, hope one day i get to bump into her. haha. maybe next year singapore fashion week? jade of season 6 came to asia to model so she should try.
the remaining four all have been in the bottom two. all except chantal can be quite a bitch.
this week they went for go-see (meet designers) and heather could not read map and got lost in translation. Her amusing quote: ''The map's completely in Chinese — it's all Greek to me''
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