[ 222. The One With Fever ]

gosh. sore eyes not healed and i'm down with fever... i think its the eye infection... today my tutor juz spoke to me 'i noe u are sick, but if u dun come to sch, how can the teachers help u?'

i was pretty puzzled by what he said. i did go to school even though i was on mc. juz tt my sore eyes got worse so i had to take early leave. how to study with ur eyes hurting and burning like hell? now with this fever, i sure get arrowed again on mon... my specs are ready so now i guess i wont be wearing contacts for quite some time...

my eyes went bloodshot in the middle of the day(i wasnt wearing contacts yet)no choice had to take a nap... haiz...

saw something shocking... i think i'm condemned by the PE dept or the school... the CCA awards ceremony, i was clearly left out... All my active members got in for either merit award or cert of commendation... but undoubtly, the sch has some criteria to get the award i guess... attendence not gd, results not gd... i dun fit to get it anyway... even though my contributions go unrecognised, but i am glad to have made wonderful frenz in my CCA... always enjoy the times we were practising and choreographing the dance. all the cheers and support we get, memorable... perhaps i think i did unjustice to my CCA the later part of the year, especially when we lost the proposal to keep the CCA... most of the time engrossed in red cross stuff. Cos at that time, there were no performances to put up, no dance to learn... mostly sharing sessions... so i guess i didnt do the 'motivation' thingy for my members ...

ok no strength to type le. my temples are throbbing and i feel like i am soaked in hot water... so many panadols still no effect. see u tml, doctor... arghz.. juz took temp 38.2, with a pair of devil's eyes...