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toxic by britney spears... as from her MTV

Band oF BruDDeRs... miZael, Me, YinG ShenG

Campfire Com... Vanessa!!!

Me and Flabby Gurl... lolx. oops. no la. Diana, my best buddy c",)

South District Camp 2003. Michelle, Diana, Me, Stephrene. Cool. 3 chio Bu

Me and my BosS... Jasser, John

Table 18 of the Red Cross Promotion Ceremony 2004. Mostly North. lolx. plus Sarah

Again table 18... plus Royce, Stella and Daniel

Best pic 2003. Class 03S74 of Hwa Chong JC. A Class above the Rest.

Volunteer Instructor Programme (March) 2004 - the course pic

VIP o1o4- Simply the Best... We LeaD witH PridE... Hoo Ha

The Most Valued Pic 2004... Asst. Divisional Officer Mr Andy Yeo and Senior Youth Officer Mr Vincent Ignatius Ng

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10.04.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

well, slept at 3am and wake up 6am today... woke up the wrong side of the
bed, well get pretty hyped up cos today promotion day ma, who dont?
went for mac breakfast wif my bro then went for training... i let the cadets
memorise the red cross promise.. cos WRCD coming... :P Then showed
em the video for the NAt FD 2002... was super surprised tt they proposed
to do footdrill rather than watching the video... and when i told them training
today will end early, they went to ask the YO to extend so that they can learn
marching... they so enthu... lolx... if its me who influence them, then gd sia. lolx.
then my bro msged me ask me did i teach sk cadets to greet? cos they greeted
him. lolx. i was grinning liao. where can u get tt kind of sense of achievement?
mmm... tats why i love red cross. simple actions can make ya day. lolx, then the
malay cadets in punggol helped to correct my pronounciation of the commands.
hehe... see, we learn from each other. they are very engagin cohort. asked a
lot of questions. i am grateful to haf a lively unit, easier to execute things.
went back to sk, see the sec 1s so cute.. so many got potential one... i can see
the future for skrcy...

then changed into my full uniform, the sec 1s like shocked.. come out of the
classrm and stood in front of me, stoned. lucky no1 saluted... if not i taught
paying of compliments for nothing liao... then me n my bro waited for ages for
mr yap's car to arrive... he said 1.15 in the end the car came at 1.45. i thot we
gonna be late for sure. In the car ride, my bro and i spent most of the time
laughing at the YOs' jokes. Ms Mel super funny... kept calling mr yap, 'brother~'
and basically tok a lot of crap. didnt expect tt from a teacher, but she said she
aint one outside the school. and she's always singing that oldies, 'wo yao, wo
yao, wo yao ni de, wo yao ni de ai'... nvr fails to make me laugh. my YOs really
cool lo, they wld bond wif the cadets. go K Box. Mr yap can sing jay chou's
song. i cldnt believe it. lolx. when we arrived, our frenz asked why we so late
-_-. nvm, was surprised at the table arrangement... and my grp got all most
all ND pple and is the fun grp. too bad my bro the other table :( he do looked
like a waiter :X took so many photos and FOOD. our table was practically
another buffet table. dunno why i ate so little... ya had a fun time clapping for
commissioning of officers. clapping real loud for my 3 YOs. the clapping gets
real loud when it came to vincent sir and andy sir. lolx. after the thing,then lt
gen winston choo left and every one started leaving too... only left my YOs
and other supporting ones to witness our promotion...pathetic but we no
nid to maintain image liao. lolx. anyway had a great time cheering. then after
the thing, wanted to take photo wif vin sir and andy sir. then i was wondering
if i shld wear the new rank cos dun wan to be so hao lian... but vin ripped
open my rank and changed for me!!!! haha. so honoured. if only got take pic.
haha... hope can get to see him after this yr. :) then took a precious pic wif vin
and andy sirs. its gonna be in my friendster for long :p then took lots of course
pic.

after the event, regret nvr take away. haha. then went wif others for pool, i
didnt play, studied chem instead. lolx. see they so pro i also stressed. then
went to haf dinner at some crappy foodcourt. same sentiments as my bro.
food ex but sucked. then in the end every1 went home... sianz. its only 8pm
lo. but suddenly felt tired... came home online was supposed to chat wif bro,
then took a nap and became a very long one. woke up like 5 am like dat. :X
so sorry. well, my sec sch a lot of happening...


BLAST FROM DA PAST (2)

after psle, i chose skss as first choice. wanted too pick cat high one :(
but tt time when i moved into sk in feb 1998, there was no public transport
there. hardly. muz walk a long way, somemore no direct bus. so no choice
picked skss. actually i didnt even noe tt it was so close my hse... first 3 mths
spent at an abandoned building oppo holy inncocent... frequent hougang mall
often, and i rem we shared the building wif another primary school cos their
building also not ready yet. we were in the afternoon shift... first day of
school, the sch announced the top 4 psle scorers and i happened to be one
of them. so shy... they made us come to the front. wat for, i also dunno?
now sec sch, psle score dun reflect much. i automatically become prefect
as they asked who were prefects in their primary schools. Dunno how it
happens, i became student leader aka councillor and in charge of PA. then
i also signed up for higher chn... arghz. then for cca, i almost almost chose
chinese orchestra if not for my friend who told me there was a red cross booth.
inside sat a very sweet-looking teacher. one look u cant resist not to go in.
dunno how she did it, she managed to grab some who wanted to join npcc...
since sec 1 i already know wat i want to be, so i chose red cross instead.
then get to noe a bunch of cool VIs. that time we had more than 10 VIs, every
week can see different ones. all so zai and gd looking. i shall touch on rc later.
we had a long walk from the old building to our new school on the last day of
term one. everything was so clean, we ran ard the school. oh ya, back in the
old building, i was voted to be the chairperson of the class. sianz. cos my name
ez to remember? then i got a disgusting guy as my vice chair... he was
initially my enemy... he always picked on me cos i was quiet and inncoent then.
he would sneeze on me and pat my back so hard for nothing. he got attitude
problem... even spit on me b4. haiz. i was so traumatised sitting beside him.
lucky not for long.

then in the new school, my 'enemy' got transferred into another class, cos he
cant get along wif our eng teacher, quarrelled wif her, scolded her bitch and
stuff. next big thing i guess is the NKF champ thingy... initially i lost in the
voting part but my new vice chair, the one i had a crush on lolx, actually voice
out to the teacher that i was better and the class didnt take the voting
seriously so when they revoted. in the end, i was the chosen one. from class
champion, we had to write a testimonial abt ourselves. then i was chosen by
the teachers to be the school champion. so cool 2 trophies... then i was
shortlisted in the national NKF champs. but the interview was on the week
then i was on a beijing trip wif the school. so my teacher helped me arrange
another day. this time, it was 3 judges to myself. more chance to interact
compared to 5 judges and abt 5 candidates. i still emember it was the
news paper reporter, ng wan ching, the vice chair for NKF and tne officer
frm MOE. I told them my experiences for taking care of children. think they
were so engrossed in my talk tt when i showed them some pictures, they were
like deep in thoughts. btw, my mum was a foster mother wif the MCDS,
u noe wats tt rite? dunno tag me. and she took care of abandoned children
until they are ready for adoption. the abandoned children really cute and smart.
but everytime,i wld cry wif my mum when they had to leave us. lolx, i am sensitive
and emotional k.. like wat a piscean shld be. some more they like spent
their 3-4 years here. wld haf treated them like my own brothers and sisters,
and my mum, like her own children. there are also some children who are
retarded, more challenging to take care of them. they would bang their heads
on the way and floor. scary. so muz gif them extra attn. then they wld cry so
loud most of the time, tt i couldnt study :( but got so used to it... i did well
enuff for my sec 1 n 2, got first and top the school. top in 5 subjects out of ten.
lolx. prize presentation tt time, i cldnt carry all the trophies. lolx. paiseh. tt was
the peak of my life :P my greatest feat was getting 97 for science and geo lo...
u can say ez if u wan but compared wif my school, kinda like my class best
class got 1/3 failed. :( ok back to NKF champ. then waited for quite some time,
i knew i was the top 5 national champ. so happy... went for the award
presentation @ shangrila hotel. i was the youngest.. wearing shorts on stage...
the other four were 1 sec 4, 1 sec 5, 1 JC and 1 from SP. only tt time i knew i
won a HP com which is wat i am using. and also a trip to a 10 day summer
camp at west virginia. cool lo. missed school for ten days was not fun lo.
had to catch up a lot. somemore streaming yr... but no doubt the camp was
super fun.

took 24 hrs to travel from
singapore to japan to washington then to detriot and then took a 3 hr bus
ride to west virginia and the campsite. lolx so natural. all trees and its the
global youth camp. i met teens of so many countries. got into a cabin 'amani'
they had different langauges of peace as cabin names like paz, shalom,etc.
the pple there really cool. can see different cultures. diff religious practice.
super cooling cos its not like spore so hot. had a lot of to interact. u can
get to choose modules, there are lessons u can attend. i chose the arts and
cultures. it was rather interesting. i was taught a few great art works and
learn some basic dance, signature dance, using ya body to spell ya name.
every nite after dinner, there will be performance and stuff... so got to
perform in one of the evenings under the stars. u also get to choose an
elective. i chose keyboard. i learnt how to play keyboard. lolx. first piece
was the entertainer. so fun... there i made two frenz from taiwan. and
many more i didnt state here :) karen and hailey. their uncles sent them
here. lolx. learnt abt their country and their school system there. truly
an enriching experience. meal time was even more fun. each cabin had to
rotate to become waiters. prepare dishes and serve the whole camp then
after which the cabin can eat. even though it was only vegetarian but the
food is so nice i dun mind being a vegetarian for that 10 days.
had pizza, pasta, very nice soup and lots of food from all over the world.
dun worry they were made in the camp, not brought by the camp mates.
haha. before we even reach the air con canteen cabin. we had to walk up
steep slopes, more than one :( the milk in the morning is freshly from the
cows. we get hands on experience to get milk from cows in the farm nearby.
very healthy eating... no sugar only got honey. no salt too... they also got
very nice desserts. yummy. there's a swimming pool besides the canteen.
we also often swim when we haf free time. not after meals of course. i spent
most of the time playing volleyball wif the rest. the americans so pro cos
they frm vball club... they taught me how to play. and i think i grew even taller
after the few matches. there are adult councillors too.. they bonded us
together and were our best friends too. i also played all sorts of sports and
games from all over the world. we also had discussion sessions as youth
shared the status of their countries. i even celebrated the independence
day of america... 4th july... i took another elective to make pottery. painted a
banner for the event. lolx. we had telematch tt day so fun... then i also learnt
tap dance. we also planted a tree which i think shld be quite high now. in the
camp i was awarded the best dancer. lolx. cool huh. exchanged lots of
contacts and we still email each other often. and i received cards from them
also. :) ya forgot to mention abt my biological clock. cant get to sleep at nite
cos its 1030 pm there but 1030am in singapore when i am having recess.
lolx. when sleeping u can see goats ard my cabin. lolx.

the last few days were outings. we went out to shop. oh ya forgot,
before the camp started, we were at washington, we visited the paragon,
white house, lincoln memorial. stayed in five star hotel. cool sia. had nice
buffet meals. then during shopping time, i was shocked at the size of the
shopping mall...one shopping mall is like 3 causeway point joined together.
some1 actually got lost lo. lolx. not me... bought a lot of stuff... i wld wan
to go again for the camp but. it costs 3000k excluding the air tickets for a
mth stay lo. :(

I think the first batch of NKF champs lucky. the second one got computer
but the trip was shorter and it was a business trip :(. the third one was juz
a trip no computer.... the gd thing was our sch won nat champs for 3
consecutive yr :)

lets back track... the summer camp was when i was in sec 2. set off in 30 june.
now i shall share my experience of the school immersion trip to beijing
during the sept holidays when i was in sec 1. went wif my best friend who
happened to be a taiwanese. we both from prefectorial board. i think i paid
only 300, the rest edusave... beijing was super fun. we changed like 3 diff
hotels and the food there wow... my breakfast at holiday inn a 4 star hotel
was like 10 dishes lo. plus porridge somemore. three diff grps compete to
see who can finish everything. as usual my grp got me and my friend. lolx.
we went to visit a lot places. great wall of china. we climbed all the way till
the end n cldnt continue cos under construction and time to move on to
the next place. a lot of cultural palces. mostly the dynasty and the diff
palaces. then we flew to xi'an to see the terracotta. wah. i dunno spent
how much on this trip cos the food is cheap and good and so many
souvenirs to bring back... i think i spent close to 1k there. some of us wld
congregate at a couple's room and create havoc. play games, sick ones
tt u wldnt wan to noe. funny ghostly experiences.

lolx. my entry super long... be back for part 3. my upper sec. a great
turn of my life. Stay tuned.

09.04.04, Friday ~ Hyped factor: 4/10

Yucks. gd friday wasnt gd for me. I spent most of the time cursing under
my breath. bad weather. had to get drenched.. then wondered aimlessly.
outing cancelled. missed survivor episode. wats the only gd thing? getting
the name tags for the cadets? thot of revising for chem. but haiz... my
foot giving me probs. haiz.. today my whole inbox kena flood by my bro...
lolx. well tt time promised to gif a history of myself, well here goes...

BLAST FROM DA PAST...
basic info u nid to noe: c",) dad, mum, me, elder sis and younger sis in da
family. many pple dunno.. but my whole family changed names... not tt
we got things to hide but my mum believed in feng shui... so my whole
family undergo name change. dunno whether relevant to type but i juz
type cos i scared next time if i haf loss of memory still can read frm here.
lolx. brackets rep old name... Dad: Chen Yong Fu (Tan Lye Hock)... Mum:
Wang Xiao Mei (Wong Seong Meng Sally)... Chen Mei Ying Joanne
(Tan Mei Xuan Joanne), Chen Xing Tian John (Tan Jian Liang John)...
Chen Qiu Ying Jolene (Tan Ching Mei Jolene)... funny thing. three of us
had 'J' as our christian names. in case u guys dunno. my whole hse,
everything tt is placed or arranged haf to follow the fengshui... initially
i dun believe much, until after i haf shifted to my new hse and use my
new name... i kinda get better... as in luck, opportunties... things
GO ya way.. tats the point. maybe religion does gif u a sense of well
being...

since young, i live in serangoon north ave 1. blk 107, 03-369. it can
be quite a noisy and eerie blk, ironic huh? noisy cos kopitiam is
juz downstairs and lots of provision shops. eerie thing was... there
was one guy who owe loansharks money and got his ear chopped off.
then he went to the highest level and jumped cos he cldnt take the
pain... scary huh... i had a very scary neighbour... they used to practice
black magic.. u can find weird stuff at my doors.. sometimes they even
throw things in. well, i spent my primary schools days there... before
i started schooling, i stayed in bishan wif my grandmother... there i
think i develop the ability to take spicy food. i took spicy stuff when
i was juz three.. i ate n didnt stop. so now i so thin, metabolic rate
so high muz be tt chillies...

primary school days werent the best days... cos i faced serious stress.
since young my mum expected lots from me. can tell u my traumatising
experience... during my primary school days, i feared the day report cards
were out. my dad used to cane us on our palm.. my mum took 1st as a
gauge... so if i am 5th in class, i get four strokes of cane... weird isnt it?
they rarely check the rest of the subjects as they think position speaks
for all... dunno whether is it psychologically or wat, my first two years
i got 1st for my final term exam. then something happened which i
dunno it has any effect...

during my primary three yr, i was at my grandmother's hse... me and my
younger sis as usual like to role play. then dunno wat got into me. i was
sitting on a pile of newspaper in the storeroom. as u noe, the entry is rather
small and made of concrete... then in the verge to chase my sis, i 'superman'
tried to fly out and hit my forehead on the hard concrete. so loud. haiz. next
thing i was bleeding profusely. dumb and naive tt i was, i went up (executive
flat) to the shower room and tried to rinse it away hoping it would stop. but,
no. the whole floor and bath tub were filled wif blood and water. messy.. i
rem vividly i was feeling weak. no choice, i ran down to find my mum. and
she brought me to the closest clinic. it was a super long walk, rem it was
hard to get taxi... i held on toilet paper and blood drip as my mum carried me..
so many pple looking but they were juz blurry images... i think i KO for a while
when i wake up, i had stopped bleeding... the doc told my mum i lost quite a lot
of blood and hit dunno wat. might affect my thinking and stuff...

true enuff, tt final yr i got 4th for mid term and 8th for end term. guess how
many strokes i got :( hitting continued until i was in primary five. somehow
i managed to speak up... i didnt get caned.. but i end up being caned cos
i helped my sis speak up.

well one of the things i rem most, is every chn new yr, me and my sisters
wld lay out mattress out in the living room, lie there, watching tv and tok.
and my parents give us a bag of assorted coins. we haf to use one hand
to dig as much as possible, then u can get to keep wat u haf dug. every yr
we wld challenge to see hu get the most. lolx.

yup in primary school, i was wif the angklung band. first yr play angklung then
promoted very fast to play difficult instruments... i was proud of myself tt time.
lolx. i was also a prefect. lolx. also frm primary sch got my first taste of admiring
girls. lolx. wld normally call my friend and ask her wat homework. then frm there
chat abt lots of stuff... psle was anyhow do... i believe every1 wld say the same
thing... one of my regrets, cldnt go a better sch of 250+... was thinking i shld
haf gone to zhss or catholic but then i wldnt be who i am if i not in skss rite?
well primary sch teachers tt i rem: Ms Sim, Ms Tan Lay Guat (lolx), Mrs Cheong,
Ms Mary Low, Mrs deSuza (boobies), Ms Soh, Mr Choo (PE)

next week coming up: BLAST FROM DA PAST (2): Life of a teenager...

07.04.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Me<---- self proclaimed mugger. i spent breaks today doing tutorial. math
somemore. tats so unlike me! but well, now i noe i can enjoy and play the
whole weekend. my friend actually said its bad to rush thru tutorials, i might
forget wat i haf learnt by finishing tut so early. well, i can use my time now to
do tys. eww... i'm gonna prove to others tt i can be as gd in studies n in cca.
i'm always hanging ard the passing mark, not studying for tests and poning
classes... no more liaoz. at least i resisted several temptations by my frenz
to pon. was browsing thru the website, realised that there is no AJC as a friend
... weird... only AJSB.

well.. tomolo will be a bz day. once again my short day wont be used for
studying or sleeping... haf to rush down to punggol then sk, had to buy
name tags for my cadets and accompany my bro to buy uniform accessories...
wat to do? i enjoy doing these things. i seriously nid company. cos i think
i haf no life. no time for my ... been bZ wif cca until pple being unhappy wif me.
questioning my responsibility, my heart, my priorities. for now, i really hope
to go full gear for my studies... i dun wan to regret later. life is not abt
"if only..." i wan no second chance. but lucky me, i haf supportive frenz and
juz hope they will stand by me when things go wrong. tts the greatest
contentment :) seriously my social circle in ajc is damn small. not much
chance to socialise... haiz.

well, next few sat bz for me. apart from trainings, this sat got promotion
ceremony.. next sat got World Red Cross Day. well i hope my sundays
are free. then can mug at home if not wait for outings :)

alright, time to watch charmed.. lolx at 1253am? downloaded but haven
got time to watch...

mmm... my bro inspired me today... "i am more enthu than this lor.. i came
up with my own training cirriculum b4.. with my own sec1 recruit training
programme.. a template for all sat programmes for various ranks (LCP, CPL)
tried to remake my own footdrill manual with better pictures.. etc etc... i was
much more enthu lorh..." well no matter wat, i feel that he's so much better
than me. lolx. way to go!

i juz cant get to sleep... and i dunno why...

06.04.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 5/10

ya no PE, but got chem extra lessons.. finish ard 430... then hung ard @ CP
got a new line... i started the day finding myself stupid... i woke up. saw my
manual hand clock showing 6.30. i was like shit, jumped out of bed, rushed
into the bathroom and changed so fast.. then dashed out of the house...
when i reached the interchange, i looked at my hp, digital clock. it was 6am.
dotz. then i noe juz now the alarm clock was 530am. the bus so empty. lolx
then who noes, when i woke up from my usual bus nap, i found myself near
the kfc, the bus had overshot the stop. arghz... i alighted. cross the overhead
bridge and took back to my sch. sianz... ya my new number :98628774.
tml short day but supposed to be happening.. now dunno wat will happen :(
got cca meeting. sure get screwed. but anyway, i finish my tut way ahead, now
the class calls me mugger. lolx... feels gd to complete ya work. noeing u can enjoy
good friday :)oh ya haven wash my uniform for sat ceremony! yup, today had a
'msn war' wif my bro. lolx. juz for fun. hope he dun mind. his suaning skills improved..
i actually get agitated... well if he's happy, i dun mind being linked to 'harry'. haha. well
i hope i am doing a fine job tuning his EQ. haha. as for the rest, god bless. today
civics had a meaningful talk. satisfaction and happiness come after u haf overcome
a challenge. :) keep smiling.

06.04.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Now haf to recap wat happen on the last few days...

Sat: well, feeling excited abt the combined training tt i didnt sleep the
whole night. i was at the station ard 730 and the cadets were already
there. weird, thot i meeting em' at 815. then had breakfast wif
my bro and miao ling. then brought the punggol cadets back to sk.
well, the day didnt go as well as i haf expected... my most anticipated
lesson was cut :( After the training, mizael and me accompanied the
cadets to the red cross bazaar. I think the space of expo is way too
big for the bazaar tt the place look quite empty. but hu cares, it's
air con-ed. compared to the padang. Nothing exciting except to
wait for diana's performance at 450. I bet the way sk cheered muz haf
shocked mizael. lolx. then went supper wif the cadets. this time round
muz haf shocked ying sheng and zell. so much for a train ride :) well, i
was too tired to blog... sun got contact lesson some more.. yawnz

Sun: still feeling tired. had to wake up at 630 and leave hse by 710...
but was five mins late and at 740 on my way... i realised i forgot to
bring my hp :( haiz. i reached at 8 and went to buy prata and ya, had
to travel to campsite alone. haiz. sianz. but expected.. too bad i didnt
bring hp tt day... waited the whole day till 1pm. did my tutorials. cool.
parade procedures were yawnz... did like dunno how many times. gold
accred did under shelter. lolx. in the end every1 passed. didnt had
much footdrill. haiz :( but steamboat after tt was cool!!!

had so much fun playing wif the food and eating... took lots of pics :)
so fun till its indescribable :) too bad mon got sch. if not i can stay
overnite :(

02.04.04, Friday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Well i guess i blog in now while my bro go for settle some 'business'...
a dreadful day has passed. phew. napfa today. seriously dun feel like
doing my best this morning since my chin up not tt gd.. but hey i still
pia and got A for my sit ups, shuttle run. B for my standing board jump,
sit and reach and 2.4km. I am very happy wif my S&R and 2.4km. Last
yr i rem i cld only reach for 35 cm. after dance stretching and stuff i now
can reach 45cm. cool ba. then my 2.4km beat my previous timing... today
10.24sec. thanks to all the make up pe. lolx.

today my class super on. while the guys doing 2.4km, some were at the
spectator stand and kept shouting our names. I think it was really a morale
booster... then the whole class went to pavilion and had some light snacks.
lolx. mmm... dunno why suddenly my class so united. lolx.

then after sch chiong back sk to collect the bazaar tickets and rush to HQ.
kena stuck there for like 3 hrs. kept re counting.. wah short of 100 bucks.
i was shocked... lucky they counted wrongly... anyway missed my cca training.
haiz. didnt intend to but if i took 8400 bucks worth of tickets and if not
returned, they are considered sold. if dun return, who will pay?

then came home ard 7... then bz sleeping. lolx while my great efficient bro helped
me wif my rck presentation. wah, if not for him, i probably still doing the
presentation now. lolx. sometimes i feel i owe him a lot. first coming to my sch
to become VI, forgoing his district and even his school. haiz. feel so bad. hope
sk wont let him down. :) then helped me do so much admin work... running to
sk every other day... now like become his second home. lolx.

tml bazaar yeah. the tee so nice. :P too bad cant perform. thx diana har! well, this
week end i can see myself not able to touch work again. tml full day out. sun got
accreditation contact lesson. yawnz... another day gone. seriously am i still a
student? lolx, i dun feel like one. this week i went down to sk on wed, thur and fri...
my early days all not spent properly. haiz. and ya i joined biomedical quiz today
dun think i can get in :( but anyway i shall join for experience.

till then, ciaoz . peace out

01.04.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Today seemed to be the most fun april fool day i had in my life. my unusual
sian and boring class today up to a few tricks. had two flurry balls as a headgear
and got our bio teacher to wear and we took pictures. then math teacher nt tt
supporting la, sianz. then during break was chaotic.. the break seemed very long.
we played games like biting the long snack cracker and pass from guy to gurl and
blah blah blah. face bernice was ok.. face yu fei. i felt like laughing. ok i'm mean,
happy? then our class had eggwar. smashing all the eggs onto head, shirts
everything except the bottom part. i thot i cld get away.. then who noes left the
only egg and i got hit. lucky, i smart bend down. so egg wont drip to my shirt.
well its all abt fun. then i sprayed cream onto a few pple. so fun! our PD tutor
also kena. but he mumbled a lot of crap... hu cares.

then went sk to meet NCOs or rather NCO only. haiz. disappointing the way they
plan programme... but anyway, looking forward to sat's combined training... haiz
dien snatched my slot to perform.. now i cant perform.. sianz.. sorry guys. no show
but diana's one shld be better.. ^o) lolx, my bro so humble.. say wan to learn frm
me... i dun haf much actually... :( yup... did his quiz and can say he's one cunning
guy... but he super efficient.. everything type out nicely liao. feel very pai seh haven
write testi for my frenz yet. dun worry i will write a super long one...

31.3.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Today not much happening... as usual dash out of the sch at 145. reached
home quite early, had lunch and ready to meet CFC at 330 to go down sk.
then my bro met my YOs and had quite a long chat. then yeah, my plan for
combined training agreed.. and also the combined camp. then i bo liao went
down to HQ to send in my cadets names and in the end they said too many
volunteers... but lucky i still get the nice bazaar tee... then accompany my
CFC to take uniform measurements...ya tts all ba. now nid to rush hw. tml
short day but dunno wat to do. i guess i'll sleep :)

30.3.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Happiest thing today: PE cancelled.
Saddest thing today: i redrew my participation frm the 20th anniversary dance.

Haiz, i find i cant commit for the training. every sat and mon, tue, wed. i haf
to choose between red cross or dance. I would very much wan to dance cos
its a big production and i nvr been involved in theatre works. haiz. been evading
this issue but no choice the teacher in charge nt happy liao. guess haf to end
it here and now. :( this sat got int bazaar. next sat got promotion ceremony.
so paiseh tt they haf to find some1 to replace me. :(

Anyway, sadly i went bishan and waited. ya, and my bro, i thot wat happen to him
msged three tunes nvr reply. was so hungry lo.. lolx. wanted to go food court eat
then he msg me...

Sat at mac for like 4 hrs discuss abt combined camp. still haven thot of any names..
any1 can help can tag me... its a freshmen camp for sec 1 red cross cadets. dunno
wat name of the camp i can give.. haiz. headache.

but happy thing my punggol YO agreed to haf combined training wif sk. cool. and
i got a ten minutes slot for my sch dance.

yup. tml 145 finish. gg sk then hq. still got link fun day meeting. i no nid to do hw
this week liaoz. lolx..

29.03.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

wah dunno wat happen i like nvr blog for very long.. last time was everyday
blog in. but now ok la. juz sum up some stuff tt i found meaningful...

23/3, Tue: My first meeting wif my CFC family (Campfire Com).. not full but
it was enough to form a family. lolx. we had a hearty talk. warm us up.
boasting abt sk, evergrn... sgoon? lolx. main mission to psycho my bro,
zai VI, mizael to come north. it was raining heavily outside but starbucks
near borders was so cosy... then we succeed in jioing him to NDC.
then we went to meridian there and eat. dunno y frm tt day my appitite like
grew so much.. ate two rounds for dinner lorhz. then go home...

24/3: Wed. Freak, i am seeing my CFC everyday. today after sch rushed
down to meet them. ys and zell juz watched me gobble my lunch. then
we went gelare to have white chocolate ice cream. lolx. then dunno hu came
up wif apple pie idea. lolx. then at 6 we had NDC meeting. super fun. took
family pic. some1 blush near the end of the meeting. dunno who came up
wif double up horz... lolx.. then after meeting went to have dinner at the same
place. cool chat until 10pm like dat then we all go home. the stall auntie
muz haf like me cos i bring so many customers.. and she say bye to me. lolx.
i'm an auntie-killer :P

25/3, thur. No choice still haf to see my bro, zell. cos we went for OA
meeting. lucky he went wif me. if not i would haf been bored to death.
meeting end like 11pm. eww... the next day still got PE somemore...

26/3, fri. oh. bz day in sch. finally can tok abt sch. later pple thot
i like no sch or pon sch. lolx. seriously nothing much to say..
pe had NAPFA trial test. ok la. not bad. 10.43 my 2.4 timing... then
made a mistake to go home and change and take a rest. cos after
tt thunderstorm not only get drenched but late for CCA. haiz.
dunno why atmosphere different. maybe they angry wif me? didnt
get to perk up wif my CFC cos they were leaving when i finish my
CCA. was rather sad la. but cant make them wait for me rite? still
got family to attend to... at least i got survivor to keep me sane.
lolx. lucky sat no nid go cca carnival. going back sk wif my bro, father
and mother in my wildest dreamz

27/3, Sat. haiz. sk has disappointed my bro. was quite shack to handle
the whole unit. mmm... and heard ms goh kpkb.. yawnz. but the cadets
deserve it la. nvr greet us. Or-bee. dunno why we both feel super weak
and tired. reach kfc cp sit down wah like dun wanna get up. discuss abt
NDC, talk abt our cadets lives... tok abt new combined camp. lolx. from 130
talk until 530 then Vanessa came. then ys came. very fed up look. lolx
too tired liao. take 161 for 4 times a day. went to foodcourt. but had a super
great time lorhz. wif my penang lasak tt looked like wat came out of zell. lolx
to sago and its supernova. wah tt day i think i tok cock for the longest hrs.
after dinner we still go starbucks for cheesecake and tok... left for home like
830pm.yup. ate two rounds for dinner as usual.

28/3, Sun. Dreadful day. slept at 3am and woke up at 6 to rush my camp
report. managed to finish ard 8+. then while printing lucky i msg vanessa
juz nice they were taking cab from billy's dad. wah so cool. took a free ride
thot i gonna be late but hey. 3 hrs of sleep i feeling damn sick. but lucky
throughout the day it was fine. lunch was ok. ate two rounds as usual.
when its huang chiet sir's lecture. i almost died. then later knew every1
passed the course except one. i was glad. at least it was happy for all.
tat was not all lo. CFC family outing was spearheaded by poh huat
for the first time. lolx. went to orchard point to have dinner. and 2 bowls
of SAGO!!! then went to coffee bean opposite and i thot we wld juz
stone there. i was freezing but unlike me for tt day, we started cracking
most disgusting jokes. first time see my bro laugh until eye shit like
supernova. lolx. thot he wet his pants. mmm. glad every1 had a great
laugh. so bz and stress not much time to catch up. reach home abt 10.
yup slept at 12 and tts it man.

29/3, Mon. Today i almost fell into coma. i was simply super super tired...
i slept in the bus. during my first break, my second double breaks. cant wait
for 4pm to come, then i rush to sgoon, lolx forget abt my stats book. so
blur. lolx. yup saw the unit quite ez to handle. yup ys vanessa and zell
more and more zai liao. next time see them muz salute liao. lolx. had dinner
wif my bro, guess wat. he wan sago! nutz. -_- i think i will have sago-phobia
for this week. tml got pe. shld i go? pls enlighten me. i got to retire soon.
i am running out of vigour. today got my A lvl exam timetable. my last paper
at 25/11. any plans for outing after tt day? lolx. zell! lets haf sk-punggol
camp tt day!

24.03.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Well today short day end at 145pm... cant wait to dash out of sch. eww. tml
2 periods of GP. today had NDC meeting. had a great hr wif my 3 other
buddies eating ice cream @ gelare. Chat a lot of stuff. didnt noe zell was so
creative or rather horny to use apple pie... ya u nvr get to noe him fully.
full of surprises man, this guy. then he went on wif his 'field signals' of double
out, i almost choked on my ice cream. as usual the couple bz wif themselves.
lolx. man, i am a great spender, my 90 bucks finished within 4 days. gosh.
cant track how i spent my money. pengz. oh shit, forgot to return library
book and my 2 bucks frm angeline. lolx. gee. still got GP articles haven do...
tml short day till 230.. now kinda vexed. got this anniversary dance thingy
but had to commit for every training. but sat i can only go back after my unit
training. but i also dun wan to miss out performing for this grand event.
wah very vexed. if only tossing a coin could help...

23.03.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

Well still backtracking. lolx. Nat FD juz ended on sun, 21/3. cedar swept
everything as expected. i was ij's marshal. was kinda sad and felt the urge
to cry wif them. mainly, because pity them and also my school. they train so
hard but even though they didnt win, they still remain cheerful at least
in front of me. i admire their spirit. they actually reflected wat they did wrong
and told me... i was touched, wah suddenly they like grown up a lot. my heart
ached for them seeing them train almost everyday and until quite late. maybe
we shouldnt train as hard? but my cadets said it was worth it. :)well i
sacrificed quite a bit. i spent my wed, thur, fri and sat wif them training. so
i didnt touch my homework at all. haiz. still muz finish my GP work by wed,
which is impossible, cos got maths, and bio. then fri muz hand in the
programm proposal for link fun day, sun muz get the camp report ready.

results for Nat FD 2004:

Standard cat:
1st: Cedar Girls' (and best commander)
2nd: Jurong Sec
3rd: Victoria

Open cat:
1st: Cedar Girls'
2nd: CHIJ (Toa Payoh)
3rd: Evergreen Sec

Overall:
1st: Cedar Girls'
2nd: CHIJ (Toa Payoh)
3rd: Jurong Sec

Well. Seng Kang, TKGS and Regent went home wif certificates and
drenched uniforms. lolx
Gd xperience though

well today went to Guangyang Sec wif my brother, mizael. lolx. was kinda
sian atmosphere cos not many cadets. we chatted a lot like nvr b4. lolx.
find out more why i think he rox. lolx. playing the 'guess who's CO' game
then went to meet yingsheng and vanessa at starbucks at borders. chatted
for very long... mmm... long time since i had such a hearty talk liao. ate
dinner that shocked them cos i ate two rounds. strange meh? yup continue
crapping tml. yeah! chill out.

23.03.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

omg. so long nvr blog liao.. pple start asking me y. lolx. bz ma. k la, i noe
u guys missed reading my lifestory as ur bedtime stories. well i'm back.
seriously, after i haf borrowed the vcd for 202 Nat footdrill comp, ij's fancy
bsb's the call has been ringing in my head ever since. gosh... anyway back
to way before the holidays 12/3 fri. lolx. i got mc for 12/3 and also 13/3 for
the bio test. then got tt VI camp. lots of happenings.

That saturday, got on the london cab courtesy of vanessa and her dad. lolx
so spacious, can fit me, my bro (Mizael), Miao Ling, Siyun and our luggages.
reach campsite was kinda chaotic, had to do grp flag, choreo dance and
teach my campfire com the dance and also learn my grp dance. first time used
10 mins to choreo one dance. lolx

first day nothing much, basically juz had to bark like a dog. lolx. and maybe
whole day mostly OA so not so bad... second day went pulau ubin. tt was
horrified experience. minus the good tan tat is. tears welled up in my eyes sia
trying to debate over wif doreen mdm n jianfu sir. they so unreasonable.
we gave them chances to shoot us. haiz. first abt the hornet drill, we dropped
our grp flag. but the way they say it like the flag more impt than our lives. next
was leaving the tent bag unattended when actually we juz leave it there so
we can discuss stuff wif other grps. i could juz die arguing wif em lo. but kinda
fun leading the platoon to the finish point. first time carry casualty for so long
spine almost broke.

campfire nite was fun but being a MC was stressful. lucky our fire structure was
ok. torch ceremony was well done. but only thing was tt the instructors kinda
turned us off... not steady one, most leave half way... leaving like 4 in the end.
but best part was the mass dance, ketchup dance. we had so much fun, well
i hope the rest did. campfire com ROX!

this camp got a lot of casualties... and pple almost quit. but well we stayed
strong till e end... heard from andy sir the results are out. mmm... i wonder
who are the lucky ones.

10.03.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

Lolx.. super bz these few days. somemore net down for two days, no
mood to trace back the days. haiz. i shall briefly say wat happen...

Friday: got back my chn. sucky b3 and pass in oral. i wan retake!
sch ends at 145 cos our class shuffle the timetable a bit

Saturday: After diff math test which i think i gonna fail, i went to punggol
sec for training. then rush for OA camp. not very successful cos not
many pple there but i still learnt something new. OA test was ok la.

Sunday: tok to andy sir, vincent sir, jianfu sir, jorin mdm and get to
know the new acos... so glad i can get to know them.. love making new
friends... after camp briefing at 530, i kena campfire prog 2IC...

Mon: half day for the sch cos of good A lvl results. but i spent my half
day doing homework. haiz. sianz. until 3pm like dat go bishan delifrance
to discuss campfire proposal till abt 830. quite productive got lots done.

Tue: went to train sk cadets, then go back to amk library for proposal
discussion again. tok until abt 830 also then went home...

wed: saw mr lim for make up PE.. nvr scold but nagged alot. yawnz.
chn teacher allow me to retake but no nid go for lessons. yeah! lolx.
today AOP was a SUCCESS.. lolx.. haha... seeing other grps get
scolded and stressed, my grp one was kinda peaceful... all doubts
were answered quite well done. my group rocked! hope every1 can pass
e course. meeting finished at 1050 :( tml got math test.

04.03.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

well... today nothing much.. lolx now typing thisat 2am... juz finished
my exercise... today happening things should be watching the natFD
02 vcd and going to to sk to train the cadets ba. haiz.. i think i'm
gonna fail maths again. every question i prac sure stuck.. also dunno
why.. haiz. very worried. tml got pe.. sian.. heard doing sprinting..
feel like poning to study for math.. but cant.. only 3 times no sch...
cant wait for next fri to come... half day... woo.. tml A level results
out huh? hope so. then say gd bye to chn lesson... lolx.

03.03.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

yupz. today bio tut was first time kinda 'productive'... got called during
bio lect to ans question... well at least her question nt as chim as ong's.
the harmony trail was ok. lolx. i was bz eating in the bus. the whole tour
quite fun if only we visited more places and dun stay so long at each place.
ice kachang @ maxwell sucked. and tt dodo played mind hgames wif me,
kept me guessing who erm.. lolx. cant say. she say i cant be trusted :(
then after the tour, they so good drop us @ outram park, took nel
to HQ. slept for abt an hour then meeting started. yeah contributed
to a judging criteria which left everyone cracking their brains... and
managed to take some stuff back when the diff department did their
stock check and clearing of stuff. :) big harvest sia. free tees and files...
but meeting ended at 10 like dat :(

tml short day, yeah.. dun think doing make up PE... haf to rush down to
sk for FD training.. only 2 weeks left. hope they can win something from
National event...

02.03.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor:6/10

Today pretty normal except that my new bio tutor so cool... recognise me as
the dancing boy by juz looking at my name. wah.. celebrity status... muz be tt
clement ong. tight ass. lolx. mmm.. wats wif clement and arses? one tight one
fat. lmao.

for chn we watched a show called 38 degrees. not bad sia. quite engaging... got
the class laughing through out the show. finally a chn show tt na noes what the
characters are talking abt. lolx. Got tt tendency to pon PE after jac asked us.
lucky nvr.. cos today afternoon PE was wat i liked. doing circuits... yeah at least
running and stamina not bad.. always in the front pack for the 6 rounds. chua
was quite lenient, he accepted my letter n extend my dateline for make up PE.
he's nice but only for today. lolx.

tml harmony trail.. super waste time.. muz bring book to read on the bus... and
food!!! :)

01.03.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor:6 /10

Well, well... today kinda sad cos i decided not to perform for talentime...
sorry yew tuck and the rest. Sorry for the few days we stayed back to prac.
cos schedule very tight at least for me. i kept undertaking tasks but nvr
realise that i cant cope wif all... and i really dun wan to sacrifice my studies
for it. Everyone including my seniors keep asking me to focus on my studies
which i should. so now i am going to be a mugger. lolx. everyday rehearsal 4
talentime really not worth it. though i really missed performing for the rest.
but see the response during cny... they are seriously not my target audience...
also i really nid time to prac maths even though i think i'll still fail but at least
not that badly... i didnt study for chem and my tutor asked me why i always
in the middle range... she said she got high expectations of me. well, time
to not to let her down liao. somemore, i also gave up on the funtastic dance
400 bucks but nvm i got lots of things now can always join other competitions.

NatFD comp meeting changed to wed. after my harmony trail. tired... so no time
for math i guessed. then thur haf to go down SK to prepare them for comp...
Sat after math test got training at punggol then gotta rush down to campsite
for a camp. tired...

yeah today finally can touch real heart.. a sheep one though. luv playing wif it.
at least i noe i not scared of holding it wif bare hands. if only it moves.... lolx
bio prac test was disasterous but nvm i love the teacher.. she tried hard to be
strict but overall ok la...

29.02.04, Sunday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

So fun today... lolx.. went to a jap resturant, Watari @ tanjong pagar
to haf STJ... really felt gd to see my friends again... ate a lot since its buffet
style.. had very fun lame times... had so many plates of watermelon... burpz
so cool... yinghao treated me today.. wah.. he changed a lot.. from a nerd
of chn high... now hair become armani... haf stead... rich and generous... lolx
haiz... i nvr forget this phy prac mate of mine... hehe. we used to play games
wif phy prac materials.

afternoon, woke up late.. cheong yesterday... then North district meeting
frm 130 to abt 530. kinda fruitful.. went thru deployment and North FD comp
debrief... then was briefed of some many stuff i couldnt join...
NDP, National Camp, SYF, Infoquiz Comp...
haiz... but now on my hands also a lot of stuff.. muz do tt sorting out again...

Link Fun Day: 1st week of June (execution), planning on-going
National FD comp: on-going... ending on 21 march
North District Camp: on-going, 18-20 June (execution)
World Red Cross Day: 17.4.04, planning on-going
Int Red Cross Bazaar: 3.4.04
VI Programme: 13-16 March, 28/3 and 4/4
Talentime: 2, 3, 4, 5 March
Meetings: 2 and 3 March 730pm
Math test on Sat and punggol training after that

28.02.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

had GP test at 9. i forgotten so i came at 730... then spent the time
choreograph steps. today went to watch honey hip hop dance
competition... only a few teams can make it la.. lolx. only 1 winner so
the rest go home wif hampers only...
then after that went to emerald centre there eat. eat liao walk ard aimlessly
then land up at PS. then i go collect my 230am free ticket show. then went
to swensen to haf ice-cream.. we joked all the way.. laugh until stomach
muscles are toned now. lolx. then watched late night show. quite cool. but
was too tired. kept dozing off... so fast sunday liao... eeks.. maths test
coming up. sianz.

27.01.04, Friday Hyped factor:5/10

today release of o lvl results... mmm... those frm acoc all score ard same
pts... my sch results quite ok la. got maintain the standard.. dunno
got beat compassvale anot... my two juniors can make it and want
to stay in ajc.. erm.. i was like really har.. lolx... then the top scorer
wanted to remain in meridian.. weird... should go better jc ma, diff
culture... i tink most scared of stress... till now i haven heard of any1 6
pters yet leh... Cant wait for next week to come... A level results and
no chn for me!!!

26.02.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

today kind of rushed and anxious.. had to finish OA test questions...
no time to meet up wif the rest to discuss.. later meeting sure die...
but lucky nvr.. my 'HEAD' wasnt at the meeting today... well today knew
the talentime results.. they scraped off dance category.. cos not enuff
teams.. so my grp became guest appearance.. lame... actually dun wan to
perform but since i choreograph liao might as well... somemore pple sure
wan to see some dance... i find the teachers dunno how to judge.. ballet
is a higher order form of dancing.. nid a lot of skill... haiz... i pity AJ dance
culture.. see la.. dun wan RM to exist and teach pple how to dance.. i hope
next yr no1 can dance then dance society.. lolx.. all sure cant choreograph
dance.. see la.. wat the sch did to stifle our creativity.. OR-BEE... yeah thx
fion for doing make-up PE with me today... went to the gym. then red x
meeting so late 10 like dat finish.. yawnz... checked my schedule... next
week super bz.. yet i haf math test.. muz study liao... got a camp on 6/3
and during the holidays... and seng kang footdrill camp and maybe punggol
sec red x camp.. wah.. 4 camps in a row.. pengz.

Saturday: GP test, dance, HC 74 STJ
Sunday: North district cum footdrill comp meeting
Monday: Link Fun Day meeting with the HEADs
Tuesday: National Footdrill comp meeting

25.02.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

well.. short day today so happy obviously... managed to finish my
newspaper articles... then went to NYP eat again but wif fion and yl...
eeks.. they always whisper stuff to each other dun wanna let me noe...
so angry.. arghz.. but ok la... since they dun wanna tell, then no point
if i keep asking... had some lame jokes in the NYP food junction... then
on our way back i told them the great white monkey story.. lolx. b4 we
start our dance routine... finally today finished towel part of the dance.
yl contributed new steps.. she so happy till she jumped ard... gila...
yeah today managed to swing ying ying successfully.. mmm.. nid
more practice...

24.02.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor:5/10

no happening... only nvr go for PE and chn talk cos bad flu. Na not
in sch today so i lone ranger again... during class civics got to hear
discman and my grp quite shocked my discman volume so loud
and i still so used to it... went NYP eat wif yl and deb... wat do
you call a guy with a L-shaped penis... lolx... wanna noe ans? tag me~

23.02.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor: 5/10

mmm... monday blues? seems like today i dont have. another normal
day. nothing happening. except for the audition which i had to stay
back till six. arghz... then meet up with 'close friend' for ice-cream. lolx
went to get my contact lenses. mmm... then at night, sort of quarrel wif
my parents. so unreasonable... long story.. .juz when i decided to focus
on doing my math tut... had to stop and go to sleep and drown myself
in linkin park's songs... tml got PE, flu haven recovered... saw na's msg tt
she got viral infection. lolx...

it only takes a sneeze to get the virus going...
and soon all those around will get the same infection. Thats how it is with
bird flu. once u experienced it, you spread the flu to everyone. you want,
yes u want to pass, yes to pass it on... pass it on... pass it on... pass it,
pass it, pass it on.

btw its a campfire song for those who dunno. *_^

22.02.04, Sunday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

well.. today is the end of happy week. haiz... so early haf to report to
redhill there. yawnz... spent more than half a day there. actually no
nid so much rehearsals... dunno why they feel so insecure. saw SR
dance which i think is the only one wif standard. lolx. apart from us.
hehe. the concert finished abt 1030 like dat.. sianz. reached home abt
1130. during fusion, heard pple discussing to pon sch the next day.
haiz. got so tempted but cannot la. was surprised to see a few of my
hc friends. they were telling me how gd i was, blah blah blah. tell me
something i dunno leh. lolx. k la. i hao lian happy... wats more happy
was that i got compliments from pple whom i dunno. walked past me
and shook my hands. cool sia. a few of my friends recognised me as
the shiny pants boy. lolx. today juz like dat lor...

21.02.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

Hurray... so happy.. Seng Kang won 1st runner up in NorthFD comp.
finally after 3 yrs... all the sweat and hard work paid off!!! but still
haf to prepare for national... one month more. somemore got fancy
drill to prepare... apart from the sucky chem test, which wasnt in my
mind at all... i had a very fun afternoon. changed into my own full uni
for the first time, looked smart. lolx.

ya, we let the cadets fall in and stand by too early... the judges havent
been briefed... then under the oh-so-hot sun, cadets began to faint
one by one. looked like survivor-style of endurance. Seng Kang
so 'lucky', picked to be the first squad for the comp. i think they kinda
set the standard. Seeing them do the drills, make my heart beat faster.
every wrong drill, my heart would like stop beating. lolx. but its really
cool... we won it when we are cadets... now we come back to be
instructors, the school won again. lolx. as newly appointed ACOs, i
think we did a great job. hehe... and also yc, ws, dexter... diana
no comments la. lolx.

wah. when the cadets start fainting... got one YO came to complain to
me. was taken aback. she so aggressive... its the new FD comp format...
she kept asking us to do something abt it. but wat can we do? uniform
inspection cant ask the rest to take shelter rite? somemore all districts
are doing it. dunno whether is lucky or not, her sch won 2nd runner up.
well at least can shut her mouth up...

after FD com, went to causeway pt to haf dinner then meet up wif my friend
to watch movie... well so fast sat passed. tomolo fusion liao. and mon
have to drag myself to sch again. yawnz...

but today rox! took a lot of photos...

20.02.04, Friday ~ Hyped factor: 9/10

lolx... today my bdae. how can i not be happy n hyper... today morning
went to polyclinic. this time is really sick. got serious flu for one week
still haven recover so might as well see doctor. queued up with the
uncles and grannies... tis time nvr take express queue. lolx. to avoid seeing
the same doc. as usual the doc reminded me i 'get sick' too many times...
haha. then after tt went to ws hse. initially want to study for chem. but
end up playing PS 2. quite fun though. we played ryu VS chun li for like 50
rounds. lolx. then went to sk for the final training before the FD com.
then after the training went to cheryl's hse for bdae party. mmm... not
many people turned up but quite fun though. got to catch up wif my hc
friends. had a bbq cum buffet dinner. cake was super yummy. then stayed
over at raymond's hse. lolx. talked abt tegrat and abt our lives, CCA. get
to sleep only ard 3+ am. then haf to wake up at 630 to catch bus to go for
chem test at 730. yawnz. only get to read the notes for about two hours?
thx guys for all the presents. hehe. kinda sad one of my friend didnt wish
me happy birthday... but i remembered 7 oct... lolx.

19.02.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Okay, now only mid day i am already blogging in. today 230 finish... yeah.
maybe prac dance later for a while. haf to cheong back to sk by 4 for FD
last two rounds before sat competition. really hope my sch can win...
then at 730, FD comp meeting... last meeting before sat. woo... i can feel the
intense excitement... i guess i wont be coming to sch tml... got PE, yucks,
wouldnt want to sweat on my bdae. but on the other hand, really kinda sick
this morning woke up wif a fever, and its hot.. but still i come to sch cos i want
to reserve the MC for tml. bad boy, yayaya. the most maddening thing now is the
audition. 640... siao. i already giving my judge liaison officer meeting a miss,
would i wait till 640 for the audition? somemore its juz 3 mins. hopefully can
slot us earlier. which means i nid to run away from the teachers tml. god. i hate
police catch thieves. now muz finish newspaper articles liao before the fat lips
start spitting fat droplets at me. lolx. tml fun day... hehe... any1 want to
buy alcoholic drinks? lolx

18.02.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Yo.. today was family day... i thot family day was to invite a lot of
families to come to the sch... chey its only the AJ family. sianz...
but my class today super fun and hiong... i was complaining to
my hc senior who is now attached to chn newspaper agency as
reporter how sian is life in AJ... her report was on our family day...
when we were having our AJ Breakfast, the class decided to sing
me a bdae song.. so as i was cutting the cake, perverted paul took
the whole tub of unfinished ice cream and poured onto my head...
wah. chill out dude. then my hair was like left sticky till now which is
abt 3+ even though i tried to use water to wash... but i so on, wasnt
angry with him la :) then we were playing truth or dare but truth kinda
sian so we played dare or dare... lolx. saw wei khoon doing push-ups
on top of soo hui. soo hui kissing him, and he eating cake off her hands..
caiwen kissing jac, and jac kissing sha sha. damien kissed butts, but got
kissed by sha sha. arghz.. no nid to strike lottery liao. lolx. we did all sort of
cranky stuff... slap teacher's butt la, but all for the sake of fun. nvr see e class
so fun b4.. lolx, we even did human pyramid. Yeah later gonna collect my red
x HQ uniform... but 75 bucks sia. so x... get to wear on sat... hehe...
well till then, adieu!

17.02.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Oh, my com crashed. haiz. so will be spending the next
few days writing my blog here in sucky school com lab.
the coms are alright but not the sch. lolx. i feeling sick.
arghz. i seem to be unable to recover. drank dunno how
many gallons of water and how many fruits also no use.
Think i'll take early leave today. how to survive PE with
block nose. i dun wan to appear in the headlines.
somemore 3 more days only... lolx. ya maybe pop by my
sch later cos they having full u training. really regret cant
go for the judge liaison officer briefing... its on fri and at
730... my prime time of the day lehz. haiz. till then ~ keep
ya presents coming in. lolx. ^_*

16.02.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

well, today had a few canadian students here in our
school... so no fat lips. lolx. yeah finished my GP essay
kinda fast. Oh ya, got a brownie from ricola. presented
my project or rather shared my experience in the nov/dec
A*star research with the j1s during their chem lect. Felt
really good to crap the way through. after school went to
practise dance for talentime. ya, making some progress
and having lots of fun. cheers :)

15.02.04, Sunday ~ Hyped factor: 5/10

Sianz... live's getting more and more sianz. today
not much happening. only nvr go for fusion. due to
yesterday's hang over. glad that my sch footdrill squad
is making good progress... i think they are ready to win.
hopefully. well, one week more to FD com. next week
would be an exciting week sia. Monday no fat lips, Tue
no maths, Wed family day. Thur short day, Fri my
birthday plus birthday bash frm my HC frenz. cool! and
ya got my bdae present frm my close friend co-shared
by another two friends. thx har. lolx. well at least 3 pple
remembered my bdae. Gee... i cant wait till friday.

14.02.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Special day? ok la, maybe its vdae so no matter wat u still have to think
its special. lolx. morning had punggol red x training as usual. Well, the
cadets are getting better i muz say, the unity spirit is there... today
lone ranger so by the end of the training, i was so tired... in the
afternoon still got talentime training. not much progress... so does ricola
team. (u noe who she is la, lolx, small but mighty. take too much of her,
will have laxative effect. lolx.) deb got her vibration thingy going on... :X
had an all-noodles late lunch wif tbnn and kc...

the rest of the day is private stuff :X cheers

13.01.04, Friday Hyped factor:6/10

Lolx. today a lot of malu(s) encounters and happy feelings...
first PE sucked. Malu no. 1: during attendence taking, i couldnt remember
the name of the PE teacher who took me for make-up pe and the whole
class had to do ten push-ups becos of that. actually is not that i dunno,
juz that i scared i pronounced wrongly even worse. Then when i said the
name, he doubted me and in the end i checked with my classmates, it was
correct. arghz... felt so bad. Malu no.2: made every one do five pull ups. i
couldnt do. so sad :( kinda malu cos my class only me cant do. there are
some others la but they werent here in school. then among the three classes,
i was one of the twelve who cant do 5. so the three classes had to do 60
exercises he deemed fit. 10 push-ups, 30 counts of eight of jumping jacks,
1 round ard e track, 5 sets of 5 push-ups, 2 sets of 15 sit ups, 10 tuck
jumps, 2 sets of dips. and somemore all these are done after the PE lesson
ended. Sianz.

Well, straight after PE i went to do up vdae gifts immediately. haiz... sorry
for the laoya present la, cos i bought it like on thursday so no time to do
very nice stuff somemore nid to give to 50+ people, so cant buy very ex
stuff.. saving money for :X ya my hp :P

Then after maths tut got double break, wah i cheong to hc like mad... then
saw cheryl, wah she screamed my name so loud that the whole canteen can
hear... then as usual gave a bear hug. and she hold my hand (^_*)and
pull me all the way to the class bence and ran! so tired... then at the class
bench was another round of 'ooh-long-time-no-see bear hug with the rest
of the class. So touched they all stayed back for about 1 hr to wait for me.
Then i also came to know got birthday party for me too... and its on
my birthday that very day! cool.

then after RM training, went to TP and saw dien and her grp dancing. cool
their steps so much hiper and better than mine with me against the music.
but cant deny they are all pro-choreographer. i been psycho-ed too much
into modern dance and jazz liao. think they got the funkamania streak
in them. oh ya, muz go hunt for the cd liao.

next week would be a great week i guess, mon, fat lips not in sch, tue,
no maths, wed family day, thur, short day n siu siu's bdae, fri, my birthday!
sat, footdrill comp, sun, fusion! wah fun week sia.

12.02.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Wah today a day of discomfort and anxiety.. cos my dad went to
disneyland. lolx u noe wat i mean... dunno can always tag me. So
scared dunno wat will happen when i go home... then i intended to
reach home b4 ten so i can sleep and pretend nothing happen.
But after red x meeting began to choreograph some steps wif diana
then overshot time. die.

Hold on ur breath... i go back to my normal morning routine first.
Today i very scared the whole day being called into the disneyland,
but lucky nvr. timetable quite slack today. lolx. chn teacher came
sch had breakfast n went home. maybe he sick la. math also
no lesson. GP was alright today. but my friend paul got pissed off
by fat lips cos he want students to do things his way. i mean
come on la. write essay most impt is that u are comfortable wif
ur own style of organising and writing, like that also wan us to follow
his rigid structure. tok abt influence frm AJC, he's one liao. everything
routine, rigidity. last time mickey muz haf not been listening to his parents
do things his own way and nvr change, so his parents pull his ear... :X

no offence, my blog i can write anything i wan, and PLUS i didnt include
name. Ha. today kinda sucky after sch end. ran 12 rounds for make up PE
ALONE. lolx. and ya so sorry fion for making u wait for so long. really
sorry to waste ur time... the msg didnt reach her... went
to PS and search for very long. wan to give 50+ pple but
if i buy some gd ones then the rest will say i bias. so i give cheap stuff to
every1... cos u guys are not my valentine ma. lolx. its the thought that
counts ma :)

and ya reece till abt 830 then begin to think of how e game should flow.
Manage to finish part 1 of the game. cheers.

tml? killer PE but hope juz run outside the sch... doing vdae presents.
math teacher back... arghz... GP sian sian... meet my HC friend. cool.
CCA training. fun fun fun. maybe going TP. yeah.

Till then. adieu.
(TO be continued...)

11.02.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 4/10

haiz.. i think today is my worst wednesday of the year. a lot of stuff
today do like for nothing. first newspaper articles, today first time nvr
chase us for it. then rushed home to get the videotape for vibes, in the
end so sucky all the dance steps. haiz. wasted my trip. then fat lips
reminded me tt the P impatient liao, cos say i keep putting the whole
'see my parent' thingy on hold. wah like i want to, also nid to wait for
off day ma... very reluctant also, cos i really scared my activities will
be cut. but then again i wont be tt afraid to face him on talentime. And
speaking of talentime, 10q so much, siu... for staying back n help me
out wif choreography... the steps were cool... but haven finish. haiz.
i still nt in the mood of choreographing... as for joining talentime, i wan
to, but there is a part of me saying no... i dun wan to sit in the hall
later regretting i didnt join too... very vexed. hopefully by tml, my
directions will be clearer. haiz, like dat where got mood to celebrate
V-dae. gosh.. still muz edit music. haiz. y am i so hard on myself?
i think the audition date is kinda early. songs cat can prac within a week
but dance? u still nid to choreograph and prac. haiz. worst thing is haven
thot of the costume...

btw do guys go through menopause? my dad starting be like my mum
keep nagging and chanting... arghz. cant stand em'. yaya my room is
messy but i go home so late everyday, btw i do my stuff already very
sleepy where got time to pack... i haf a weird bedroom set.. change one
and i will keep my stuff tidy and neat. now dad like having bad temper,
angry wif me... so if he were to speak to the P. i wonder wat will happen
to me :) wah very troubled. dunno y i become so problematic since i
step into ajc. hope this will be the last episode of my trauma... think
most imptly now, i muz still smile and take one step at a time.

yawnz... tml got another round of reece to fort canning park at abt 6.
then its fri lo :) hehe.

10.02.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor:6/10

almost cant make it to write blog today. yesterday nite had a very bad nose
block. has been like dat for like 3 days liao. haiz. cant breathe at all, only thru
mouth. wah, today first time i completed my GP work.. hohoho. but no nid to
hand in. then i completed my chem too.. first time of the year the feeling of
finishing hw is so GooDddd.... chem test lolx shant say more cos dun wanna
hurt RM's cute pixie's heart.

GP's video on biotech and GM food was quite interesting... how i define
interesting is whether i can keep away during the whole show. then civics
watched the videos so funni and gd for wasting time. thot PE will be shack
as i reserved all the energy. in the end briefing and ran 2 rounds and home
sweet home. but poor me, wif kc, kuku, yt, in dance studio dancing...

till 630pm like dat then rushed to HQ for link fun day meeting. ended ard 930.
then meet for punggol sec 20-week plan till abt 1045. reach home abt 1130+
yawnz.. now replying mail, chatting on msn wif my close friend, wif tbnn (lolx),
and many others. wah now 1230 liao. haven do newspaper articles. damn.

To:
Siu: thx for mixing the music. u rox! sorry couldnt go online so early. haiz i
dun haf time to cut 72 bian, haf to wait a while longer. thx 4 ya patience.

tbNn: forget abt fat arse. let him rot in hell. lolx. if u wan pple to swear and curse
wif u... would u miss me out? hehe. scream n laugh abt it, its perfectly fine.
or vent ya anger. hit me wif ur flabby arms. get it well toned. lolx. cheers

kc: ya its a tough time now all of us are riding. every one will think he/she is
facing a lot of problems and unhappiness but tell urself ya not alone. confide to
us the RMers. i believe we are able to go home laughing everytime we spent
time together.

kuku: dun be a ku-ku head. u are upsetting urself wif ur friends' issues. look
at things at a brighter side if not in a lighter sense. things may not seem as
bad as u look or deemed. i believe to live ur life fullest. dun ponder over wat
had happen for who knows the problem u keep thinking abt will be solved
eventually tml? then u haf wasted today. cheers.

na: lolx, u haf not much problems, think can be solved by looking at tt person
:X.

oh ya forgot abt today forum.. lolx. RM has the lowest funding among all the
CCAs in AJC. 500 bucks for a year. even the current affairs club got 600. we
so low budget still close us down. haiz. dunno wat to say. i given up hope
for the school.... wonder when will be the next rotation of principals. AJC
seriously nid two rotations. :X

10.02.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor: 3/10

Today seems to be the most un-happening day in my life. only know
i felt sleeping.. arghz... dun tell me my time is up. tt kind of feeling
like i am gonna fall dead on the ground. As usual, fat lips asked me
where i went with sheena during that GP break, and rattled on why
we should not use the time to go eat and waste his time and the
class time. i mean when i went in, everyone was reading their own
stuff. my grp was still toking crap abt a guy having his amputated
penis replaced by his finger and all sorts of dirty jokes (which btw
not initiated by me). not happy? send me out of the class lo.

today went to get the talentime paper. haiz. i am half-hearted
whether to join the dance anot. firstly, no mood to choreograph,
then cant get siu to help me. somemore i big headed wan to do
mixture of songs... had a hard time choosing songs.. finally decided
on : kan wo 72 bian, come on over and drive me crazy... i target 6
members.. now only 4 :(

08.02.04, Sunday ~ Hyped factor: 5/10

well today as usual, wake up super early like 6. for reece @ fort canning
park. but expected diana 2 b late as usual... in the end the rest didnt
turn up. only me and diana. diana came at 930+ where i sat at hte bus
stop and waited since 830. but nvm got used to it. on the way, kept
discussing abt funkamania. did a detailed game plan... walked for like 4 hrs
so tired... walked every possible route and also counted tombstones. lolx

then had lunch wanted to catch along came polly.. but at 430 kinda late,
so in the end i went home while she went to her mum's working place.
then reach home, took at one hr nap woke up at 4. asked ws wanna go
watch, in the end went to catch a 440 show at tamp mall. Quite a light-
hearted comedy romance. maybe more funny than stuck on you... cos
jennifer aniston my fave actress, lolx.

then went to chalet to celebrate sharon's bdae. mmm.. felt weird cos
i wasnt their classmate and i only knew like only a few pple there.
but well as a friend, i was welcomed nevertheless. so touched... haiz
bdae party? i guessed if i haf one, pple wont be free to attend. next
day after my bdae got chem test, so cant stay over. well, guess i'll
end here. juz dug my bag n found tt i haven touch my hw.
especially fat lips' hw. got essay plan and worksheet to complete.
still got math tutorial... and haf to discuss dance steps wif yew
tuck tml. hope can crack up something. my heart to join talentime
is now half half. firstly, my cute capable member siu nt dancing 4
very valid reasons, so cant blame her. secondly, i dun wan the
mickey to find fault wif me again. i trying to nip the problem frm
the bud, trying hard not to ask my dad go down to see him, cos
i am not scared mickey say bad things abt me, but juz that
i dun wan him to tell my dad to stop me from joining any activties
outside... i'll rather die juz studying... if join t-time, i sure meet him.
then how? i am so f*!@ing vexed. someone pls drop me a hint.
Hit me baby one more time... @_@

07.02.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Before i start crapping, i am high high high!!! woo... funkamania rox man!
12 teams from tertiary levels, all standard super high. costumes, theme,
daring make up and hip hop moves, i juz cant get enuff... now i aspire to
join one of the dance team in university... Well, champion went to waterbabes
of NTU. I muz say their dance nt really hip hop but they got the theme going
on-synchronised swimming. more to ballet and modern dance. I like the runner-
up though, White Rhythm. Theirs very hip hop. Ya its by 5 guys (5566? lolx),
all at least 1.8 i think, like prince charming on horses. They lost maybe to
the costumes, they looked like shinhwa (K pop) or even 5566. And not much
theme. Third was KR dancers from NUS. Didnt catch the front part though,
though diana told me solid gold was gd too.. .i guessed the best female and
male dancer correctly, hehe :) quite cool... we were cheering for the GOH to
cut his crap and start wif prize presentation, but sadly, he's such a tu. didnt
get our hint, kept talking.. yawnz... one thing good abt all the teams was tt
they mixed all their songs so nicely. maybe can only join funkamania 2007
after my army. haiz.

Back to morning... punggol red x training went well i guess. starting the
cadets were like showing attitude, dun even wan to intro themselves.
Strange things were, they rather dun wan games but want to start on
proper training. weird... SK side heard ws and dex say sec 1 this yr very
enthu.. mmm.. i felt challenge is coming... the teacher- officers were
very friendly...

Afternoon meeting for VI/Chair and VC was quite crappy... all cramped
in a small room. i thot i might juz die of suffocation. then when mr ong
talked to the male VIs abt ICR aka instructor-cadet relationship... some
VIs kept asking questions.. haiz.. got us held back. and some questions
were like duh`. for example, 'if there is a male cadet who likes another
female cadet, how?'. i almost pengz. we r toking abt ICR not CCR. helo??
Make me miss part of funkamania.. arghz.

anyway quite high cos i got lots of inspiration... :) btw the matm remix
they got was wah... super cool. now muz learn from the pros..

06.02.04, Friday ~ Hyped factor:8/10

Awaiting for my blog entry? lolx. here goes...
Today morning didnt started well... got 'lectured' by mdm yam, talk abt
muz give excuse letters if we are absent, say wat miss siau aka siao said
i was late a few times this term. only one time wat, crazy. And dish out
all my bad stuff, saying its not wat a good leader should be. blah blah
blah. well, i guess i didnt reallyproject myself well in sch. mmm... haven
c me @ work in red x, i guess. if they wan to associate my attitude in
sch (sad case as i choose to show attitude in sch) with leadership, then
well tats too bad, u think u haf gotten a lousy leader :) Wow, i muz haf
grown up.. last time used to be sensitive , every word from the teacher
would affect me. now, undesirable stuff or comments to me, i cant be
bothered.

PE was cool, running ard the nieghbourhood. cos i love running. then
come to tat fat lips lesson. arghz. ask me for mc, i gave him parent letter,
he gave that stern look and frowned until he looked like a mushroom head,
or even the indian student with merged eyebrows. he said 'haf i told u
i dun accept parent letter anymore from u?' Thats all i haf, take it or leave it.
haha. then he got nothing to say. ask me to give medical proof that i had
headache. well, i gonna put pills in his pigeon hole. or maybe some drugs and
let the police catch him. lolx.

CCA training i think we only did intensive warm-up. maybe knowing later
going for jazz class so no time to do our stuff. but we did some choreography
though. kinda cool. still vexed abt the talentime thingy. haiz.

Jazz class was jaw-dropping. lolx. i was the only guy out of about 15 women and 1
old maid (oops, k la, i am mean. happy?) and 4 weird gurls. flabbie aka TBNN kept
staring at the instructor aka Peter Pan's butt and stomach. ooo... then time my
butt now his. flabbie muz be having fetish for butts. What? what what. lolx.
we 'what' a lot. was very super surprised when he said, 'i'm going to settle some
admin stuff and i not going to charge the Anderson JC pple'. i was like 'what'?
felt very paiseh taking free dance classes. and we are coming like every week.
so i guess maybe we'll pay half price ba.

Had a very 'nice' dinner. lolx. then talked a lot. still abt crushes and love. then head
home. missed survivor. damn. haiz. bus trip so long. anyway tml will be a bz day 4 me.
cheers.

Agenda: 700: meet to get stuff, 800: meet punggol sec red x teachers, 830: meet cadets,
1400: FD com meeting, 1500: VI meeting, 1800: funkamania

Hope u guys haf a happening saturday too :)

05.02.04, Thursday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Well, didnt go school today... then heard ms cheong resigned, i almost
fell frm my bed... how u guys noe one? VP announced huh? heard an
indian gurl took over... wif overwhelming smell frm perfume la nt BO. :X
Oh shit.. i didnt do the chn compo. nvm, chn nt impt. :) got headache
in the middle of the night. sianz. then today slept for 12 hrs. finally can
clear the sleep debt of the week. Oh ya haven type parent letter. tml PE,
arghz. Did some work till 7pm got uniform measurement at HQ. then meeting
for punggol orientation and link fun day. meeting end abt 10 again. -_-''

reach home at 1030, managed to catch half of american idol. mmm.. i think
a good sleep is impt. for once today, i didnt feel any stress or having the
feeling of a lot of stuff to be done. Juz hung up the fone wif a close friend, ha,
we're talking abt love issues again. Hope i have been a gd listening ear to my
frenz :) ooo.. now 130 liao. yawnz.

btw, thanks guys for the encouragement on my tag board. well lets see wat 's
happening for me...

Whaz Hot: CCA training minus pom ba ba pom ba (lolx), jazz class (maybe?)
survivor show, lunch at NYP (maybe)
Whaz Not: PE, GP, Chem (getting back test papers, jean lee), maths

P.S: Siu dun be so sad abt that test results. I noe u hate chem even more now
but guess wat u will do well for it during prelims and A level. U can count on that
:) and thx for helping me get the math tuition thingy. owe u a treat! Stay Strong
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Hush, just stop
There's nothing you can do or say, baby
I've had enough
I'm not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm

Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

-Brit's Stronger

04.02.04, Wednesday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

Whaz up!!! first thing first, change dodo link to siu siu link...
can i call u char siu? keke... oops, i sure kena whack by siu tml... posted
something taboo... but nvm la. he wont read and even if he does, he
pretty open minded abt it la :) really sorry. i wasnt thinking properly or
rather dunno wat my fingers were typing.

Haiz, bad things first. Today 2 bad things happened. First was to see
the principal and it kinda sucked. listen to him talk and the feeling of
helplessness sucked. couldnt defend myself. Wanted to see my dad,
but see see la, i cant be bothered. Weird thing was that i was least
affected by this seeing parents issue. I knew i had it coming. Time will tell.
Only afraid that my dad would ask me to stop my activities and study.
i cant lo cos so many things on hand, cant juz say drop rite.

Then was the math test. i failed miserably... lolx. dunno y still can laugh...
i think i didnt try hard enuff but the basic fact is that i didnt do the tutorial
so how to pass? that one was even a small issue today cos a lot of stuff
happening today. dun even haf time to think.

But the home visit thing dunno whether is it a bad thing... cos old folks dun
really appreciate dance, so there is no meaning for us to do the dance, juz
for the sake of entertaining? even though got 2 hrs, but i dun think its the
way to do CIP. haiz. but try to smile wide, at least i made someone's day?

today in school kinda fun. but kinda sad too... cos i only hang out with
RMers. My social circle super pathetic. But nevertheless, a few gd close friends
are better than a lot of superficial friends. Had fun @ the NYP 'playing' police
n thief. TBNN hiding away from fat arse.lolx. then talked abt crying
issue. how fast can u cry, how long can u cry, wat make u cry and stuff....
quite cool cos we can talk anything under the sun. TBNN next time dun grab
my wallet cos very misleading hor... thot u grabbing my butt. lolx. today had
a few laughs... finally.

Guess i think fun part was devoting time for red x. Did a reece for fort canning
park. really amazing there were a few interesting places to visit in FCP. Now still
thinking how to create a game out of the trail? amazing race? i called the title
of the link fun day game as 'the fort challenge'. kinda cheesy huh? dunno leh
its for primary sch kids. anyone got any other suggestions can tag me? thx!

Then dien as usual came at 630, i thot time has passed so fast... Walk until 730
then stopped over at hans and discuss the prog... 815 commerce the link fun
day meeting with the advisors until abt 945. then 945 begin the meeting for OA
to set papers for accreditation until abt 1030. Reach home 11. very fruitful
sessions for the day i think. settle lots of stuff at one go. pretty relieved but
looked at the datelines thrown, wah, hope i can make it thru. as usual i will draft
out prog for tml...

To be done:
Chem file checking, maths tut, link fun day prog, trail details,
uniform measurement, meeting for punngol sec training this sat,
meeting for link fun day
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today kinda burnt-out. no song for the tired soul... sadz. missed american idol.

03.02.04, Tuesday ~ hyped factor:5/10

Today sad day sia, i predicted i would be late and today really late.
But lucky bus 86 saved me, every1 on tt bus excused for
latecoming. but my pd tutor was like shaking his head and his
fat lips were like mouthing 'late again?'. wah feel like whacking him.

so many breaks today, tts y i like tuesday :) nothing big happen in
sch juz only weird the way HQ i mean Red X do things... call me
during sch hours, i was like having maths lect, hello...

chn lesson was so cool. watched a very touching last episode of
a show... very touching.. but shant tell u guys the story line cos its
really long and complicated...

PE was dreadful. they made us run in the rain, quite heavy in fact.
But actually i dun mind running in the rain, i ran faster. saw the netball
girls as i ran, haiz. sad to say CMI. dunno tt term? tag me la and i'll tell
u. So malu, so many pple saw i cant do 8 pull ups. felt very inferior.
Muz train. wait i do push-ups first...

k done, phew. i am really a han shen (aka sweat god). juz a while only
i am sweating like seow. dunno why today is like emotions-day. frenz
ard me having their mood over their heads today. me too :X and ya
before i forget. Siu, if ya reading this, i beat both ur tegrats today in
running.. lolx. they both over 13 sia. oops. hope tml wont kena
whacked. And also, how come all the girls frm yesterday outing kip
complaining abt how pain their sunburn is.. haha. let me recall...

'Wah so painful tt i couldnt even shrub my body'
'Ya, i was like putting so much *forget the body foam name but lets
call it body foam... and when i do this.. it hurts.' (the thing 'this girl'
did was wearing something. couldnt figure out is it bra or wat cos 'she'
keep emphasising on the strip.

die, tml sure get beaten up. i dun haf any sunburn. sianz. even though
i didnt reveal as much as them. ya juz tok to 3 diff friends abt 3 diff
issues. 2 abt love and 1 abt friends. cool to haf such chats once in a
while... see diff perspectives.

sianz.. chat and blogging.. now already 10pm, i got 2 newspapers
articles to do and math tut. dunno why so many things going on in my
mind, i think i haf to sort out first.

ThinGs To Do:
-A*star cert muz bring tml (die, mine kinda crumpled and haf to shake
mr tan's hand. haiz. thot of laminating but too tired)
-tomolo dance performance, reece fort canning
-get $. 15 for class fund, 75 for red x uniform

haiz. dunno why head so heavy suddenly. still got a lot but cant think
of wat else. maybe the rest is not due tml... punggol sec traning starts
on sat. realised i got to attend a VI camp in march. 4D3N. haiz. there
goes my holiday. still got anniversary dance rehearsal. my partner sms
me ask me when i free.. die. how to ans never? lolx. I think i wont be
joining talentime... scared after all the planning, they dun let me win
cos they kan wo bu shuang. i nvr believe 'if ya gd, u'll sure win'. cos
aj so bias. lousy also can say until gd... somemore my 'rival' herself is
good too... oh ya.. sat evening, u'll most probably find me at ngee
ann city.. got funkamania.. tertiary dance competition. damn cool.

k think i haf crapped enuff.. wait. no wonder i feel weird... i didnt on
my mp3.. haha.. yaya.. i heard a lot of 'chey' and 'lame'. not happy?
tag me la :) or like i always say come BITE me!
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No time to find song, if not tml sure get scolded by cheng n stand
outside during math tut.

02.02.04, Monday ~ Hyped factor: 7/10

Well today had a great time @ sentosa... eating, talking, playing soccer
and vball, getting to know a grp of pple... it drizzled on n off but didnt
affect our mood :) Haiz, dunno why my mind keep flooding thots of
doing hw, study... sianz. a lvl approaching and i bet a lot of pple muz
be bz studying now. i dun wanna regret. had a lot to catch up. Fri-Sun
passed so fast. tml haf to pull myself to school.. arghz. next week will
bz week liao. Shit! suddenly remember tml timetable got PE. sianz. but
hopefully no GP :X Oh man, no maths... cant get back test paper.

3/2: Reece of fort canning park for link fun day
4/2: Meeting for link fun day, meeting for OA testing criteria
5/2: uniform measurement
7/2: Footdrill Comp meeting, VI meeting

almost everyday go HQ. haiz. hope tis week passes quickly
i nid the weekend to recharge. or get back to study mood
common test coming in a blink of an eye. :(
Well, go back to do work liao...
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I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
To lose it all,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter

-LP's In The End

01.02.04, Sunday ~ Hyped factor: 5/10

today went to principal (lolx) zhijie's hse for cny visiting, Mostly OA pple
went. Then split into 2 grps play poker. I was as usual bz eating. Then
suay suay kena grabbed to have meeting when we are abt to leave ard
530. then left abt 6 like dat.

Diana btw was so cool... her dressing n stuff... my fashion consultant!
she is a walking fashion statement man... my dance kaki, so good at
costume and unique make up. too bad RM (yes u guys reading now)
dun like to be drawn on ya face... Went bugis and window shopping...
saw a lot of classy clothes. keke, dien noe me beta 2dae.. at least
my choice of clothes. Then had dinner @ simply thai. wah the tom yam
noodles so 'choking' (in chn) u eat liao u will noe wat i meant.
haiz... i feel like joining TP dance grp... u guys so pro... me wanna
break! lolx.

P.S: ya. i miss my dear very much, haven met for quite some time.
we both been bz i guess. :(
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Sorry no song for the lonely heart today :P

31.01.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 8/10

It's the day i wished one day would last more than 24 hrs. Nvr felt so happy
for a very long time. Well, maybe except morning prog, the rest of the day
was like time really flew past so quickly. Ya, the A*star wrap-up session was
sianz. After giving out the certs, i had to leave cos i nid to report to st gab
for red x flag day. but then one of the moe staff asked me why i didnt tell
him earlier in the email and i think he was quite pissed. he took down my name
and sch... mmm.. muz say i was pretty freaked out wat he was going to do wif
my name... had enuff trouble in sch, later he report to the hod sci then trouble
again. In the email, he only mentioned if u are unable to attend the session,
then u email me. at least i told him before i leave. saw some guys went off
after the reception.

did admin work for flag day tis yr. kinda interesting but when there's nothing
to do, i was so bored... so paiseh, dozed off but there were no1 at all. but still
unsightly la. haiz. then counting of tins also got prob. my side got one more
tin. It made me feel that every1 had to go thru the trouble becos of me. but
after checking, it wasnt really my fault. cos the extra tin given out wasnt
recorded and i am in charge only to collect back.

Then had to rush to holland v, nydc for HC 74's JTS. So cool, nvr heard of
rite? U will nvr find it in AJ...its junior treat senior. it was very nice of 03S74
pple to invite me over but felt awkward cos the 04S74 j1s had to pay for me
or rather treat me when i no longer in the sch. i took a cab down 12 bucks
cos i thot it start at 6. The JTS had more pple attending compared to last yr.
Last yr was at Kenny Rogers. But same like both yrs, they liked mixing and
matching left overs and play games, losers had to finish it. Really fun
watching, but if u eat, arghz. puke. obviously, if u are not the type of go all
out to play, u would find the game stupid, disgusting... Haiz, reminded me
of good old times. Then everytime we made a lot of noise, we will shout
'RJ pple, behave yourselves leh'. lolx. u get the idea?

That day i think nydc got at least a thousand richer. haha. got ard 45 pple
each minimum 15 bucks (5% GST, 10% service charge nt included).
of course the big eaters ate more plus dessert like one slice of cake 7 bucks
and drink another 7 bucks. They filthy rich, haha. then when its bill time,
the juniors found out tt they short of 200+, then had to call for rescue.
then one of the junior took out the money and settle the bill. pengz.
y they so rich har? lolx. haha, aaron was like in the pub drinking, then he
came over wanted to help pay but ...

then went to jacob's huge bungalow. lolx. a lot went to stay overnight
and i found a lot of mahjong kakis. too bad they didnt want to gamble.
the whole night was like chatting more to the juniors than the seniors.
see the j1s so on and fun to chat wif, then look back at the j1s in my
school whom i dun even noe any. haiz, great difference. some j1s in
74 even more mature than me, i guess. and the gurls. wow. chioer
than 03S74. guys no nid to say la. also better looking than 03S74 guys.
so glad to know so many pple in one night. Next time, STJ muz go.. if
not today ate free meal a bit the guilty. haha. but more of another
chance to be happy... Ya also not so much photo taking... haiz. maybe
next time ba :)

Whaz Hot: Visit zhijie's house. fun again.
Whaz Not: Nothing yet. :)
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Here it comes it's the one you've been wait'n on
Get up get it rough, yup that's what's up
Givin' just what you love to the maximum
Uh oh, here we go
What to do when the music starts to drop
And that's when we take it to the parking lot
And I bet you somebody's gonna call the cops
Uh oh, here we go

-CA's Dirrty