..:: 456. The One With Song ::..

cant get this song out of my head... by dreamz fm. kinda explain my feelings... why am i so emotional? kinda weird but i feel my energy draining away faster than i want to...

Had a drive driven by your love
But when you messed around
i lost the drive i found

i thought you needed, needed someone true
but you changed your mind
or have i failed you

wish you been careful with my heart
but you tore it apart
and broke an angel's heart

i guess the truth hasnt end somehow
but i am living proof
of what love is about

it's hard holding you, loving you, losing you
it's sad to be true and be fooled by you
i dont know (i dont know)
i gotta know
should i stay or should i go

you played me on, played me like a clown
but i feel for you
even though i'm down
my heart is heavy, heavy like a rock
but i am so amused
you're still in my thoughts

it's hard holding you, loving you, losing you
it's sad to be true and be fooled by you
i dont know (i dont know)
i gotta know
should i stay or should i go

*what am i to you?*

sarah jessica parker mentioned:
'how can you be in a relationship when you are sleeping around?'



today was 'summoned' by somebody that i had to go see my boss who is a major. quoted,
'may i know where were you since yesterday? we might want to put you as missing or AWOL if you still fail to respond my call. the possible offence might affect your study and future. Cc to jaslyn'

dont you feel it's such a threatening message? i just put my hp silent and was busy with my meeting and saw this message and got stunned.

i mean since when sms have such thing like 'cc to whoever', the new 'in' thing?

after my surf sweat meeting which started at 3pm to write addresses on envelopes for past participants, the official meeting started at 7pm and ended at 3am. i had to wake up at 6am to rush to camp to see the major. while walking to camp, i was super worried what will happen to me... had to run into the camp...

lucky the officer was understanding. he requested me not to explain. lol. just gave me some advice to avoid such situation. i heaved a huge sigh of relief.

i'm really blessed to have so many people around me supporting me. like my dar who called me at 6am to wake me up in case i oversleep. so sweet to stay up till 6am to call me. also wanna thank my surf sweat fellow publicity officer, lavarne for showing me the ropes and guiding me so patiently...

then took a day off to go for pre dry run for surf sweat. something happened but shant elaborate. went there to do my part, some ran, some cycled, the rest fed mosquitoes as marshals.