[ 260. The One With Sian-sation ]

oh well. morning wasnt sian at sentosa. saw a few red cross cadets (cedar and victoria) but dunno they got outing or wat. vball games there were alright i guess, with the hot sun is always fun.

but i injured my neck... sian. feel uncomfortable and irritated...

then went to indoor court but nvr play la, as the usual crazy me i went to study. (can study there meh?) aiya every1's fave question... but at least i wont die of boredom studying at home. i can study with noise. and thot of going supper with my clique but haiz something happened so i had to take bus home.

dread that feeling man. muz admit, i am the kind of person whom i cant live happy without friends... i cant live w/o friends! so if u nid accompany, i can fly down even to jurong... but then today i had to travel alone home, wait for the bus for like 20+ mins, buy supper back and eat alone. on the bus? the cold and hungry me have to tolerate some indians who came on the bus and played a fool. with the tv mobile showing delicious food when i am dying of hunger. and so 'lucky' to meet a bus inspector at 11+pm. i wanted to have company for supper but no choice there were unforeseen circumstances...

haiz. too depressed to type liao, too sleepy to study. i'm so not myself today. and with the haunting thought that i didnt do well for my maths. haiz. 2 more papers. i can last but deep inside me, i feel sad. but who will know?