20.04.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 4/10

basically today juz sucked for me. the only thing tt kept
me sane was the current affairs meeting... weird huh.
well tts wat rc haf done to my life. little things make me
excited :) oh today my buddy, na didnt go sch :( lone
ranger again. yup my dance training changed to fri again
so any1 fri wanna hang out? lolx. i finish sch at 1.45, muz
go back at 5. dun mind actually cos i like dancing in dance studio
wif mirror beta than in classrm -_-

fat arse pissed me off again... 'one more time u dun produce mc,
i will be holding back your testimonial. You know rite, school's
policy. you know wat will happen if u are in the army? ...' i
shut off immediately. he's like so young but so much to nag.
ya, concern abt me but he cld haf put it in a nicer way. i'm
an 'attitude' student. lolx. he kept ratting behind me,
i juz keep up my pace. why am i so problematic? :) i thinking i've
been putting a facade of who i really am. dunno y. maybe i hate
the sch, so tend to rebel. well its a disadvantage to me but i juz
cant seem to get back to b tt 'goodie2shoes'. also some of my
classmates were also absent but they dun produce mc, he nvr
say anything -_-

then during pe which i initially dun intend to go, those napfa nt
tt gd haf to go for extra training... sianz... then my two 'excused'
pe lessons became void. now haf to do 2 make up PE. i mean wtf!
i was sick on fri, the day before march holidays so i hand in the MC
the day when sch starts. then the PE teacher says he tabulated
the stuff during march holidays... -_- u think i so free come back
sch to hand in mc?

AJ sucks la, teachers nt flexible. dun wan to hear explaination.
when i try to explain, keep saying i gif excuses. then throw the
file on the floor and talking to other pple, while i still talking to him.
i was so [pissified] everything's been downhill for me
in aj. shouldnt appeal to transfer in the first place, shld stay in
tj. haiz. well, able to choose may nt be a gd thing... enuff of tis,
shall move on, school sucks but not red cross. toast!

had meeting for current affairs comp. as expected only 4 of us.
oh mdm pok flashed out my project. lolx. got to know her better.
yup. me chair and my brudder vice. haha. suggested the challenge
shield. really hope rck dun die off. :(

hope tml will be a gd day, going sk. going punggol collect back
beret samples then to HQ. sat no training. after bio test, i'll
be quite sian. any dates? ^o)