17.08.04, Tuesday ~ Hyped factor: 4/10

dull and dreadful day. i only looking forward to study breaks. first lesson got
screwed so sian... didnt manage to spit out 'oxygen is the final electron acceptor
in ETC' and got suaned that my answers are so o-lvl standard -_- the tone she had
like i was the only one who didnt noe the answers. my classmates all shoot me with
answers and every one i read out was wrong. well guess my class has not been
studying too... And fri she wanted to have a timed practice. and asked us whether
we have completed our revision up till ecology. and she stressed that we ought to
be around that topic. i was like 'wat the hell'. she told us to do our own revision
schedule. wat topics to cover etc. then she go thru the mainstream and expect every1
to revise from the earlier chapters. damn. now messed up my study plans. i wanted to
revise from the back cos there are a few concurrent tests on the latest chapters. so
logically i haf to study for them so i might as well revise from the back. now
she tell me she going to give a test this fri, i have to rush to study all the topics
in front. isnt that crap??? somemore she checked my study plans and said it was ok.
feel like telling her to just give me the questions, i will check answers with the
rest when i revise the topics. seriously no point to rush a few chapters within
a few days then i have to revise again later. messed up... arghz.

nuting much today. my pd cum GP tutor as usual haven called me to answer questions.
which is gd cos i no nid to malu myself if my answers not correct. bad tt i've been
ignored. lol. tell me who's being immature now? i dare to face him but seems like
i'm still a blurry shape to him.

sian hardly laugh in class... cos either no jokes or they were juz too lame. i wonder
the class laugh so hard to relieve stress? or that to show support for the jokers?

hump. shld i tell my tutor i not going for fri remedial? i really dun want to rush
juz to do the practice. haiz. i'm so screwed.