..:: 531. The One With Burning Out ::..

i am leading quite a dysfunctional schedule nowadays... what is busy? everyone is busy in their own ways. Some are busy because of their work and it was something they cannot avoid. For me, i am busy because i kinda asked for it.

with such a heavy project-intensive specialisation, most of my free time are for project meetings... wanting to stretch my potential, i decided to challenge myself so i took up quite a few competitions like the upcoming Brands New Product Development and Tata Crucible International Business Quiz.

was at a red cross meeting yesterday and i found myself very out of place. firstly, other youths are actively involved in the 'project' but i felt i was in a way not committing enough. whenever i get the opportunity or the momentum, i would go for that thing i long for. for now somehow, my focus is to 'market' myself by gaining as much exposure as i can to the corporate world.

why the sudden feeling? perhaps i have only one year to enjoy the 'civilian' life before i commit my 4 years in green. lately due to timetable and meetings, i find myself having lunch at 4pm, dinner at 10+... i see my fren go gym after school and i really envy ... 3 years really too short... how to enjoy and achieve at the same time? grades are not everyhing.

haiz... later listening to MM Lee... hopefully he can give some inspiration =)