01.05.04, Saturday ~ Hyped factor: 6/10

First thing first... i almost block my bro today. ha. :( used wat i tease abt other pple
or him and used it on me... but he made me feel the cruelty of my jokes that i haf
unleashed... wow, i guessed last time those i haf 'suan-ed' must be very angry wif
me... oops... u can really get hypertension if you take me seriously... or u are overly
sensitive like myself...

Well back to friday, yup, went to count the donation draw tickets. well... i know how
i can spend my time when i grow old liao. lolx. well everything muz haf its first time right?
after all, i'm not tt credit-hunger person... really sadz when pple think i do so much juz
to gain cca point or credit. haiz. i volunteered cos i enjoy wat i do. yes joining too many
activities firstly i cant commit 100% to all... secondly i'm on my impt As. but i juz cant
let the chance to try and gain new experience juz pass me by rite? i wont be able to
commit as much in army as i predicted i haf to stay in camp for weekends too. lolx.
wat happens when i come out? haf to let new blood handle projects rite? only can
do advisory but not so much on hands-on. maximise my youth but not leaving myself
burnt out is wat i wan. Take me away frm problems too :) when u think there's nothing
worth for u to stay in this world, there's always red cross for me :) keeps me going.
ha. well it really goes beyond red cross...

Saturday

today even though i not in charge of the home visit, i'm glad i could provide advices to
the cadets organising a trip to rc home for the disabled. they actually wanted to put
up a dance performance... but lucky in time to tell em most are bedridden n nt possible
to go every cubicle and perform... well... i'm happy wif how i'm progressing... when
i was a 'non-uniformed' VI during my j1 yr, i was more of a NCO than a VI... but
attached to a new unit really made me mature in my role even more.

after tt, taught my sec 4 cadets chemistry for their mid yr... think back last yr, after
training i gave them chem lessons... prepared notes and zap mine... y? hope tt
when they serve rc, they can give all out and their best. i will ensure their studies
wont suffer :) well... do i do this for credit, CCA points ? well think, pple...

then went to zap notes at amk... thx brudder for accompanying me after the meeting
at kfc. haha. then we walked to bishan... my knees almost gave way... had weird sick
jokes on the way... i created a mean joke today... when i come online i realise it fitted even
more. sorry dien.

On MSN,
Me: I thot we were supposed to meet for dance today?
Dien: Oops... sorry ar... i was sleeping the whole day like a pig.

The Joke:
Q: Why wouldn't the Muslims marry Dien?
A: They dun take lard.

Yesh, i may make u laugh...
'Ya so mean...' maybe your next response.
Well, if the above two didnt occur, u arent either aint yourself, or u not reading closely.
or worst, u dun understand the joke. lolx. (or my joke sucks)

Ok, having mood swings nowadays cos i dun do wat i haf planned... tt is to mug :(
hehe.. before i mug can i go watch the few charmed episodes i haf downloaded. Ciao~